The night was slightly cool, Mu Yan came to her with a decoction, and with a bang, the medicine bowl in his hand shattered to the ground, "Chu Yan, Chu Yan, Chu Yan, what's wrong with you?"

Reaching out to put her pulse, her heartbeat was faint and her breath was uneven, "Chu Yan, Chu Yan, Chu Yan, wake up, don't you leave me? You can't die? You can't die?" His tears flowed, and a heart-rending sobbing overflowed from his throat. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Chu Yan, you don't want to die, you don't want to die, you can't die," his

Xiao Zhuge said what he said that day suddenly sounded in her ears, if she didn't get better in the long run, her body would be irrepressibly exhausted, and there was no cure.

"Chu Yan, no, no, you won't die, I don't want you to wake up, I don't ask you to wake up, I don't ask for anything, I just want you to live well, as long as you don't die, I can give up anything, just like that, it's okay for the rest of your life, as long as you don't die, you don't want to die, okay?"

All the brilliance in her eyes suddenly disappeared, full of despair, and suddenly saw her scarred appearance in her mind, shocked that her blood was everywhere, and her eyes were scattered and unfocused, and she was straightened out.

The internal force of her palms was slowly sent into her body, and the pain was hidden in her eyes, "Chu Yan, you can't die, you can't die, I have waited for you for three years, I have guarded you for three years, you must not die, I don't want anything, I just want you not to die, you don't want to die." "It's his fault, it's his fault, it's his extravagant hope, and now as long as she can live, he can ask for nothing, ask for nothing, so what's the matter for the rest of his life?

With both palms against her back, constantly urging the internal force, the whole body suddenly felt a sharp pain, the pain was drowned layer by layer, the heart was tightly pinched by pain, beads of sweat continued to fall on his forehead, he gritted his teeth and his body trembled slowly, his internal force was consumed too much, and he was worried about practicing the treasure of the scriptures.

He desperately breathed and forced the internal force, gritted his teeth and didn't seem to feel the pain, he couldn't care about the many constant internal forces, a mouthful of blood surged up but he swallowed it back, he couldn't fall asleep, her life was hanging by a thread now, he couldn't sleep over, Chu Yan, I beg you, I beg you, I beg you not to die, don't die, you must survive, you must.

Mu Yan only felt that his heart was about to jump to his throat, and the whole person was cold, and he didn't know whether it was cold or painful.

After a cup of tea, he carefully put her flat, as if he couldn't even lift a breath, he stood up straight, but the severe pain in his heart and lungs forced him to hold on to that breath, and at this time, the door slowly opened, and Mu Yan looked up with a pale face, "Master Huijue?"

Huijue looked at Chu Yan with a peaceful gaze, with a hint of compassion, "How is Miss Chu?" I fried another bowl of medicine, hurry up and give her a drink." ”

Mu Yan's eyes showed gratitude, "Master Huijue, thank you" and reached out to take it,

Hui Jue clasped his hands together, "Ji people have their own natural appearance, Miss Chu will definitely survive this disaster, Mu Shaoxia doesn't have to worry too much, Amitabha." His eyes closed slightly, and he walked straight out of the house.

Mu Yan looked at the steaming decoction and his heart moved slightly, turned to the side of the bed, snorted, and a cut was made on his arm, the joints were tense and white, and his face was full of pain, for more than three years, his two arms had made countless cuts, and the two arms were scarred, and the old scars had not healed and new marks were added.

Chu Yan lay quietly on the bed, her face was pale and lifeless, Mu Yan's hand trembled slightly, and she took a sip of medicine to hold her, her eyes stopped on her face and were extremely focused, her two thin lips were close to each other, time seemed to stand still at this moment, and the hand holding her slowly tightened, wanting to dissipate all her coldness.

After a long time, he gently laid her down, carefully sat on the side and stared at her, rubbing her cold fingers repeatedly, his expression was very gentle, "Chu Yan, don't you want to die, okay? I beg you, I beg you, okay?" His face was pale, his eyes were filled with tears, and there seemed to be a choked voice in the faint voice.

