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As soon as he got home, Jin Luohua hugged Su Yu and cried bitterly, crying so much that Su Yu's heart was soft and wet, so his tears also slipped down silently. Jin Luohua cried that her son, who she had been looking forward to day and night, finally came back safely, and he couldn't tell what Su Yu was crying about, but he felt depressed and very sad. To be honest, he didn't know how true Jin Luohua's tears were and how fake they were, he felt that they should all be fake, but he could tell what was true and what was hypocritical, so when Jin Luohua hugged him and cried inch by inch, he was stupid.

Su Yu remembered a lot of things, thinking of the loneliness and helplessness of Jin Luohua standing silently outside the window in the middle of the night when she first arrived at the Hou Mansion, thinking of the meticulousness and gentleness of her teaching when she was learning characters, remembering that when she was frustrated because she couldn't practice, she took herself to the lake to follow the guidance of kindness, and remembered that when she was delirious because of Liu'er's death, she guarded and took care of her sleepless day and night.

In fact, he has thought about these things many times, and each one is as vivid as yesterday, and he feels that the reason why this is the case is only because he and Jin Luohua's biological son are almost the same person, and she pinned all her love for her son on herself, she is not loving herself, but loving the real fifth young master. But when he saw her again, he silently observed her every move, cried and laughed, and his original unwavering thoughts were still shaken.

Sustenance is only sustenance after all, and a fake son is different from a real son after all, and if he harbors a cruel conspiracy in his heart, how can he really regard his righteous son as his own child? This kind of excitement of reunion after a long absence, and tears poured by longing, cannot be faked in the slightest. Even if he harbored all kinds of thoughts of vigilance and hatred, he was still melted into the warm embrace of the other party.

Once again, he fell into deep confusion. Could it be that he was wrong again? Actually, Jin Luohua didn't know anything about Lin Fengshan's plan? But he obviously heard that Lin Du say that Jin Luohua knew that he was a fake. ...... Yes, she knew that she was fake, but she may not know Lin Fengshan's conspiracy, Lin Fengshan wanted to slaughter the Li family, but the Li family was her relative after all, and when she heard her mention the fratricidal killing of the Li family's bloodline, she was extremely sad and lamented, and she would definitely not agree to such a cruel and inhumane plan. Of course, it may be that she only knows part of the plan, and she was kept in the dark about the extermination of the Li clan, but she knew about the merger of the twins? Otherwise, when Yue'er was so young, why would she rush to keep her by her side with a marriage contract? That Lie Chuanyun was undoubtedly aware, and Lie Chuanyun obeyed her orders, how could it be proved that there was no collusion between them?

Su Yu completely rolled into the deep ditch, and he couldn't figure it out for a while. But he couldn't help but be in the center of the conspiracy, surrounded by longing ghosts covered by fog, and if he couldn't see or think clearly, he would never recover. He really wished that he was a fool, that he could stupidly eat and wait for death, or that he could stupidly accept all the care without having to distinguish between the real and the fake, until one day someone he trusted shot him through the heart with a sharp blade and died unconscious or ignorant. But he's not stupid, and he's not willing to do that.

He had to survive. No matter what Xu Qingluo's situation is now, he has to find her, at least to see her, he misses her. Then he wants to take revenge, the revenge of his parents in the previous life has not been avenged, and the grievances with the Guigu have not yet been settled, how can he just give up? There is also Lin Moxuan, he caused himself to separate himself from Xiaoluo, and it is very likely that he used astrological magic to trick Zhang Yao to kill his murderer, and the two life debts of himself and Zhang Yao will be counted on his head! There are also 200 people up and down the Liuli Valley, Qingxue, Qingshi, and the fourth grandfather...... If he dies at the hands of Lin Fengshan and Lin Dusk again, the immortal blood feud of Liuli Valley will no longer be known and buried under the loess forever, let alone revenge!

So Su Yu, who returned to Jin Luohua's side, found himself so sad, he wanted to let go but couldn't put it down, wanted to talk but no one confided in him, wanted to believe but didn't dare to believe it. Fortunately, he can still cry at the moment of reunion after a long absence, this embrace is still as warm as his mother, this warmth makes him realize that he is so tired and needs a hug so much, but unfortunately this embrace can only make him temporarily self-anesthetized, and he can't rest safely. When I was a child, I was always worried that I would lose it when I woke up, and now I am even more afraid of being suddenly killed by this warm embrace. It's just that he found that he couldn't hate such an embrace no matter what, what Lin Fengshan's father and son did, whether Jin Luohua knew it or not, he couldn't blame her, there was no blood on her hands, and it had nothing to do with her.

