Introduction to the new book
Boys always want to get to know girls, but they don't always know. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info her smile, every move, every word and deed, joy and sorrow, always make me, the second monk, scratch my head, but the more so, the boy more clearly wants to understand the girl, experience the uneasiness in her heart, and pass on a kind of warmth to her, the girl is young, her father died of illness, and her mother is suffering from heart disease, day and night in hiding a fear in her heart, showing a strong face in others, in fact, I am deeply afraid that death will take away her only relative, the most important person in her life, once again in an unscheduled day.
One day the girl finally agreed to be the boy's girlfriend, in fact, the girl likes the boy very much. It's been three years and nine months in love, the two sides can say that they don't distinguish each other, they can say whatever they want, all the money is used to check and buy medicine, the girl has always known that the boy has a dream heart, a dream chasing heart of a long masterpiece, but he is not allowed to write a book in his spare time, what playthings are discouraged, saying that his task is to concentrate on making money, concentrate on the girl, concentrate on taking care of her mother, the boy does not want to disobey her, and resolutely closes the pen. Many things, in the process of falling in love little by little, his space is getting smaller and smaller, so small that before he meets the girl, he is even more at a loss, when he does not go against the girl's wishes. Many times, the zero contact that should be in love has become so unusually unimaginable, but he has no regrets, tolerance is the purpose and style of the boy's life, and in the long-distance run of three years of love, the boy has been blindly letting the girl in his heart, because he loves her, he is afraid that she will be unhappy.
One day the girl's mother's condition deteriorated and she urgently needed surgery, the success rate of the operation was 30%, and she needed a lot of money, and she would not live long after the operation, the girl wanted to go abroad for surgery, but she was already in debt, and if she continued like this, she might fall to the point of selling the house and paying back. The doctor suggested that the old man should go in peace.
The girl was very annoyed, sitting quietly in the park with the boy, and she didn't want the boy to touch her, and the boy couldn't comfort her, so he could only accompany her silently. The girl leaned on the chair and fell asleep, the boy was afraid that she would catch a cold, and his hands wanted to go over and hold the girl into his arms, giving her a trace of warm comfort, but he knew her temper, and he was worried that the girl would be angry and kept sitting, sitting, sitting, watching her fall asleep, he unconsciously made a noon sleepiness, occasionally let the girl out of his sight, the sleepiness was slightly reduced, and suddenly the boy vaguely saw a wasp flying into the girl's chest, the boy was afraid that the wasp would sting the girl, so he was not busy putting his hand into the girl's chest, the girl was sleepless for a few days, and only then did he sleep quietly on the chair and woke up suddenly, I didn't let him touch my chest for three years, but he grabbed my chest like this, a few fingernails caused red marks, my mother and boyfriend suddenly disappeared in my heart, one blow after another, the girl suddenly stood up, and looked at the boy turned out to be a good, lustful, ghost. Gave the boy a slap and ran out of the park crying tears, the boy had nothing in his hands, wanted to explain to the girl, and hurriedly chased after him, but no one was gone.
In the afternoon of the same day, the girl took her mother to the hospital, went through the transfer procedures, booked a plane ticket, took a flight to the United States, and took the plane to the United States for treatment. The boy tried to explain, but he didn't know which hospital the girl was in, and when he found out that her mother had been treated, she had already flown away. After the girl insisted on surgery for half a year, her mother finally died, and the boy wanted to be by the girl's side and accompany her in the most painful moment of her life, so he desperately kept looking for the girl, and after looking for several years, there was no trace at all.
After that, the boy already knew that the girl was a lewd person and would not be by his side anymore, and it didn't matter, the important thing was that I wasn't a womanizer. The more I thought about it, I couldn't help but have 10,000 grievances in my heart, the boy drank to kill his sorrows, which led to stomach bleeding, and he stayed in the hospital for several months, and the boy was worried that the girl was getting married, and the more he thought about it, the more sad he became, and he couldn't bear the pain, so he continued to drink to kill his sorrows, and finally died in the hospital. The boy came to Hades, and Hades said to the boy, "What do you want to say before you are reincarnated?" "The boy thinks that the girl will marry before he is born, and when he becomes a wife, he will become a mother, and the boy can obviously prevent the girl from becoming someone else's bride, which is the girl's special temper, and he has all his own paths. The boy didn't give up, but the process was very painful, he borrowed wine to vent, never thought of dying, just an accidental death, he became a lonely ghost, every time he thought about the two poems that his grandfather taught him, he was speechless: he was not afraid of broken bones and souls, and he wanted to leave his innocence in the world. Since he was a child, under the noise of his grandfather, his innocence has been integrated into the boy's bones, and it will never be erased, but the person he loves the most has taken away his most important innocence, and it is eternal. He replied to Hades: "I was not able to be with my girlfriend during my lifetime, but this is not the most painful thing for me, the most painful thing is to be misunderstood by the person I love, and now I am gone, and my innocence will never be lost, if I can live again, I will say ten words to that girl: I will not have the slightest love for you again, if it can satisfy me, I hope it will be such a continuation of life and life." ”
"I want to say it again. The boy thought he had spoken too much, and he begged to say it again. "Yes," Hades said.
