Chapter 181: Young admiration
The cave was very quiet for a while, Mu Yan looked at her, and just wanted to say something, but Chu Yan suddenly said, "When did you know?" The voice was clear and faint, and no emotion could be heard. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Mu Yan leaned closer to her slightly, her dark eyes lit up with brilliance, and she looked at her with a sigh, "I always knew it, I knew it as early as the first time I met you." β
Five years ago, he once went down the mountain, at that time in order to help Xin'er find some medicinal materials, in the mountain stream when he happened to meet a girl, he was in the mountains to collect medicine, listening to the sound of running water in the mountain stream not far away a little thirsty, when he walked over, but did not expect to see a girl bathing in the mountain stream, just a glance he hid in the grass and did not dare to move, a heart can't help beating, he never felt that time was as difficult as then, for a long time, he listened to the footsteps slowly approaching behind him, nervous for a moment of staring forgot to breathe, just looked at the walk is not a girl, but a boy dressed as a manγ
At that time, he didn't know that she was Chu Yan, and she didn't know that he was hiding in the grass in the distance, but when he saw her later, she never showed her true face again, even though he knew that there was a person who was worried about her and missed her for five years, but so what?
God-given opportunity, how could he bear to miss the days of being with her, even if it was bloody, even if it was swords, as long as the person next to him was her, he would be willing to be with him for the rest of his life.
Chu Yan moved slightly when he heard this, but he didn't want him to hold her hand instantly, his cold fingers held her tightly, Chu Yan didn't struggle and slowly leaned against the stone wall, "How do you know?" Since she was a child, as long as she went out of the valley, she would dress up as a man, and the master once said that the man she pretended to look like a real man was a little more like a real man, and no one could tell that she was a daughter.
Mu Yan looked at him and opened his mouth, but he didn't know where to start, and said with a chuckle, "Maybe you and I are destined, so the first time I saw you, I felt that you didn't look like a man, which man in the world looks as delicate as you." "You only know that I am an apprentice of Sword Venerable, you only know that I followed you to save people, what you don't know is that our fate is so deep.
"Xiuqi?" Chu Yan turned to look at him, his mind was a little confused, the first time someone said that she looked delicate, Mu Yan leaned closer to her slightly, "Chu Yan, can I take a look at your true face again?"
Chu Yan looked at him and was slightly stunned, he didn't find that there was so much inappropriate in his words, looking at his hand that reached over in a trance, he actually looked at his movements in a daze, Mu Yan gently took off the human skin mask covering her face, and Chu Yan's whole person froze.
Mu Yan looked at her eyes flowing, her eyebrows were like distant mountains and black beads, her long hair was shawl, and her skin like snow was even more pale, and under the light of the fire, it was really better than what came out of the painting, Mu Yan's hand slowly raised and stroked her pale face, and couldn't help but chuckle and said, "Chu Yan, you are so good-looking." β
His cold fingertips were close to her face, Chu Yan slowly sorted out his thoughts, thinking of this head slightly deflected, Mu Yan looked at the empty hand and was stunned for a moment and gently withdrew it, the cave was very quiet for a while, Mu Yan didn't know that Chu Yan's action was unintentional, she just remembered that night, Xiao Zhuge also said to her drunkenly, "Chu Yan, for the sake of our acquaintance, can I see your true face? I want to know if you look good? β
She thought he was drunk, she could see the clarity and flashing brilliance in his eyes, but she naturally ignored it, maybe she didn't understand it but never wanted to understand it, and a blankness rose in her heart.
Mu Yan looked at her long hair shawl, but his eyes were desolate, and he looked at the fire in a daze, he looked at her just now, and his heart may have been abrupt, but he couldn't think of any words to comfort her for a while, sighed and walked straight to the side to pick up the firewood, "How long have I been asleep?"
Mu Yan was stunned for a moment, and turned to look at her, "It's been two days and two nights, your body is still very weak, sit down a little cold against the wall, this cave is extremely secluded and secluded, and it is very suitable for you to recuperate." β
Chu Yan looked at him for a long time when she heard this, slowly got up and sat opposite him, her movements were a little big, the wound was a little big, she frowned slightly, and there was a faint pain in her heart, and she suddenly remembered what happened on the top of the cliff, she knew in her heart that the deflection of the sword was not more than an inch away from her heart, she didn't dare to think, why did she stab off, why did she stab so close to her, why did she stab off? Maybeγ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»
"Chu Yan, after you recover from your injuries, let's leave here together, there should be nothing worth your nostalgia on this river and lake. Chu Yan listened to his light voice, and suddenly chuckled, he didn't know what he wanted to say, but blurted out, "How do you know that I don't have nostalgia?"