"Chu Yan, you can't be so selfish, I've saved you so many times, so, can you listen to me this time, don't die, do you know that I have liked you for many, many years, why don't you count every time you promise me, as long as you don't die, I admit it, you can sleep for the rest of your life, I admit it, but can you not leave me?" His body was almost stiff in pain, his voice was a little trembling, tears overflowed his eyes, and in the end, his whole body and mind relaxed, but he was ready to live and die together, and there was nothing to fear.

Mu Yan looked at her eyebrows seriously, as if she couldn't see enough of it, she used to think that she was delicate, but now she looks closely, in fact, her facial features are very good-looking, although her fair face is pale and bloodless, but it is still very good-looking, "Chu Yan, if you live, I will live, and don't be afraid if you die, because, I won't let you go alone, Xiao Zhuge doesn't understand, Master Huijue doesn't understand, why do I have to wake you up, sometimes even I don't know what I'm clinging to, but you said, why can't God get along with you, why is it that you are not here now, you have never lived for yourself in this life, you have been wandering on the rivers and lakes for so long, you can't help yourself, your heart can't help yourself, I hope you can wake up, I hope you can start over, I hope you can live happily and happily, without pain, without injury, without hatred, and be yourself happily. His voice was low, and his eyes were lowered as if they were filled with infinite sadness.

One day, two days, three days, he has been guarding her for three days without sleep, the door opened gently, Huijue put the food on the table, put his hands together, and showed a trace of compassion in his eyes, "Mu Shaoxia, let's eat something, your body will not be able to stand it if you go on like this." ”

He held Chu Yan's pale and cold fingers and became sluggish for a moment, it turned out that he really couldn't save her, it turned out that he really couldn't save her, and after a pause, he tilted his head slightly, "Master Huijue, after the two of us die, please bury us in one place, so that we can be in one place for the rest of our lives." ”

Huijue looked at the despair and silence in his eyes, and shook his head, "Amitabha," turn around, leave, earthly love, unattainable, clinging to the heart.

"Chu Yan, I love you, in my life, the last thing I regret is to meet you. His hand clasped hers tightly, only to feel slightly dizzy, tears streaming down his face, falling on the hands of the two of them.

Mu Yan didn't see it and didn't know it, just when he fell asleep, her fingers moved, and a tear suddenly fell from the corner of her eye.

Chu Yan only felt that his voice came from an extremely distant place, and she couldn't really hear it, her hand trembled slightly, making a muffled sound, her eyes opened a line, and countless shadows flew by in her mind, and her eyes were lowered as if the figure she saw in her eyes was still reflected.

Her gaze was a little dazed, blurring his face, and she could only vaguely see his slender and sparse eyebrows, "Mu Yan・・・・・・ Mu Yan ・・・・・・" His voice was hoarse and low.

Chu Yan looked at it seriously, his eyes quickly blurred again, his eyes flashed, looking at the vast space in front of him, he moved his fingers, slowly closed his eyes and slowly opened them, she was really not dead, she was still alive, her eyes were lowered and looked at the overlapping hands of the two, his face was pale and haggard, the whole person fell on the side of the bed, and a sweet smell of blood came.

"Mu Yan・・・・・・ Mu Yan・・・・・・ wake up, wake up," as if she had used up all her strength, there was a little more despair in her eyes.

Mu Yan frowned slightly, vaguely heard a familiar voice ringing in his ears, slowly raised his head, his eyes were scattered, and he became sluggish for a moment, tears flowed down and opened his mouth slightly.

"Mu Yan, what's wrong with you?" her voice was a little uneasy, and her eyes touched the red on his arm, which was obviously a wound that was cracked and blood was oozing out.

He held her hand and trembled slightly, staring at her cautiously saying, "Are you awake?" cautiously lest he disturb something.

"Mu Yan, you're injured, why am I still alive?" she called in a low voice, her expression revealing a hint of confusion.

Mu Yan's heart swelled with indescribable happiness, and he suddenly spoke, "Chu Yan, I like you, I love you, for a long, long time." ”

Chu Yan suddenly burst into tears, Mu Yan carefully stroked her to sit up, stretched out his hand and slowly stroked her face, "Do you know how long I have been waiting for you? Three years, how many days are there in three years? How many hours are there in three years? Do you know? You know that I am ready to die with you, do you know? Do you know how long I have been guarding you? Why do you lie to me? Why do you leave me alone? But I can not care about these, as long as you can wake up." ”

She watched his pale face, her gaze lingering on his arm for a moment, moving upward, and finally stopping at the corners of his eyebrows, not moving for a long time.

