Su Yu felt empty in his heart. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info has always felt that it is a burden to follow Xu Qingluo, but he thinks that the other party also needs him, because except for those stray cats and dogs, she has never been in contact with others, and she is a real lonely person like herself. And as he said in the study room that night, he felt that lonely people can be "of the same kind", can accompany each other, and their hearts can be close enough to each other. But now, the kind she was really looking for appeared, so Su Yu inevitably had a feeling of not being needed.

It's like the deep loss that Xu Qingluo felt when she saw Bai Di teaching Su Yu guitar.

Yes, Su Yu really wanted to be self-reliant, but he never thought of separating from Xu Qingluo, he just hoped that he would no longer be a burden.

He glanced sideways at Xu Qingluo. It was she who saved herself from the stage, it was she who took her out of school, it was she who helped her find Uncle Lin, and it was she who taught herself to play the piano and practice martial arts. This elf-like girl sitting beside him was so close to him, so far away, so close that they could face each other day and night, they could accompany each other, they could snuggle up to each other for warmth, and they were so far away that they were about to fly and out of reach.

This is really the most peculiar relationship in the world, and it is also the most precious relationship. But Su Yu was afraid of becoming a complete vassal in this relationship, he accompanied her, followed her, and would stand up to protect her if necessary, just because as two lonely children, they could stand together without being alone.

But now, he suddenly realized that he didn't need to. Xu Qingluo is no longer lonely, maybe the next moment she will jump towards her "kind", she will smile just as happily, just as naughty, just as beautiful, and in the end he will be the only one standing alone. It's as if the lonely man was just himself all along.

This beautiful girl has never been her own "kind".

Su Yu was stunned, and felt that the future suddenly became pale and confused, like the pillar that supported his entire life was silently broken.

The last time I had a similar feeling, it was when I first found out that I had a headache, when there was a sudden upheaval, and I felt that the road ahead was dark and unacceptable, but this time I don't know what's wrong, since when did Xu Qingluo become so important in her heart?

He looked like he didn't care on the surface, but his mind was chaotic and he couldn't figure it out. His head began to ache again.

A cold wind blew, and he couldn't help but shiver. It's the end of October, and he's still wearing thin clothes, and although the temperature hasn't dropped down significantly since autumn, it's already cool to the bones at this time.

Xu Qingluo was sitting there with her knees crossed, looking boredly into the depths of the campus, and when the cold wind blew the fallen leaves, she inadvertently glanced at Su Yu, and happened to capture this scene. When she looked up at the sky, it was a gloomy leaden gray, and the dim sun was looming, maybe it would change soon, so she stood up and asked, "Is it cold?"

"I have clothes. Su Yu raised his face to look at her, shook his head, and continued to pluck his fingers on the strings. When she first arrived in Beijing, she wandered around, and Xu Qingluo did steal a few clothes for Su Yu, but they were all relatively thin, and most of them didn't fit, and they were fat and fat. The one on Su Yu's body is a little fat, when the wind blows, it is hulahula, and the two sleeves are floating like flags.

"Don't you think the big sleeves fluttering are particularly stylish?" Xu Qingluo glanced at him, stepped forward and grabbed his arm, "Let's go, I won't be able to go when it rains for a while." ”

Although she dragged him and had to stand up, Su Yu stubbornly took a step back: "I don't want it." ”

"Why?" asked Xu Qingluo puzzled.

In the past, even if Su Yu didn't want it, even if he was afraid that Xu Qingluo would spend more money, he would still obey her wishes, but today he really didn't want anything, he just didn't want it inexplicably. He had no choice but to say, "I have enough clothes to wear." ”

Xu Qingluo looked at him, blinked her beautiful eyes, and suddenly smiled: "I know! You're afraid of spending all the money, right?"

Su Yu didn't answer for a while. He really didn't want to spend Xu Qingluo's money anymore. So Xu Qingluo grabbed his arm again and took out a grinding energy: "Let's go, let's go, it doesn't cost money, I'll steal it when you try it." Even if you spend money, you are not afraid, you can steal it if you spend it all, otherwise where do you think our money comes from?"

She was still a little proud when she spoke, but immediately her smugness froze, because she saw Su Yu's face turn white as soon as she "brushed", and it was a little scary. In fact, she also wanted to say that she stole all the money of bad people, and she wouldn't take things indiscriminately when she went to the store to get them, and so many customers in those big shopping malls made so much money, would they care about losing one or two small things? But when she saw Su Yu's face, she couldn't say a word.

Then she saw a layer of dense sweat oozing from Su Yu's forehead at a visible speed, and saw Su Yu squatting on the ground with his head in his hands.

Su Yu's headache that he hadn't done for a long time has happened again.

She suddenly panicked like a child.

