Chapter 47: Regret
"What are you running away from?"
In the endless darkness, there was a gentle inquiry, which seemed to be in the ear.
Mo Wen's confused consciousness gradually returned: "Who are you?"
"What are you running away from?" said the voice again in the darkness.
Mo Wen came to his senses: "You are the fairy Chang'e, no, you are a finch?"
"The name is just a code name, why bother with it, can you tell me, what are you running away from?" That voice was softer than Qi'a, and more emotional than Chang'e, for a while, Mo Wen couldn't guess who that voice was, but he was sure that this voice was the one who saved him from the illusion several times back then.
"I didn't run away, I was just too tired and wanted to take a break. Don't ask for an honest answer.
"You can deceive me, you can deceive yourself, but you can't deceive your heart, what are you running away from?" the voice was soft, but insistent.
"What am I running away from?" Mo Wen repeated lightly before he sighed and said, "If you say escape, it can only be the eyes of the Three Realms of Immortals and Demons, they put all their hopes on me, but I don't know where to go next, whether to lead them to the abyss of death, or to seek that glimmer of life." ”
"Don't you have confidence in yourself?" the voice asked, still gentle.
"No, it's just that the burden is too heavy, I just want to save my family, I have never wanted to hurt anyone, I don't have any big ambitions, I just want to live a peaceful life, but now, these are all extravagant hopes, and I am still running for that ridiculously slim life, I don't know if it's the right thing to do. Mo Wen sighed.
"If there is something in the human world that can resist the Heavenly Dao and can help you achieve your wishes, do you want to have it?" the voice continued.
Mo Wen was shocked: "What is it?"
"Do you want to have it?" the voice didn't seem to hear Mo Wen's inquiry, still asking softly and calmly.
"I" Mo asked for a pause, "Are you sure there really is such a thing?"
"I'm sure. The voice replied in the affirmative.
"I want to have, no matter what the cost. Mo Wen replied.
"But now you don't deserve it. The voice paused and said, "Because your love is too narrow." ”
"What the hell is that thing?" Mo Wen didn't get angry, just asked calmly.
"The love of the world, when you can understand the separation of life and death in the world, the five flavors of all beings, and can truly empathize, you will know how to have it. The voice said with a hint of seduction.
"Who are you?"
"Does it matter who I am?" the voice asked rhetorically.
Mo Wen replied solemnly: "Very important." ”
"Then you call me Hua'er, that's what he used to call me. The voice said softly.
"Who is he, wait" Mo asked for a moment, "You are a flower fairy?"
"If you can have the love of the world, the door of the Lost Realm will automatically open for you, and I will answer all your doubts"
"Wait, what is your relationship with Jacus?" Mo asked that the idea didn't come to mind, even though he didn't know where it came from.
"Me and her, him and you, are the same. The voice disappeared, leaving only one sentence that Mo Wen couldn't understand.
Same as the finch, what does this mean?
Of course, if the flower fairy writes down this sentence, or replaces it with the bird language "he" and "she", maybe Mo Wen will understand that he and she are not alone.
The love in the world, as the name suggests, is the most extreme love in the world, but emotions are ethereal things, so how can you have the love of the world?
Mo Wen couldn't figure it out, in fact, his mind had already recovered, but he had been coiled in the sea of knowledge, he didn't know how to go in the future, and he didn't know what the meaning of what he was doing was right or wrong, just because he didn't think about these things clearly, so he closed himself.
However, now the flower fairy gave him a hope, this hope is not as ethereal as the vitality of the world, it seems to be close at hand, but Mo Wen can't catch it for a while, which undoubtedly points him to a way, and is closer to the life of the world.
Mo Wen's mind returned to itself, opened his eyes and looked at the endless void, this moment, it seemed that it was time to face it.
"Mo Shaocong, where are you stinky boy?"
A shout out of thin air made Mo Shaocong startled, and when he followed the prestige, he couldn't help but have a happy face: "Father, you're awake." ”
However, Mo Shaocong never thought that what was waiting for him was a fat beating.
"I made you sneeze, stinky boy, and almost killed me. Mo asked Mo Shaocong for a while, and even Xiao Jiu next to him was stunned for a long time, what is the situation?
"Dad, stop fighting, when am I sneezing" Mo Shaocong was suddenly stunned, and hurriedly begged for mercy, "I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong, Dad, don't fight." ”
Mo Wen put away his fists and feet, looked up at the sky with a disregarded face, and then asked Mo Shaocong, "Did something happen just now?"
Mo Shaocong stood up with grinning teeth, slapped his ass casually, shook his head blankly and said, "No, nothing happened, it's great that you're awake, father." ”
"Stinky boy," Mo Wen couldn't help but smile and punched Mo Shaocong's chest again, of course, the strength was much lighter than just now, and then he glanced at Mo Shaocong up and down, nodded and said, "I've grown taller, I'm stronger, and my cultivation is not wasted, it's good." ”
This is Mo Wen's affirmation of him for the first time, Mo Shaocong suddenly felt a hot current surging in his heart, the fat punch just now didn't feel any pain at this time, he nodded excitedly: "Thank you father for the compliment." ”
"I didn't praise you, it's the result of your own efforts," Mo Wen smiled, and then said, "What did Xiaoxing do?"
"Just now I asked my uncle to call him away, saying that he was resealing the crack. Mo Shaocong replied with some excitement.
Mo Wen frowned: "Do you still need Xiaoxing to do these things?"