Mu Yan turned his gaze to her, the smile on the corner of her mouth was like a faint vista, beautiful like the stars on the horizon, and suddenly said, "Do you want to drink water?" Chu Yan looked up at him, "Do you know how I fed you water when you were unconscious?"
Chu Yan looked at the smile on the corner of his mouth, and there was a bit of ridicule in his words, and before he could speak, he heard him say, "I am," "Don't say it, you go out." Her cheeks were slightly hot and she slowly lowered her head, there was a kind of shyness of her little daughter's family, naturally revealing a kind of innocence and cuteness.
Chu Yan hung her head and her face was calm and indifferent, but only she knew that she didn't dare to raise her head because of the burning gaze.
The smile on the corner of Mu Yan's mouth became deeper and deeper, but he really stood up after a while, "It's not early, you can rest early, I'll be guarding the entrance of the cave, if you need anything, just call me, but I won't sleep very soundly, if you have any movement, I should hear it." β
Chu Yan didn't dare to look up at him, but he only heard the sound of steady footsteps gradually walking away, for a long time, Mu Yan leaned on the entrance of the cave and raised his hand to cover his mouth and coughed a few times, in fact, he didn't come out because of Chu Yan's words, the more he was emotionally attracted to Chu Yan, the more unspeakable uncomfortable he became, and it was more painful than the previous times, it seemed that he had little time to accompany her.
Chu Yan heard a low cough and stood up and walked out of the cave, looking at him really sitting alone at the entrance of the cave, isn't he cold when the night is so cold? There is a faint sour feeling in his heart, in fact, his injury is not much better than his own, his face is pale and pale, and the pain he fell on is all for her, and he is also poisoned, but Chu Yan doesn't know that his poison can't be emotional.
After a while, Mu Yan heard a thud inside, and his heart was lifted, and he immediately got up and walked towards the cave, "You, what's wrong with you?" Mu Yan watched her sit in front of the fire and stared at him for a moment, slightly stunned.
Chu Yan slowly stood up and approached, "Mu Yan, you are right, whether you love or hate, it is all over, and your injuries are not light, so stay in the cave, you don't take what I just said to heart." In the faint firelight, she looked at him and smiled slightly, the smile was indescribably moving, Mu Yan felt tenderness in her heart, and leaned up to hold her tightly in her arms, her heart tightened slightly, how could she not find her so thin before, with a trace of distress in her eyes, the hand holding her tightened a little.
Chu Yan stiffened for a moment, raised his hand and hugged the warmth in front of him tightly, Mu Yan hugged her, and was a little distracted for a moment, and leaned close to her for a long time and whispered in her ear: "A long, long time ago, I wanted γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ» to marry you." β
Chu Yan's heart couldn't help pounding, and he turned his head with a red face and hot ears and didn't answer.
Mu Yan gently let go of her, her eyes flashed with thousands of brilliance, watching her look at his blank face in a daze, holding her face and kissing it deeply, Chu Yan looked at him with wide eyes in a daze, his brain was blank, and he felt powerless when he wanted to push him away.
Chu Yan looked at his bright eyes as if he was bewitched, and slowly closed his eyes, for a long time, Mu Yan only felt a sharp pain, a mouthful of blood gushed up but was swallowed back by him without a trace, and slowly let go of her, but Chu Yan did not notice the cold sweat dripping down his forehead, the two sat directly by the fire, Mu Yan gently hugged her, and a warm current swept through his chest.
The cave was very quiet for a while, so quiet that Mu Yan thought she was asleep, "Mu Yan, what am I like in your eyes? Do you like Chu Yan as a man or Chu Yan as a daughter?"
When you are a man, you are arrogant and uninhibited but aggressive, and you are independent and exude the strength of the world, when you are a daughter, you are free and easy, and you have a smart and natural aura, no matter what kind of you, I am willing to do everything to protect.
Mu Yan's face was filled with a soft smile, "As long as it's you, I like it." β
Hearing this, Chu Yan gently hooked the corners of his lips and leaned closer to him and slowly closed his eyes, and when Mu Yan looked down at her again, she was already asleep in his arms, Mu Yan looked at her pale face for a moment, "Both of us are in a desperate situation, although I don't know how long my "life" can last, but with you by my side, even if I suffer and suffer, I feel very relieved." β