Chapter 101: Heart
"Hey, Brother Qingsong, why haven't you left yet?" Xiao Yue asked with some surprise when she saw me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 I don't have a place to live, so don't you drive me away. I scratched my head and laughed. "Oh oh no no, no, I didn't mean that. Xiao Yue quickly shook her head, for fear that I would misunderstand. I touched her head: "In the future, this hospital will be yours, and the task of saving lives and helping the wounded will fall to you, how about it? "Well, although I have studied with Childe for two years, I feel that I haven't even learned Childe's first-level medical skills, it turns out that when Childe was there, if there is anything I don't understand, you can ask, but now it's different, if I can't get an idea, then what should I do?"
"Satsuki, there's a time for the first time in everything. The other man's son is very confident in you! Do you know? That day, he praised you, saying that you already have his six-level medical skills, and it is enough to cure ordinary diseases, so the medical hall will be handed over to you, and he can rest assured. I saw that Satsuki was a little timid, and I couldn't help but encourage her. "Really? Am I really that good? How come I don't know? Satsuki seemed to believe my words and laughed happily. But why are these words so familiar? Oh, yes, I have said these words, too. When Brother Xiao said that I was very good, I said it to myself. When Lujiazhuang slaughtered all sides, I said it. The other day, I said it to myself again.
"Xiaoyue, a few days ago, my brother experienced a life and death ordeal. In that ordeal, my brother almost gave up, because I was always afraid, afraid of the darkness. It's like walking on the road at night, and you can't see the front or the back. There is no one around you, and even if you shout loudly, no one will respond to you. You don't know if you're doing something wrong, you don't know how far you're from your destination, or even if there's a road ahead. "Isn't that terrifying?" Satsuki said. "yes, it would be nice to have someone who could help you when you're in trouble. Although we will meet many people and make many friends in this life, everyone has their own way, and in the end, the road still has to be walked by ourselves. When we are afraid, when we hesitate, we might as well believe in ourselves and go on bravely. "Believe in yourself?" Satsuki thoughtfully said. "yes, believe in yourself. As I spoke, I couldn't help but ask myself, do I really believe in myself?
"Ah, Brother Qingsong is also here!" Qingfeng also came to the medical hall, followed by a group of children. "Brother Qingsong, I still want to listen to the story! Listen to the story of the rivers and lakes! Alas, alas, Dahu, you look at them. "Qingfeng actually pestered me to tell me stories about the rivers and lakes again, didn't it scare him last time?" "Qingfeng, the rivers and lakes are really not that fun!" I pretended to have a vicious expression, hoping to scare him. But Qingfeng didn't eat this: "Since it's so dangerous, why does Brother Qingsong still want to go to the rivers and lakes!" Qingfeng asked rhetorically, but I couldn't say a word. I wanted to lie to him, but I didn't even cheat on a child, and it wasn't a gentleman's doing. I began to think about it seriously, why? Why? Am I really because I have no place to stay, just to make a living, so that I can one day avenge Master, or is it because I want ・・・・・・No, no, no.
"That day, I limped slowly and slowly approached a large tree, leaned against it, and sat down. I leaned against the tree, looked up, and looked up at the sky. The sky was slowly getting darker, just like my life. I couldn't help but say: "My surname is Wang, and I am the third in the family, so I am called Wang Xiaosan, and I have a father and a mother, an elder brother, and a sister, but they are all gone." Because of the war, families were destroyed and people were displaced. Fortunately, an old man adopted me, but that old man also killed the rebels not long ago, leaving me alone to live in the world. ”
"Maybe death is a relief for me. I thought so and slowly closed my eyes. Hunger makes me convulse, cold makes me shiver, they are taking my life, but at the last moment of this life, there is some unwillingness, I still don't want to die after all, why? Maybe it's human instinct, just like drinking water and eating, there is no reason. However, I couldn't hold it anymore, the scenery in front of me was slowly blurring, and I seemed to see my father, eldest brother, and second sister, who seemed to stretch out their hands to me. I also reached out and used the last of my strength to grab something. But they were getting farther and farther away from me, and my hands couldn't touch them. I tried to reach forward, but my arm finally lost its strength and hung down. At that moment, a large hand grabbed me, it was a little rough and calloused in places, but the palm was warm and strong. ”
"Is this God? Is God coming to save me? Or is this black and white impermanence coming to take me to my father? I tried to open my eyes to see the figure in front of me, black hair, a long robe, and a long sword pinned to my waist. Ah, it's a person. At that moment, I remembered that the storyteller had said that in this world, there is a kind of person who acts chivalrous and righteous, draws a sword to help when the road is uneven, and saves people from fire and water but never asks for anything in return. They are called, "I know, they are called heroes, they are heroes!" "Yes, they are heroes! They are people who send hope to desperate people! Because I want to be such people!" "That's right, that's why I want to go to the rivers and lakes! I also want to be a person like Master!"
"I..." I was a little excited, one might even say a little excited. However, seeing Qingfeng was also excited, and he felt that he was splashed with cold water in an instant. I seem to be trying to persuade him not to wander the rivers and lakes, why does it feel a little wrong?" "I know! I see! I will try!" Chingfeng exclaimed. No, what do you know? What do you understand? What are you trying? My persuasion doesn't seem to have the desired effect. "Your brother, he..." I looked at Satsuki, who smiled and said, "Brother don't pay attention to him." Ever since one day Childe beat down a dozen or so people who were making trouble in the hospital, he has always wanted to learn kung fu and break into the rivers and lakes, and then he won't recruit Childe to see him, hehe. "Then you have to take care of your brother, so as to save yourself from getting into trouble that day, the rivers and lakes are very dangerous." I sighed, I really didn't want him to break into the rivers and lakes. "Brother, what you just said is full of blood, I want to be a heroine like Sister Xiaoxian, why did it become like this again in the blink of an eye?"
"yes. Why? Why do things keep going in the opposite direction? But, at least for now, it's fun, isn't it?"