Chapter 62: The Covenant
"Hey, why am I playing tricks on you, and you're not angry?" Tang Xiaoxian asked me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info"What's mad at you little girl? I replied, "When I was adopted by Master, I still had a little sister. She was blind when she was a child, abandoned by her parents, and adopted by my master. She was young and couldn't see anything. She is the most favorite of our senior brothers, and there are five senior brothers, the eldest brother has inconvenient legs and feet, the second senior sister and the third and fourth senior brothers all follow the master to practice martial arts, only I am more leisurely, and often play with her, maybe this temper was developed at that time, right?" "I really envy you, there are so many brothers and sisters, unlike us, although there are many brothers, but they fight openly and secretly with each other, which is not interesting at all." Tang Xiaoxian said.
"Envy? But do you know how much I envy you?" I replied earnestly. "Envy me, envy me for eating and drinking, what's there to envy?" Tang Xiaoxian was a little surprised. I was amused by her innocence: "Oh, my little aunt, do you know how many people in the world are worried about a meal? You may not have had a hard life, but I did." I've been hungry, I've stolen to stay alive. stole two steamed buns, and before he ate two bites, he was found by others and beaten severely. But I stubbornly guarded the steamed buns, and when the people finished beating, I took out the steamed buns dipped in the soil, and swallowed them with tears and blood. It's very fragrant, and I'll never forget that taste once after eating it. If Master hadn't been there, I would have starved to death on the streets more than ten years ago, right?"
Tang Xiaoxian couldn't believe it: "It's really fake?" "Hahaha, of course it's true." "It evokes memories, although bitter, but it seems to be more sweet. I continued: "My master retired to the rivers and lakes and adopted six of us brothers and sisters, and he usually went to see people for minor illnesses, so we went up to the mountains to chop and collect firewood, and my eldest brother went hunting. Look at you, born in such a good family, without worrying about food and clothing, and such a strong family to protect you from the suffering of war. Do you know, what... What Yan Wang, as soon as there is a war, my family will ・・・・・・" I took a deep breath: "You see, at least your father and mother Hai are still alive, no matter how far you go, you know, there will always be people at home who are worried about you." I used to think that people like us are like paper kites flying in the air, and that family is the thread that holds us. I'm good, Cheng Erjiu is good, the thread holding us has been broken, and we are floating in the sky with the wind. You are led by the line, but you are eager to fly higher and farther, you are afraid of being bound by the line, but we want to return to the embrace of the line. When the storm comes, we can only suffer from the wind and rain, and if we can carry it, we will continue to float in the sky, and if we can't carry it, we will fall to the ground, no one cares and no one asks, and this life will pass. ”
"I kind of understand, I envy you, but you also envy me, we both live the life each other wants, but we never really experience each other's pain. Just like me, I don't understand how much damage your family members have done to you by calculating each other, fighting for power, and imposing on you, and you have not experienced the pain of losing a loved one. We only want to get what the other person has, but we don't want to bear what the other person bears, no wonder we all say that we are content and happy. ”
"Oh, I didn't see it, I still felt it, Mr. Wang. Tang Xiaoxian quipped: "Okay, okay, I'll just go back obediently." "I didn't expect her to go home, she wouldn't, she didn't mean it, she just felt it and casually said that she was going back. I smiled and said, "Actually, Tang Xiaoxian, I should thank you." "Oh, thank me, what? No, you should thank me for having more places!
"They all say that they are in the rivers and lakes, but what exactly are the rivers and lakes, or what exactly is in the rivers and lakes?" I asked her, but she rarely shut up. I continued, "In the past twenty years, it seems that I have achieved nothing except to practice some Mind Divine Sword. When I was a child, my parents provided me with education, and I thought that one day I would be the top student in high school, but my family would be ruined and I would die. After being adopted by the master, I wanted to learn martial arts and be a hero like the master!" I smiled and shook my head: "Later, I couldn't bear the hardships of practicing and gave up." I wanted to be a hunter like my brother, but I broke his leg. Later, I wanted to learn medical skills, but I didn't stick to it. When I think about it, I'm a real failure. ”
Tang Xiaoxian wanted to say something, but I stopped him. I said, "At the moment when my master died, I felt that there was no point in living. I want to fight with him, it's a big deal to die. But Master held me tightly and told me not to take revenge and let me live well. Live, everyone wants to live, but what's the point of living? When I stepped into the rivers and lakes, I didn't even know what I should do, because I didn't know anything but the Heart Sword. I know what to do to be a Jianghu person, or what Jianghu people are doing, just walking and walking, in order to save people, I go to fight the bandits. ”
"Whenever I'm hurt, I'm very excited because it's only pain that makes me feel like I'm alive. Thank you Tang Xiaoxian, because of your appearance, I have made many friends and made me feel that there seems to be a line behind me. From a few months ago, I still don't seem to know what I'm doing. I just know that I am killing, killing, killing, and killing all the time. What a mess, I'm stupid, I don't know what's going on, I don't know what's going to happen, I'm just floating in the sky. But now, I'm not afraid, even if one day I fall to the ground, at least, someone will remember me. ”
"Don't say it so sadly..." Tang Xiaoxian smiled slightly, and two small nests appeared on his face, which were very cute. Tang Xiaoxian stripped her hair: "For me, the rivers and lakes are just playing, eating, drinking, and having fun." People, kill if you deserve to, don't hesitate, don't be afraid. After killing, don't think about anything else, the days go by day by day, and then we'll talk about it when the time comes!"
"No hesitation, I won't hesitate any longer. I'm going to live, no matter what, I'm going to live. I'm going to use this sword in my hand. So saying, I went to mold the sword at my waist, but I didn't touch anything. I picked up my crutches: "Use this sword in my hand to protect my friend!" So, if there is any difficulty in the future, tell me, no matter what I am doing, no matter how far away I am from you, I will rush over to help you!" "Okay, facing the moon, let's pull the hook!" Tang Xiaoxian raised his little finger. "How old are they, and they are still hooked. I laughed. "I don't care, you don't pull it!" Tang Xiaoxian pouted, perhaps, this is the most real her.
"Hook hanging, 100 years, 1,000 years, 10,000 years, no change!"