"I didn't have the ability to be with my girlfriend before I was alive, but this is not the most painful thing for me, the most painful thing is to be misunderstood by the person I love, and now I think I am gone, and my innocence will never be gone, if I can live again, I will say three words to that girl: ****, no, I love you. If it can satisfy me, I hope it is 10,000 catties, no, it is such a continuation of life and life, I can't help but say my heart, and it will be decided by posterity. ”
Hades lamented and said: "There will inevitably be misunderstandings in life, I will make you happy in the next life, you can leave with confidence." The boy had a request: "I'm afraid that one bowl of Meng Po soup will not be enough, can you give me two bowls." "Yes," Hades said.
In the world, the girl thinks of the boy, and of her six friends, each of them broke up with the girl in less than a month, and they all said, "I can't accept your strange temper." "The girl feels more and more that the boy is better, and he has been happily accompanying me for three years, and the girl wants to see if the boy is doing well.
One step at a time, one by one. She walked with her steps, and his ashes lay in the mourning hall. The girl carried the gift, smacked the song with an apologetic smile on her face, and shook a handful of gifts in her hand, thinking that the boy would definitely not be angry with her, and would definitely not still be worried about her recklessness, as long as she made a loss, she thought that the boy would return to her side, as always, be good to her, and take care of her personality, which the girl was full of confidence.
In the blink of an eye, a door in front of me was not closed, maybe during the day, the door was open, the girl broke into the boy's house one by one, the old mother, the eldest brother, a pair of nephews, a pair of nieces, and a younger sister. When the girl heard this, she was anxious to find the boy, and the eldest brother said that the boy had died of illness in the hospital.
The girl has long been ignorant of the boy's impulsiveness, who doesn't have a young and vigorous heart, it turns out that it is not what he thinks at all, I blame him.
Since I learned the news of the boy's absence, I have often been depressed and depressed, often standing in front of the window, looking out of the window, my heart is aching, my heart is bleeding, as if my heart is as big as the universe, and the knife is cutting my heart piece by piece, but it can't cut my heart.
Perennial this, within three months, will definitely end depressed. Every day in the middle of the night from the dream crying, woke up, bursts of crying into her best friend, in the middle of the night often heard the girl crying alone, tears on the sleeper, painful to vent emotional sadness and crying, everyone can not comfort the girl, even her breakup boyfriends have come to accompany her, the girl little by little realized her mistake, a thing that was so easy to solve, but in my hands, cut off a boy's life. But as soon as my stinky temper came up, I couldn't listen to anything. The more I thought about it, the sadder I became.
Six months later, the girl's condition deteriorated due to extreme depression and uncertainty, and finally died in the hospital due to excessive sadness.
Because the longevity of Yang is not over, the king of Hades does not accept her, and let her return to the world, the girl wants to die and can't die, wandering and looking at the whole land, no matter how big the world is, without you is hell, I will find a way to meet you again, the girl who came back from the dead, found a deep mountain, spent a year and financial resources, built a house, lived in it, slept on the sleeper, no matter how hungry her stomach was, she didn't move, no matter how urgent the urine and urine were, and never went to the bathroom once, the will is firm, very human, until death is approaching, the mountain god opens the fairy vein for her, can absorb the aura of heaven and earth for food, does not need to excrete foreign objects, immortal and indestructible, the girl said a word before going to bed, and she couldn't sleep for a long timeShe said to the sky: "I want to sleep, and I will sleep until the boy can forgive me, and I will not wake up." ”
The mountain god was entrusted by the king of Hades to take care of such a little mortal, and in the depths of this untouched mountainous area, no one knew that the girl was sleeping here.