Chapter 53: The Shackles of Youth
Su Yu kept looking at Xu Qingluo. Pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info Qiong's nose and cherry lips, jade skin and snow skin, she is still so beautiful, it is heart-pounding at a glance, but he found that she is a little haggard, this haggard is not floating in the skin hue, but penetrates into the depths of flesh and bones, like the most ruthless but the most hidden toxin, colorless and tasteless, but rotten and heart-decaying. The average person couldn't notice it, but he felt it, and it wasn't just tiredness. He stopped in front of Xu Qingluo on one side and asked in a serious low voice, "What's wrong?"
Xu Qingluo was slightly surprised, raised her face and looked at him, and smiled: "It's nothing, there's nothing we are looking for here, let's go." ”
She wouldn't say, and it was useless to ask. Su Yu frowned and watched her bypass herself and walk towards the door of the store, so she had to follow, when a young man dressed as a clerk came over, bowed to Xu Qingluo, and put on a standard service-style smile: "Hello! What do you need to tell us, we will help you find it, we have the most complete goods here in Beijing, crystal gemstones, agate pearls, there is nothing we don't have here." ”
The clerk apparently heard the conversation between the two. Xu Qingluo narrowed her eyes and smiled: "Is there bubble tea?"
The clerk was speechless for a while, knowing that people were just telling him in a joking way, you really don't have what I want, so he had to obediently retreat at the moment. Seeing this beautiful girl leave the store quickly, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he suddenly remembered something, and quickly took out his mobile phone, and his fingers quickly tapped on the screen.
Xu Qingluo and Su Yu got into the taxi again and hurried to the next jewelry store. During this time, Su Yu stared at Xu Qingluo non-stop, and Xu Qingluo simply opened her eyes and looked straight at him. She thought that Su Yu would be embarrassed to avoid it, but she didn't expect that he seemed to be unaware of her oncoming gaze, and just watched endlessly. Xu Qingluo bit her lip lightly and asked, "Is it good-looking?"
Su Yu didn't answer, but gently took her hand, which was as white as jade, but it felt cold to the touch, like ice muscle and jade bones. This was the first time he had taken her hand, Xu Qingluo was gently held by him, only to feel that the palms and backs of his hands were warm, and there was a crispy and numb feeling that went straight to the bottom of his heart, and his face couldn't help but flush with a touch of redness, and he was about to withdraw his hand, but he heard Su Yu ask, "Does it hurt?"
Xu Qingluo's body was shocked, and she raised her head and looked at Su Yu with some puzzlement.
"I feel it. Su Yu said softly, "Your physical condition is very similar to my head, and it doesn't seem to be a problem at all, but it has been damaged from an invisible place. ”
The so-called "three-fold humerus is a good doctor" is true. Su Yu damaged his brain in the process of being deleted from his memory, this damage was based on the damage at the origin level of Xingfu, ordinary people couldn't see it at all, and Su Yu experienced it himself, and had an unforgettable experience, somehow he felt that Xu Qingluo's body was abnormal, and at first he didn't know what was going on, but after thinking about it carefully, he realized that he saw a similar illness to himself in her. She is the head, but she is everywhere in her body.
He didn't know why Xu Qingluo was like this, he felt distressed for a while, and couldn't help but hold her cold hand.
I didn't expect him to see that. Xu Qingluo was stunned for a moment, and withdrew her hand: "What do you say? I'm fine, and I haven't become a fool like you, where is it like you?" After speaking, she turned around and looked out the window, her nose was a little sour, and she couldn't help it.
Su Yu stretched out his hand to her, but put it down again, opened his mouth, but finally lowered his head and was silent. He couldn't help her, he couldn't do anything, there was a flurry of confusion and a headache, and he quickly closed his eyes.
The current pair of young men and women are truly sympathetic.
I ran three jewelry stores in a row, some big and some small, but they all found nothing, as if the Gu Xing of this world never existed, and never carved his mark on any gemstones. This is very abnormal, even if it is a small amount. This situation is most likely the result of human intervention, such as someone in the know, who controls the sale of the gems, or a practitioner who loots them in advance. But no matter what the situation is, Xu Qingluo is powerless to interfere now, her body is weakening every minute, and she has basically lost the ability to fight with cultivators.
Walking out of the last jewelry store, Xu Qingluo looked up at the dim sky. The snow had stopped, but the winter sky was still overcast, and it was almost dusk, and the sky was darkened, and the pavilions and storefronts on the long street were already lit up. The streets are full of people and cars, and the pedestrians are in a hurry, dense as ants, reflecting the falling snow on the ground, all of which are indifferent faces.
Xu Qingluo's heart was full of melancholy. If you can't find resources, you can't afford to practice, so what kind of practice are you talking about? If you know that this is the result, why should you come to Su Xiaoyu? Why should you bring him the phantom of hope? Now that you are like this, there is no hope of recovery, maybe one day your vitality will be gone, and you should find a place to spend your last days alone, why bother to make Su Xiaoyu sad?
She turned around, and the sky spun around, and her body couldn't help shaking, but she was supported by Su Yu, who was already standing behind her. Su Yu asked with concern, "How are you?"
She stomped her foot lightly: "This snow is so slippery!"