Su Yu was really surprised. He only knew that stray cats would steal some snacks and hide them in trees, but he never knew that he stole everything he ate and weared. The word stealing may not be anything to Xu Qingluo, who is not an ordinary person, but it is extremely sensitive to Su Yu, who grew up in the world, even if he doesn't blame Xu Qingluo for stealing people's money and things, he has to blame himself for dragging her down. Of course, if it was usual, he would probably only be surprised and then distressed, and it would not easily cause headaches, but today he was already in chaos, on the verge of brain collapse, and as soon as he was emotional, the long-lost headache came unexpectedly.

The sky became more and more gloomy, and another cold autumn wind swept through the campus, and the fallen leaves swirled with dust and sand on Xu Qingluo's face, messing up her long and smooth hair, some hair strands were wrapped around her face, and the broken leaves were wrapped around her hair, but she didn't care about picking them off and combing them.

She helped Su Yu sit down in the pavilion, and hurriedly tried to use various star powers to treat him, but unfortunately with little success. But this time Su Yu controlled it quite well, he stopped the chaotic mind in time, let the brain quickly settle down, after sitting quietly for more than half an hour, he breathed a long sigh of relief, and tried to smile on his still pale face: "I'm fine, go, go back to the hotel." ”

Steal or rob, after all, you have to maintain the living expenses of two people, and you have to help yourself learn martial arts and piano, how can you blame her?

Xu Qingluo didn't mention the clothes again, nor did she mention the money again. She was afraid that Su Yu would get sick again when she mentioned it. You have to be careful with a patient like Su Yu, you can't let him think too much, and you can't make him excited. Although she felt that she was very aggrieved, she still suppressed it alive and didn't say anything.

Money, this is an important difference between a secular boy and a practicing girl who live together. Unlike young girls, who have no worldly constraints, teenagers have their own inherent social morals and their own patterns of life. He can't understand the girl's will, and he can't live under the girl's protection as he wants. There was a thorn called morality wedged into his heart, and he couldn't get rid of it.

This point made Xu Qingluo very entangled, and she didn't know whether to like or hate. In essence, she likes Su Yu's pursuit and persistence, and likes that he doesn't rely entirely on himself, otherwise he will really become a big pet that he raises. She hated being around someone like that without a soul. But after all, she is not a worldly person, and Su Yu's persistence and pursuit will also embarrass her, just like now.

What if you don't steal or rob, do you want to find a job? Do you have to work from 9 to 5 every day, sitting in the office, in the store, or standing in the mall, working for a month to get a meager salary?

As soon as she thought of this, Xu Qingluo lowered her head.

It was the drenester moment since the two met, and they were silent, walking out of the campus, wading through the long street, and into the small park.

The sky is getting cloudy and heavier, the clouds are low, and the wind is cool and refreshing. Su Yu wrapped his single clothes tightly and walked in front, and Xu Qingluo silently followed behind. In the past, Xu Qingluo walked in front and Su Yu followed behind, Xu Qingluo would turn around and stomp her feet from time to time, urging "Su Xiaoyu, hurry up", at that time, in fact, Su Yu didn't fall a few steps, she just wanted to look back at him, shout his name, and say a few words to him. Now she looked at him walking in front, wearing a single coat and looking cold, and wanted to call him but couldn't do it somehow, just pouted slightly.

Su Yu suddenly stopped his steps, turned around, and looked at her fixedly, his eyes were clear and warm, no urging, no blame, no diaphragm, just like usual, there was a faint closeness and warmth. So Xu Qingluo also stopped, looked at him, then bit her lip lightly, stepped forward, grabbed his arm, and said angrily: "Let's go, I'm going to be drenched on the road." ”

I don't know why, although Su Yu is also blushing and heartbeating this time, he feels so drunk and comfortable. In order to warm him up, she deliberately moved her body closer, but as soon as she did this, Su Yu suddenly stopped, so Xu Qingluo hurriedly took a small step sideways as if she was being pierced by a hedgehog, and glanced at him a little thief: "You, are you cold?"

"It's not cold. Su Yu shook his head, raised his hand to her head, plucked half of the dry leaf, and plucked a small branch the thickness of a matchstick, "Let's go." ”

"Oh. ”

Su Yu's heart completely calmed down. With the matter of stealing money, he suddenly thought about it, and if he wanted to open it, he would no longer be entangled.

But Xu Qingluo's heart really began to beat and churn, she was a little intoxicated, a little nostalgic, she regretted making Su Xiaoyu angry about money, maybe she could really make concessions and live in this noisy world as an ordinary person, just like Su Xiaoyu, and also with Su Xiaoyu.

Well, with Su Xiaoyu.

The thought was so bold that it startled her when it popped into her mind, and her heart beat violently and unstoppably as it burst into her chest. She knew it was time to face up to her feelings, but before she could make up her mind, she had to see Jin Heyang one more time to see what kind of clues he hid in him.

What should be ended must be ended first, and what should be continued must be continued, and what should be started, then let it begin.