Chapter 261: Can't afford it
Late at night, under the clear night sky, she sat alone in the gazebo, glanced at the bright moon hanging high in the sky, smiled faintly, took the wine jug on the side casually, and poured herself a drink, Xu Chong stood in the distance with an indifferent expression, his eyes were indifferent and there was no special emotion. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Chu Yan, Mu Yan is dead, you don't want Xiao Zhuge to fall to pieces with him. "Powder bones, powder bones, the cold is like this night filling my heart, no matter how much wine I drink, I can't warm it.
Her eyes drooped, the corners of her mouth curled up into a self-deprecating smile, and her mind also passed over the scenes since she met him, scene by scene, his face was deep and resolute, looking at her always showed a little breeze and moon-like smile, the still water was probably talking about him, she looked at the dark sky, somehow, the tears in her eyes overflowed, and in the blur, she could only see the resolute and thin back passing in her eyes, "Mu Yan, I miss you very much." In fact, it has always been what he said he liked, it has always been that he is protecting, it has always been that he is giving, and it has always been that he is hurting, "Mu Yan, I miss you very much." "Inevitably, there was a desolation that bordered on despair.
She never wanted to admit that he was dead, sometimes she didn't even dare to think about him, she didn't want to, didn't look, didn't listen, he wouldn't believe that he was dead, today she was out of control, she had never had such a heavy killing intent and hatred in her heart, even when she returned to Baicao Valley and saw two cold corpses, she didn't have such empty bones.
Xu Chong slowly approached, standing behind her not far away, Chu Yan slowly turned his head and stared at him, his figure was thin and very similar to Mu Yan, the silhouette of his side face was clear and clean like Mu Yan, a chill rose in his heart in vain, his lips moved and the voice stuck in his throat wanted to sound uncontrollably, but his eyes gradually became clear and distinct.
"I can't sleep," "I thought you would shout the word 'Mu Yan'. Xu Chong approached and sat aside, his expression cold and indifferent.
"You're a lot like him, but you're not him. There was a trace of loss and gloom in her eyes, Xu Chong was slightly stunned, it was rare to see her vulnerable side, it was really not easy.
"Chu Yan, don't fool yourself, Mu Yan is dead," Chu Yan's hand holding the wine glass suddenly paused, his eyes froze, "I know, it's just that I never thought that he would die," "As long as he is a human being, he will die, not to mention those of us who live in the rivers and lakes all day long, it is very easy to die." ”
Chu Yan understands that living in this sword and sword shadow of the rivers and lakes, death is not uncommon and not terrible, she just didn't think that Mu Yan would die, this person who has been living by her side will die, but she also has hatred and resentment, "Why?"
Xu Chong was slightly stunned, and after a while, "What?" Chu Yan looked at him quietly, with a clear sadness flowing in his eyes, "Why is it so unfair to me? Why do you want to get along with me?" "I was born to be a pawn in the hands of others, everything I care about is fake, my master, my mother, my father, I have been adrift in this river and lake for many years, but I have never gained anything, it doesn't matter if I am hunted down and misunderstood, I can stand all this, but why does even Mu Yan die? Why does even Mu Yan have to leave? Then what do I have, then what do I have to struggle with.
Xu Chong's eyes were indifferent, mourning was greater than heart death, she didn't say anything, she couldn't say that she didn't hurt or hurt, and said lightly, "It's not easy for everyone to live in this rivers and lakes, more or less there are always many hardships and helplessness, I never believe that fate is determined by heaven, but maybe so many entanglements are tied to you alone, although it is unintentional, but Chu Yan, many incidents in the rivers and lakes are caused by you, and your hatred alone has almost set off the entire rivers and lakes, no matter how you choose, you should not escape." ”
Chu Yan's eyes suddenly narrowed, his voice was light but determined, his eyes were extremely dark, Xu Chong glanced at her slightly, and his clear eyes rolled with a wild tide, "How is Shen Tianyu?" Chu Yan raised his eyes to look at him, there was a trace of clarity in his voice, and there was not a single trace of drunkenness in his eyes, "I thought you only cared about Xiao Zhuge 's life and death, and other people should not exist in your eyes." ”
Xu Chong's eyes were indifferent, and there was no superfluous emotion, "I don't care about Shen Tianyu's life or death, but the landlord cares," "He asked you to come." ”
Xu Chong stared at him intently, and there was a slight coldness hidden in his peaceful gaze, "Chu Yan, do you really not know or pretend not to know, he likes you, he cares about you, he values you more than anything else, so he has been following you." ”
Chu Yan's eyes shone lightly when he heard this, his expression was indifferent and he stopped talking, and what responded to him was a silence and the sound of the wind blowing from afar.
"Do you know why I appeared there? No, it should be said that why I appeared by your side, you are depressed and gloomy for Mu Yan's death, but he is worried about your safety, Chu Yan, the landlord has always been duplicitous, he said that if he doesn't like it, he likes it, and if he doesn't want it, he is willing, can you be kind to him. ”
Chu Yan's expression quickly shook a trace of unease, and he raised his eyes to meet his gaze, "Is he injured?"
"Yes, you only care about yourself, will you be too selfish, once a person has a bond, he has a weakness, his mind has always been meticulous and leaky, now everything is based on you first, I don't ask you for anything, I just hope you can protect him from harm. ”
Chu Yan's dark pupils fluctuated slightly, and his mind was slightly clearer, "I'll let him leave," Xu Chong suddenly reached out and pressed her hand holding the wine glass, his eyes were cold and cold, "You should know that he won't leave." ”
"Then what do you want?" "I hope you can protect him with your life and don't let anyone hurt him," his eyes were unusually clear and dark, "Mu Yan was born and died for you, you can see it, you can't see what the landlord did for you, I will leave because the landlord asked me to investigate Shen Tuo's situation, and I also went to the bottom of the cliff to find Mu Yan's whereabouts." ”
Chu Yan's dark eyes flashed with surprise, "What about the result?"
"Nothing," the light in her eyes gradually shattered, and for a long time, "I will do everything I can to protect him." ”
Xu Chong looked at her with an unclear smile, in fact, he was selfish, he was not selfish, he couldn't stay in the rivers and lakes for a long time, he could only use Chu Yan's guilt to protect the landlord, "Chu Yan, how are you going to deal with Shen Tuo?"
"You think I can't deal with him?" "Yes, I don't know what his martial arts are, but it's really powerful. Chu Yan was slightly surprised, if such an arrogant person could say two words, then Shen Tuo's martial arts must be extraordinary.
"Did you fight him?" "Yes, and I'm worried about that treasure book, if you want to fight him with kung fu, Chu Yan, you will lose your life." ”
Chu Yan's drooping eyes did not rise, and the bottom of his eyes was extremely dark, "Thank you for informing, since I dare to compete with him, I am naturally sure of winning." ”
Chu Yan glanced at the person's distant figure faintly, he was unhappy and dissatisfied in the dim light, even if she knew his intention, but there was nothing to say, after all, what this person said and did was called bright and upright.