Su Yu looked at her, then at the ground that had been swept under her feet, and nodded: "It's slippery." I'll carry you, let's go back. ”
It's not too far from the hotel they were staying in. Xu Qingluo could still see a piano shop opposite, which was where she helped Su Yu steal the guitar. She looked at Su Yu, who had turned her back, took a step forward, and fell on his back, which was not generous.
Her leg hurt and she couldn't walk.
Su Yu knew that her leg hurt, he felt sorry for her, and he also wanted to have a good chat with her, and she couldn't turn around and run away with her on her back.
He said, "Can't you find a stone for your practice?"
The girl searched back and forth in the four shops and he could see it clearly, but she didn't make a noise and pretended not to know.
Xu Qingluo let out a "hmm" on his back.
"It's okay, let's look for it slowly, and we don't rush it. ”
He didn't know that Xu Qingluo couldn't wait at all, although her physical problems were similar to his, they were much more serious than him, and they would not just stop at pain, but were rapidly withering.
Xu Qingluo still said "um" on his back.
"Does it hurt badly?" asked Su Yu as he carried her along the street.
Xu Qingluo hesitated for a moment, and finally said "um" again. She's now as well-behaved as a sleepy kitten, as if she'll respond monotonously to whatever you ask.
"Is there any other way to help you besides the stones?" Su Yu asked again.
This time, Xu Qingluo didn't answer for a long time, and after a while, she suddenly asked, "You say, what is marriage?"
Su Yu didn't understand her intentions, thought for a while, and said: "From astrological understanding, marriage is located in the seventh house opposite oneself, which is a kind of cooperative relationship and a kind of hostile relationship. ”
"It is the longest and deepest cooperation and hostility. Xu Qingluo added softly, and then smiled, "Fool, I will also memorize the connotation of astrology." Although this sounds really profound, who would say when proposing, hey, Su Xiaoyu, let me be the most difficult enemy in your life, I will definitely make you worse than dead. ”
"I don't think it's anything, it's not necessarily that you live or die to call the enemy, it's also an enemy to grow up with each other, if you think the enemy doesn't sound good, you can replace it with an 'opponent', for example, hey, Xu Xiaoluo, do you think I'm worth being the greatest opponent in your life?"
As soon as Su Yu finished speaking, Xu Qingluo replied on his back: "Well, it's worth it." ”
The two men fell silent. Su Yu silently carried Xu Qingluo on his back and walked forward, while Xu Qingluo hugged Su Yu's neck tightly and rested his head on his back.
"Su Xiaoyu," Xu Qingluo suddenly spoke again, "Don't you think it's strange, according to what you said, there is no love in the concept of marriage, and there is no liking." ”
“...... If you don't like it, who will get married?" asked Su Yu as a matter of course.
"Yes. For example, I like you, you don't like me, or none of us like anyone, but we can be tied together with many things such as material, money, work, responsibility, life pressure, etc. Xu Qingluo said softly and slowly, but she was thinking about the fate technique that destroyed herself. How many people have been cast by this ruthless universe to cast an invisible fate, and how many people will be destroyed by this fate.
"......" Su Yu was silent for a while, this is a fact, and he is powerless to refute it.
"Marriage is a shackle. Xu Qingluo's voice trembled slightly, "You, are you afraid of being locked?"
Su Yu shook his head: "If you find someone you like, you won't be afraid." ”
"You like me, don't you?" the girl's voice trembled even more. Even though Su Yu had just said it not long ago, she was still afraid of being rejected. She broke a shackle, for Su Yu, for this she did not hesitate to fall in the flower season, she wanted to use a shackle to shackle Su Yu before the fall, declare sovereignty, otherwise she felt that she was at a loss.
Su Yu stopped: "What's wrong with you?"
"Is that right?" the girl asked, raising her voice.
"That's right!" Su Yu nodded and continued to walk forward, "I like you." ”
Xu Qingluo breathed a long sigh of relief, and lowered her voice: "Then will I marry you?" seemed to be a little choked, "Tonight,...... Just tonight. ”
Su Yu was stunned for a moment, couldn't help but stop again, turned his head sideways to look at Xu Qingluo behind her, but saw her burying her head on her back, and only crossed her shoulders to see a strand of jet-black hair, gently swaying in the evening breeze.
She's going to marry herself tonight?
He heard it right, that's it. But while his heart was shocked, he couldn't help but wonder, he said that he would not leave, he wanted to be with her, why was she so anxious because the years to come were long? Not to mention that she was in such a poor physical condition...... Besides, a private life is not considered a marriage, both of them are only sixteen years old, not yet of the age of marriage, and they cannot get a marriage certificate at all.
But in this situation, he didn't dare to tell her these doubts, so he could only endure them in his stomach and listen to her willfulness.
Listen, let's go back and talk about it. It was already completely dark, and in the distance he could see the sign of the small inn changing colors, and he stepped forward again, but after a few steps he stopped again, and his body trembled slightly.
Xu Qingluo was soft and soft, and said like a whisper: "Don't be afraid,...... You're just my Su Xiaoyu, Su, Xiao, Fool. She called his name word by word, and the word "small" bit very hard, "Wait for you...... When you grow up, you are no longer Su Xiaoyu, and you will forget this shackle. ”