As I write these words, I believe I have made up my mind. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I was born ordinary and willing to be ordinary, ordinary. From elementary school to high school, I can't study, so I love to play all day long. Now that I've lived for twenty years, I suddenly think about what I want to do.

When I was very young, when everyone else was falling asleep listening to fairy tales like Snow White, I heard the story of Xiao Feng vs. Murong Fu. At a very young age, I had a dream of rivers and lakes. When I was in elementary school, I watched "The 83 Version of the Condor Shooting" and "Dragon Babu" without one episode (I haven't watched all of them until now). When I was in junior high school, I played the game "Meteor Butterfly Sword", recited the trick sheet every day, and watched Zhang Jizhong and Hu Jun's version of "Dragon Babu" in my spare time (I didn't read the whole ... When I was in high school, the Chinese game "Nine Yin True Scripture" was born, but unfortunately my IQ was not enough, so I didn't know how to play, and finally gave up, but what I didn't give up was the eternal dream of the rivers and lakes.

The first time I wrote a novel was in junior high school, and I wrote "Meteor Butterfly Sword" at that time. That's right, after I played this game, it was like writing this game into a novel. (You can imagine how wonderful my expression was when I later learned that it was based on a novel.) At that time, I was the age of the second year of secondary school, and the novels I wrote were also the kind of "Long Aotian", money, beauty, martial arts, all of which were the strongest in me. Later, after two days of writing, I gave up because of the heat.

The second time I wrote a novel was in high school, when the Chinese teacher assigned homework and weekly notes. I've had the most trouble writing in my life (but the people around me seem to think I'm good at writing). Once I saw my colleague writing a novel, he was the first in the class, and he was a top student. I saw that he dared to write, and the writing was still so bad (it was really bad), and my courage came up, so I tried to write one (or serialized, a week's weekly diary of 800 words is not enough to write). I was waiting for the teacher to criticize me, but my Chinese teacher was very open, not only did not criticize me, but also praised me in the class, and then the whole class started a craze for novels (they all started writing). I am especially grateful to her, a teacher I will never forget. But in the end, the second year of high school was divided into classes, and the teacher changed, and the novel was broken again.

The third time I wrote a novel, it was in my freshman year, and here I want to thank my roommate, because my roommate is also writing novels, and now he has signed a contract ("Online Game Endless" is based on "Nine Yin True Scripture", if you like it, you can take a look). When a person doesn't want to do something, then there is someone to accompany you to do it, so that there seems to be a motivation to do it. Because of him, I picked up my dream again and started writing. But then the writing hit a bottleneck and didn't stick to it.

The fourth, this one.

I want to laugh myself. Looking back on the past 20 years, I have achieved nothing. Life is wasted in reading idle books and playing Dota. In my third year of high school, I was about to take the university entrance examination, and I still didn't know what I wanted to do, what I wanted to do, and what I could do. Dreams were said a lot when I was a child, but none of them made me motivated to achieve them, and now I know because those are not what I want.

But now, I have a dream, I want to study animation, and I'm working hard at anime school. For the first time, I had a real dream, for the first time, I had a goal that I was striving for (suddenly I felt like I liked anime overnight, there was no reason, and now I am motivated!). And now, again, I picked up the pen, no, I tapped the keyboard, writing my second dream, this time, I will not give up.

Regarding my view of martial arts, the biggest influence on me is Mr. Jin Yong, after all, I heard it since I was a child, and I read all of Jin Yong's martial arts novels in junior high school. The novels that were written afterwards were all the kind of step-by-step martial arts. Later, I watched Gu Long again and found that the style was not my appetite (not black), and I read the original book under the influence of "Qin Shi Mingyue" (I don't want to say more, Uncle Weizhuang I love you!) and found that it didn't have my appetite.

When I was in high school, I read two books that had a great impact on me, "The Romance of the Dragon and Snake" by the great god and "I am in the rivers and lakes" by Ma Boyong and Ma Dada, and these two books had a great impact on me. Because my view of the rivers and lakes has always been "authentic" idealism (that is, what wind blows the leaves, the benevolent heart moves, what hands have a sword in the heart, etc.), but these two novels are written in a "materialistic" style, in short, "very scientific".

The higher you jump, the harder you fall, and you can ignore the laws of physics if you don't do it lightly. Shenji also uses a "scientific" way to explain the mysterious internal strength. Overall, these two books have slowly moved my novels from idealism to materialism. The reason why I gave up writing a novel for the third time was that I also felt that I couldn't find myself. Now, I have found my own rivers and lakes, not Jin Yong's, not Gu Long's, not other people's, it's mine.

Having said all this, I actually wanted to continue writing, but I found that there were so many things I wanted to say that I was about to write an autobiography. Readers should be annoyed, right?

Finally, I don't have much literary talent, I can't write any gorgeous and beautiful sentences (I regret why I didn't read more books when I was a child), and it's the first time I've written it, and those who want to read high-quality books may be disappointed. I can only write all the time, try not to make mistakes, whether anyone reads it or not, I will write it all the time, keep writing. I think it's good-looking, support me, give advice, and I express my gratitude. If you think it's not good, scold me twice, and I accept it.

Let's end with a Yuan song I saw recently: Peng Jie 90,000, waist wrapped 100,000, Yangzhou crane back riding habitually. The matter is related, Jing Yanshan, gold is not rich in heroes, a world of love. White is also an eye, and green is also an eye.

PS: (Originally, this book was supposed to be called "My Jianghu Dream", but I found that it was occupied by others, and it hurt.) ）