Three years, she was in a coma for three years, and he guarded her like this for three years? "Why are you so stupid? Why are you so stupid? I don't deserve it." ”

He smiled slightly, his eyes were gentle and warm, and nodded, "No regrets, as long as I can save you, everything is worth it." ”

Her gaze touched everything around her, and she noticed the wound on his arm, "Where is this?"

Mu Yan got up and hugged her, his hand trembling slightly, "Do you remember Master Huijue, we are in that temple, and he has always helped me take care of you." ”

Chu Yan leaned on his shoulder, occasionally flashing some flashes of light in his mind, and slowly reached out to uncover the sleeves on his arms, and what caught his eyes was a shocking scar and blood, and tears fell one by one.

Mu Yan put down his sleeves, "Don't look at it, it will scare you, as long as you can wake up, these are worth it, straighten her out, look at her quietly, even if you can't wake up for the rest of your life, I admit it, as long as you can live, live alive, don't leave me." Looking at her, there was endless warmth in my heart.

"Mu Yan, why are you so stupid? Have you forgotten what I said, I said that you can't be too kind to people, what if I can't wake up for the rest of my life? Aren't you sad to guard a living dead like this?" She burst into tears, her voice trembled, all her life, guarding her like this for a lifetime, how could he be so good to her, why should he be so good to her, so good that she was overwhelmed.

Mu Yan gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "You have never been someone else to me, I love you, I fell in love with you a long, long time ago, are you sad? Not at all, as long as you can wake up, it is the greatest gift from God to me, I am grateful." ”

He stared at her for a moment, for fear that she would disappear in the blink of an eye, as if he remembered something, "You can quickly show yourself and see if the poison in your body has been resolved?" His eyes were full of uneasiness and worry, he was afraid that this happiness would be fleeting, he was afraid that she would lie here quietly the next moment, no matter how he called, he would not answer.

A faint smile appeared on her lips, and she looked at him seriously, "It's all right," "Really?" Chu Yan's heart hurt solidly, and she couldn't help but feel distressed when she looked at him with such a cautious and trembling appearance.

"Really, when I just woke up, I showed myself, the poison in my body has indeed been resolved, Mu Yan, you saved me again. ”

"Then do you want to make a personal promise?" the two voices sounded almost simultaneously.

Chu Yan's pale face revealed a different kind of ruddy, Xia Fei's cheeks added a lot of beauty, Mu Yan looked at her clearly a little shy appearance and couldn't help but move in his heart, he leaned closer a little, his eyes fixed on her, there was a warm smile in his warm black eyes, he was really happy, and sighed softly, "It's good that you're finally awake." He lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the lips, breathing "I love you,"

Her heart was also churning, pursing her lips, her cheeks flushed slightly, and her face turned to the side.

Mu Yan took her into his arms and clasped her fingers tightly, "Chu Yan, talk to me, I said it for three years, and you slept for three years, it's not fair." ”

Chu Yan smiled suddenly, slowly stretched out his hand to hug him, and whispered in his ear, "Mu Yan, I love you, I really love you," I can die with my body, I can lose everything, just because there is a you among the people I want to save.

The intimacy between the two was heartwarming, "Say that you will never leave me in this life," Mu Yan suddenly said loudly, her voice was slightly depressed, and there was a little brilliance in her eyes, "I will never leave you in my life," "Say you will listen to me,"

A trace of doubt flashed in Chu Yan's eyes, and he let go of his hand slightly, "What's wrong with you?" Mu Yan met her eyes, quietly looked at her with pity in her eyebrows, raised her arm and touched her long hair comfortingly, "I'm afraid,"

There was a mist in her eyes, "I will listen to you in the future, and I will never leave you for the rest of my life as long as I am alive, I will not let you worry anymore, I will not make you sad again, I will accompany you, and I will never leave you alone." ”

"Really?" said a hint of determination in her gaze, "Really." Mu Yan only felt that all the uneasiness, anxiety, and panic had all dissipated, and he hugged her tightly, he had waited for too long at this moment, those days and nights of loneliness and worry, those pain and suffering in life, he had said that as long as she could wake up, he would not care about anything.