Chapter 24: Ye Wen (3)
"Dry" Tang Yunxiang and Ye Wen continued to toast and drink, Tang Yunxiang took a big sip of satisfaction, smiled after a long time, lazily held the wine jar and lay on the ground against the tree, and rarely told Ye Wen about his past. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"Ye Wen, are you happy? I'm not very happy. I am an orphan, and my parents are both disciples of the Tang Sect, so it is normal for me to cultivate as the next generation of disciples of the Tang Sect. Do you know how strict the training of Tang Sect disciples is? We have to practice secret weapons, various techniques, and also memorize the scriptures of medicine, every Tang Sect disciple needs to know most of the medicinal herbs, and they must be able to dispense medicines, and poisons are also one of our Tang Sect.... When we made poison, we practiced the jade hand, and we hovered on the verge of death every day. With my generation of senior brothers and sisters, they can go home every time they practice to seek the comfort of their parents, but I can't, I ...... No. Ye Wen quietly looked at Tang Yunxiang, looked at the tears that slowly slipped on his face, and listened quietly, "I........ Since I was a child, my home..... It's just me, you know, how sad, I am every time I see the parents of my brothers and sisters come to pick them up and look at them with pity. The only thing I remember my father saying to me was 'a man can't shed tears', and I could only hold back my tears until I went home and hid under my own quilt to cry freely. “
Tang Yunxiang picked up the wine jar and poured it as he spoke, and then continued: "Later, because of my outstanding performance, I was favored by the master of the door and accepted as a righteous son, but I am just a righteous son, although the master of the door regards me as his biological son, but because he is the master of the door, he wants to value the Tang Gate more than everything, and I am a hope for him to revitalize the Tang Gate." So, even though I have a father, I am still lonely. In order not to disappoint him, I put everything to do the best, and I even made the goal of revitalizing the Tang Gate my life's goal. Tang Yunxiang took another sip of wine, "I am a confused person, I am lost on the road of life." I don't know what I want to do, and over the years, I've seen the whole of Tangmen as my home, and as for my own 'home', I haven't even been back a few times. The Tang Gate has now become a kind of spiritual sustenance for me, and the only thing that supports me to live is to let the Tang Gate stand in the world. Tang Yunxiang continued to pour wine and turned his head to look at Ye Wen, "I don't know why we met for the first time, I will tell you so much about me, perhaps, we are all lonely people, I can feel the loneliness in you." “
Ye Wen was listening to Tang Yunxiang's past, but when he heard 'We are all lonely people'.........', his body trembled, and the wine jar sent to his lips did not continue to pour wine, but slowly put it down, and the corners of his mouth pulled out an arc of a wry smile, "Hey." You can see it. “
Now that the roles of the two have changed, Ye Wen said, and Tang Yunxiang listened.
"Definitely. I am also a lonely person. I was abandoned by my father when I was a child, and then I was brought back to Qinglu Cliff by my master, and my master is the three elders of Qinglu Cliff. He is a very kind old man, when I was a child, I was just taken back by the master and was still very unhappy, the master in order to make me laugh, and even dressed up as a pony to let me ride on him, at that time as long as I said, the master he will do it, and even when I said that I want to eat a unique snack in Yuanzhou, the master he actually went to Yuanzhou overnight, and did not hesitate to spend thousands of miles to run back and forth in order to meet my willful requirements. Ye Wen looked at Tang Yunxiang with tears in his eyes, and said with a smile: "The master also said that boys must be able to laugh, and only boys who love to laugh will be liked by girls." You know what? At that moment, when I saw the master holding the snack with a tired face and smiling and handing it to me for me to eat, I thought of him as my father. ”
Ye Wen, who was originally smiling, suddenly became hideous, "But, my master, my father, was killed by Qin Ning, the second master of the Zongren Mansion, ten years ago. Ye Wen grabbed a handful of grass and brought it to his eyes, as if that handful of grass was Qin Ning, and he wanted to grind him in the palm of his hand, "When I just learned the news, I was so angry that I couldn't help myself, and I wanted to rush to the Zongren Mansion to break that Qin Ning into pieces with my own hands." The anger in Ye Wen's eyes disappeared after the grass in his palm was ground by internal force, and he lost the broken grass in his palm, and poured a sip of wine, "Then the cliff master gave me a letter from the master, which was written by the master before the accident." There was not the slightest mention in the letter that he wanted me to avenge him or what the master was doing at that time, only an apology to me. The master said that he could not take care of me anymore, let me live a good life by myself, remember to laugh, laugh ............."
Then Ye Wen changed from a laugh of "hehehe........." to a laugh of "hahahahaha......................hahahaha "Ever since my master died, I have been smiling on my face every day, and I have a smile and a warm smile for everyone. I listened to the master's words and laughed all the time, but ..... My face is smiling, but my heart is not smiling. Tang Yunxiang, you said that I am a lonely person. Yes, since the master left, I have been alone in Qinglu Cliff, and I have always been alone. We Qinglu Cliff can't afford to provoke the Zongren Mansion or the royal family, so my master's death is just like that. From that moment on, Qinglu Cliff was no longer my home, and I no longer had a home. ”
Ye Wen wanted to take a sip of wine after speaking, and as soon as he lifted the wine jar, he saw Tang Yunxiang put the wine jar in his hand in front of Ye Wen's eyes, Ye Wen looked at Tang Yunxiang with an expressionless face, and also smiled, laughing from the bottom of his heart. Ye Wen mentioned that when he touched Tang Yunxiang, they both took a big sip and drank each other's wine happily.
"From that moment on, neither of us was alone, alone. Tang Yunxiang's hand rubbed Ye Wen's tombstone, as if he could still touch Ye Wen, "But now, I am alone again." I....... Lonely again. ”