He simply didn't think about anything, just trying to be a son who was reunited with his mother after a long absence. Jin Luohua took his hand and asked about it, and he knew that he would answer everything, and he said everything, but he hid a lot of things, including the encounter of Suoyuan Hualin and the destruction of Liuli Valley, as for the marriage contract with Li Qingxue, Jin Luohua didn't ask, so he didn't mention it. He only said that he had been studying flower essence in Liuli Valley, and he was sent out of Liuli Valley last month, and he didn't know anything about things in the valley since then.

Lie Chuanyun forcibly brought Wu Shanyue back and left. Jin Luohua only cared about hugging her son for a while, and she didn't have time to ask about her daughter-in-law's affairs, in fact, she just found that Yue'er was missing and asked Lie Chuanyun to help find it, and she didn't know what was going on. Wu Shanyue quietly watched the touching scene of the reunion of mother and son for a while, and she didn't know what she was thinking, so she turned around and walked away silently. The black bean licked and made love around Su Yu's leg for a long time, and found that Wu Shanyue was gone, so it followed out, perhaps because he was worried that the hostess would sneak away again. Even though Wu Shanyue just went back to her room to meditate in the dark, she still ran over and obediently lay at the girl's feet as usual. The girl sighed faintly and leaned over to pick it up.

In the second half of the night when there is no moonlight, the house is extremely quiet, and only occasionally the night breeze blows the flowers and plants in the backyard, making a sound like a whisper.

In Jin Luohua's room on the first floor, after telling a farewell, Su Yu inevitably asked about the marriage contract with Wu Shanyue, and by the way, he told the ins and outs of meeting Wu Shanyue on the road. Jin Luohua realized the seriousness of the matter, stood up with a frown, and said to Su Yu: "This matter is something my mother did wrong." At that time, I lied to her that she would have a baby after kissing, and she promised to marry you when she grew up. I was also afraid that something would change about this, and I thought you were still young at the time, so I didn't tell you. ”

Su Yu was speechless for a while. In the world where I was born with developed information, I am afraid that children of eight or nine years old already know what it is to create human beings, and no matter how bad they are, they will not be ignorant at the age of fourteen or fifteen. Probably only in this kind of closed society, living a monotonous life, and a heart as pure as Yue'er, will such jokes be made.

"Mom, then why do you want her to marry me?" asked Su Yu again.

This question was very critical, so Su Yu paid special attention to the expression on Jin Luohua's face. Jin Luohua really hesitated for a moment before saying: "I saw that she was lonely and helpless, her character and appearance were good, and she saved your life at the beach, so I felt that this was a fate given to you by God." Of course, this is not true, but if it is said that she fell in love with other people's family background, ability and treasure, in order to find a support for this son who can't practice early, not only does it seem that she is particularly utilitarian, but I am afraid that it will hurt her son's self-esteem, so it is inconvenient for her to say it directly.

Of course, Su Yu must not believe this kind of excuse, but he still nodded thoughtfully: "I know, the girl who saved me is prosperous in terms of fate, marry me and keep it every day, maybe I can live a long life." Mom, Mr. Ji also said that cultivators don't believe in fate, so it turns out that you also believe in fate!"

Jin Luohua was a little embarrassed, but he was amused by his words. As she walked out the door, she said, "As long as my little twilight is fine, what does my mother believe in fate?...... You eat some snacks first, go to sleep when you are sleepy, and I will make you something to eat tomorrow." Now I have to talk to Yue'er. ”

"Hmm. Mom, don't quarrel with Yue'er. Su Yu grabbed a piece of dim sum from the table, took a bite and said while chewing, "Her temper is simply not in oil and salt, and she can be angry to death." ”

Jin Luohua walked to the door, stopped and turned around and asked, "Then do you like Yue'er?"

Su Yu was stunned for a moment, his face flushed slightly, and he tried his best to swallow the snacks in his mouth, but he was stuck in his throat. He touched his throat with one hand and hurriedly picked up the water glass with the other, raised his head and poured it violently. Jin Luohua smiled knowingly, instructed "eat slowly", and turned around and walked out of the room.

