Chapter Ninety-Six: The Self
My hands were shaking, and for the first time I was shaking with anger. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info want to kill and fight, there is a kind of frontal coming! What kind of hero is this! No, no, calm down! Calm down, calm down, I'm going to break your corpses into ten thousand pieces! Running to the west gate, sure enough, another child came and gave me a letter. "Little brother, can you tell my brother who gave you this letter?" I forced back the anger in my heart, squatted down and asked with a smile. "It's an old man. "Grandpa, I opened the envelope, and I was ready. Sure enough, the letter read, "Please come to the north gate quickly." ”。 "Hahaha. I laughed out loud, so angry that I laughed instead, but the laughter was full of helplessness. Yes, people are just playing tricks on you, what can you do with them?
From the east gate to the north gate, I ran around Jinan City, from day to dusk, but I didn't dare to stop. His clothes were soaked, he couldn't breathe, but his steps were still firm. "O green pine, when a person is in a state of anger, it is the best time to defeat him. Master's words rang in my ears, calm down! Calm down! But I really couldn't calm down. I want to save people, I want to find the enemy, I want to kill the enemy, I want to drink water, give me water, give me water!"Little Er, serve me tea! Any tea, quick, quick! Big name!" I sat on the stool with my butt on the table. When water was needed the most, a teahouse appeared on the side of the street.
"Shaoxia, give, drink slowly. "An old man brought a bowl of tea and put it in front of me. My teahouse is not big, but I didn't expect to even have a little two. I picked it up and looked at it, well, how is it water? Even though it's water, there's a faint fragrance. Is this tea or water? The old man seemed to see my doubts: "I think Shaoxia should be more suitable for drinking water now." "I couldn't control so much, I gulped down, drank too hard, and choked on my saliva. "Ahem. I coughed twice and poured the rest of the water from the bowl over my head. "Whew. I gasped for breath and wiped my face. "Oh, young man, be careful of typhoid fever. When the old man saw me doing this, he hurriedly took out a cloth and asked me to wipe my head and dry my face. At this moment, when you are alone, it is always warm to have someone who cares about you. "Thanks, sir. I thanked him. "Come, let's finish the hot tea now. The old man brought another cup of hot tea. "Whew. This breath seemed to exhale all the fatigue. After drinking this cup of tea, I remembered that I was now penniless.
The old man saw my embarrassment: "Shaoxia, someone has already paid for this tea for you." "Huh?" I was taken aback: "What kind of person is it?" The old man thought for a moment: "It's a young boy, and he told me that there will be a man in a green shirt, with a sword, and a sweaty head. When he came, I would serve him a bowl of water and then a cup of tea. "Oh, thank you, uncle, and say goodbye. "I said goodbye to the old man who sold tea, and the whole person was in a trance. It turned out that my every move was in the enemy's calculations, and I thought that there might be something wrong with the bowl of water and the cup of tea. I couldn't help but wonder to myself, would I be able to save Tang Xiaoxian from the enemy?
I'm not afraid of death, but this feeling of being played to death is better than death. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm useless, I'm useless. If Cheng Erjiu is here, if Tang Xiaoxian is here, or even Brother Xiao and Zhang Hongqiu are here, they will definitely be able to analyze the origin of the enemy's motives and will definitely be able to crack the enemy's conspiracy! I can't, I can't, it's because I'm too stupid, too stupid. I could only move step by step towards the road paved by the enemy, and I could only jump into the pits dug by the enemy. Why? I fell to my knees and pounded the ground. Why? Why? Why do you always have to deprive me of a happy life? Why do my friends leave me one by one? Why do you leave me alone to face unknown enemies? Why don't you give me a brilliant mind and unparalleled martial arts? Why・・・・・・
"Big brother, do you eat sugar gourds?" the immature voice came from the mouth of a little girl. A little girl of eight or nine years old appeared in front of her, the little girl was dressed very thickly, but her face was still red from the cold, and she was trying to suck her snot so that it would not stay. Although he was talking to me, his dark eyes never left the sugar gourd in his hand. "Big brother, why are you crying? Do you want to eat sugar gourd?" the little girl saw that I didn't answer, so she asked me again. "Are you crying?" I wiped my tears, it was useless, I wanted to be strong!
"Do you really want to eat it?" I asked with a smile. The little girl nodded. "Then why don't you eat it?" I asked again. "This is a big brother who told me to give it to you. The little girl replied. "Big brother, what kind of big brother, where is she!" I asked hurriedly, as if grasping something. "He said that an older brother in a green shirt and a long sword would pass by and tell me to give him this sugar gourd. He also asked me to tell Big Brother to make you believe in yourself. "Believe in yourself, believe in yourself!" "My brother doesn't eat it, so you eat this." I pinched her little face, stood up, and patted the dirt off her body.
I don't have the smart and clever mind of Tang Xiaoxian Cheng Erjiu, the profound kung fu of Mu Yan, the huge power of Meng Jiuge and Tang Qingyun, the mood of Zhang Hongqiu, and the heroic spirit of Xiao Wolf. If I lose my insistence again, I really won't have anything. Even if there is still a trap ahead, I will continue to walk. I'm going to do it my way in my own way. You are looking at me, right? You gave me that cup of tea, and you gave this sugar gourd, right? You are helping me, right? I don't know what you are doing, but I can't let you see the joke.
Run, run forward, keep running, don't look back, don't think, go forward. By the time we arrived at the north gate, the sun was about to set, and I got a fourth letter from a shopkeeper who was cleaning up and closing. "Out of town. "Two simple and clear words, are you going to fight head-on? Then I want to see who you are sacred! While the city gate is not closed, hurry out of the city. If I arrive a little slower, won't I be able to get out of the city? After running such a long way and delaying for such a long time, but the enemy doesn't seem to have the intention of stopping at all, and is still playing tricks on me, then Tang Xiaoxian should still be safe. People must do something for a reason, if it is revenge, knock me out, but do not kill me. If they didn't kill me, they should be safe, and these two people should be important pawns to blackmail me. In that case, there should be something more painful for me than death.
Something more painful than death, that thing I know, is called despair. If you want me to despair, what I just did wasn't enough.