Mo Shaocong twitched his lips and said: "Uncle, they discussed it, before you wake up, we will not let the people of the two worlds of immortals and demons interfere in the affairs of Huangquan Road, but among us, my sister and Uncle Qingxuan have the highest cultivation, so every time we seal the crack, my sister and uncle are indispensable." ”
Mo Wen sighed when he heard this, and when he saw Xiao Jiu who was stunned on the side, he couldn't help but smile and said: "Ninth Princess, please inform your father and queen mother, as well as the Buddha and Demon Lord Asda, I have something to discuss in a while." ”
Xiao Jiu reacted, nodded hurriedly and said, "En, I'll go now." ”
"Shao Cong," waiting for Xiao Jiu to leave, Mo Wen turned around and said, "You gather all the cultivator spirits and wait for me to come back." ”
"Yes, father, where are you going?" Mo Shaocong asked worriedly when he heard this, he was really afraid that this incompetent old man would leave for another hundred and ten years.
"Go and verify some questions. Mo asked a faint muttering to himself.
Huangquan Road is a relatively stable place, although there is no space here, but as long as you understand the mysteries, you can come and go here freely, but in the past two hundred years, there are only a handful of people who can do it, and this is still the result of the guidance of the Zhou Wang clan and other spirits.
Fairy Chang'e stopped and watched from afar, the group of weak humans in the distance, she didn't know where their persistence came from, and she didn't even care about the olive branch thrown by the two worlds of immortals and demons, but she was doing these childish efforts here, in fact, as long as they said it, they only needed a first-class immortal general or demon general to help them do better.
Could it be that all human beings have the same personality as him? Fairy Chang'e suddenly had an idea that made her feel funny, she knew that there were also many cultivators who secretly ran to the two realms of immortals and demons behind everyone's backs to show goodwill, and only the people close to her were truly stubborn.
Fairy Chang'e sighed softly, I don't know why, since the return of the Yuan Shen to the body, she seems to have become sentimental, this feeling makes her very uncomfortable, and a messy memory suddenly popped up, which made her feel at a loss, obviously the person in front of her has never seen it herself, but the memory is a familiar person, just like Ye Xiaoxing and Qing Xuan, and countless familiar human faces.
Fairy Chang'e has never told anyone about her situation, just because she has a worry, if her guess is true, and the heart demon is not dead, then what should she do, continue to seal her, or
"What are you thinking?"
The abrupt voice made Fairy Chang'e's heart skip a beat, and seeing the man next to her, as calm as standing on the tip of the limelight, Fairy Chang'e felt that her mood was suddenly much better.
"You're awake. ”
Mo Wen nodded, feeling the Nuwa Stone in the space constantly emitting light, he looked at the people who were sealing the crack in the distance, and sighed softly: "You already knew, didn't you?"
"I was just guessing, but now it seems like I was right. Fairy Chang'e looked sideways at Mo and asked.
Ye Xiaoxing is the reincarnation of the Nine Heavens Xuannu, only because after the Heavenly Dao expelled the immortal world, she could not return to the immortal world, nor could she save the memory of her previous life in the Nuwa Stone, so she fell into an inexplicable vicious circle, that is, if she forgets one life and forgets one life, she will have to practice in one life, and she will inevitably lose the cause and effect of one life, so Ye Xiaoxing has no previous life, if she continues to be reincarnated, then this life will also dissipate with her birth in the next life.
Mo Wen also turned his head to look at Fairy Chang'e, quietly looking at something, as if he wanted to see the shadow of Que Ah from her face.
"What are you looking at?" Fairy Chang'e involuntarily avoided Mo Wen's eyes.
Mo Wen asked calmly, "What would you do if one day you found out that you were not your true self?"
Fairy Chang'e was shocked, why did he ask this, could it be that he had discovered his abnormality? No, by the way, he must be worried about Ye Xiaoxing, for the Nine Heavens Xuannu, Nuwa Stone can awaken her consciousness, and all memories will be evoked, but for Ye Xiaoxing, it is not necessarily a good thing, there are countless memories for no reason, originally this life and this life are like a bowl of water, and suddenly they are forced into a tank of water, then there is only one result, that is, the majestic memory of the Nine Heavens Xuannu will completely cover Ye Xiaoxing's memory, and even make her collapse in an instant.
"I don't know. "Fairy Chang'e feels that her current situation is similar to the situation that Ye Xiaoxing will face, she is often panicked by abrupt memories, even if Que A is not dead, the memories of the two can only be said to be equal, it is obvious that Ye Xiaoxing is much more serious than Fairy Chang'e, because the memory of the Nine Heavens Xuannu is not one lifetime, but a hundred lives, even tens of millions of reincarnations
"If it was a finch, she would have said that it would be better to die. Mo Wen said lightly.
Fairy Chang'e looked at Mo with a surprised face and asked, "How do you know?"
Mo Wen thought that Fairy Chang'e didn't believe him, but he didn't explain, and his hand involuntarily reached for Fairy Chang'e's long fluttering hair, wanting to grab a strand of hair, but stopped halfway: "If you were a finch, how nice it would be." ”
Fairy Chang'e looked at the hand that was getting closer and closer, and subconsciously wanted to dodge, but the next moment she inexplicably changed this idea, but the hand did not fall on her hair, which made her suddenly feel a wave of loss in her heart, the reason why she was surprised was because she did have that idea in her heart just now, if she was no longer herself, it would be better to die.
"She and I were originally the same person. Fairy Chang'e lowered her head and said.
Mo Wen withdrew his hand, shook his head and smiled, his clothes fluttered lightly and flew to the edge of the crack, which was where Ye Xiaoxing and the others were.
"You are not, because you no longer believe in love, maybe one day in the future, you suddenly find that you are not your true self, then please be kind to the bird, and be kind to yourself. ”
Fairy Chang'e looked at Mo Wen's departing back in a daze, what did he mean?