When Su Yu saw her leaving, he put down the water glass, shook his head in the direction of the door, and muttered in a low voice: "Does it really matter if I like it or not?...... If you don't like it, you have to let her stay. After thinking about it, he said to himself, "But I really don't like it." ”

He looked at the shadows of the trees under the starlight outside the window, took small bites of snacks, thought about all the stories he had experienced in this small building and this small city seven years ago, and suddenly felt that the years were so quiet, just like the light breeze and the slightly swaying shadows of the trees in front of the window. If he hadn't been arrested seven years ago, and if he hadn't had the vicissitudes and earth-shattering changes of Liuli Valley, he would have lived happily in the past seven years, and he would have been the same for the next two years, until he died. Then, until he dies, the Hades will not awaken, and the door of memory in his previous life will not open, and he can't remember who Zhang Yao is, let alone what the three words Xu Xiaoluo mean, and the people who are confused will be gone. Eighteen years old in the previous life, and I can't live to be eighteen years old in this life, how wonderful it sounds to be eighteen years old forever.

However, creation makes people. It's like in the previous life, I had to meet Zhang Yao and Xiao Luo, I had to be broken by Zhang Yao, I had to be taken away by Xiao Luo, and then I practiced by mistake, and I died and was reincarnated inexplicably. Reincarnation was so good that he was transferred to Jin Luohua's womb and became Lin Dui in the other world, and Lin Dui in this world wanted to devour some homology heart, so he was brought to this world by Old Man Lin and sent to the Hou Mansion, and was involved in this conspiracy to kill innocents and not know what to do. It's all a coincidence, but it seems to be predestined. He has no right to like or dislike, no matter what, he is Su Yu, this is the life that belongs to Su Yu.

In fact, he was able to meet Xiao Luo in the last life, and he still likes it very much if he can remember Xiao Luo in this life. Slowly eating the snack, he couldn't help but think again, where is Xiaoluo now? Who is she with? He hopes that she is happy, and he must not be like himself, involved in this conspiracy of this dark and gloomy scenery, unable to break free and unable to get out. Even if she gets married and has children, the love path between yin and yang has been broken, and he has no reason to blame her. It's just that since he really came to this world, since he remembered her again, he wanted to look at her again, just look at her - I hope that there will be a chance in my lifetime.

He ate slowly and thought slowly, and he didn't know how long it had been, but as soon as the door opened, Jin Luohua walked in again, but his face was a little pale and tired. Before she could speak, Su Yu smiled and said, "Mom, there was a quarrel?"

"Not really, it's just ...... Jin Luohua shook her head and sighed, "It's all my fault, she has grown up, I should have taken the initiative to explain things clearly to her, but after thinking about it a few times, I felt that her mind was too simple, so I didn't say anything." ”

"So what does she think now?

"yes, she's determined to go. ”

Su Yu looked at Jin Luohua's expression, there was loss, remorse, and self-blame, but there was no anger at all. He suddenly felt a little happy, and then he stood up and said, "Mom, you don't have to worry about this, I'll go talk to her." ”

"You?"

"Yes, my own business, naturally, I still solve it myself. ”

Jin Luohua smiled: "Go, remember to talk well, don't mess around." ”

"Got it. ”

Su Yu went out and went upstairs. Upstairs there are two adjoining bedrooms, one is what he used and still keeps for him, and the other is what Wu Shanyue uses now. He walked over and knocked lightly on the door, and heard Yue'er say coldly inside, "Come in." He pushed the door open and walked in, then closed it with his backhand. It was pitch black in the room, except for the deep blue of the night through the small window. Wu Shanyue sat in the dark, and he also stood in the dark, and neither of them could see each other.

"The lights aren't on, so I can only talk nonsense in the dark. Su Yu said jokingly.

"Whatever you want. Answer in the dark.

Su Yu felt a deep sense of powerlessness welling up in his heart, and then he felt that his ankle was wet, and a small tongue was licking it, it was a black bean, so he leaned down and picked it up, smiled in the dark, and then said, "Yue'er, in fact, I came to break the marriage contract with you." ”

“......”

"But until then, I want to have a good chat with you, I have something to say to you, how about walking outside with me?"

"I don't want to go. ”

“...... So, why don't I go outside with you?"

“......”