Chapter 91: The Realm of Despair
Mu Yan looked at his black and rich eyes, his eyes were slightly stunned, and he said in a deep voice, "Do you regret it?" Chu Yan, after going through so much, have you ever had a trace of regret, regretting that you are desperate for revenge, regretting that your hands are covered with blood for revenge, and regretting that you are enemies ・・・・・・・of the world. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Chu Yan glanced at the deep luster in Mu Yan's eyes, and the corners of his lips curved slightly to reveal a smile. Regret ・・・・・・ Chu Yan looked at the hazy moonlight and seemed to fall into some kind of memory, Mu Yan, I regretted it three years ago, at that time I often sneaked out of the valley alone, and sometimes when I came back, I would have a small injury and pain, Master and Mother would stare at me and teach me a hard lesson, and then I thought about not eating, but I knew that every time I was dizzy in the middle of the night, I could always see Master's vague figure, sitting on the edge of the bed while medicating me while sighing helplessly, and my mother was watching from the side, with a worry in her eyes that could not be concealed・・・・・・ ”
Mu Yan's body shook suddenly, but his faint tone made him cold from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, Chu Yan's eyes looked straight at the hazy moonlight, empty and hollow just like the tone of his speech, plain and empty but with the deepest sadness, " The last time, when I left, the master looked at me with a very strange look, with reluctance and worry in his eyes, and a faint determination, in fact, I hesitated at the time, but ・・・・・・ I still left, my mother said that the osmanthus cake is delicious, if I meet it, I will help her buy some back, the master said that the rivers and lakes are unpredictable, I must be careful, I asked the master, what do you need me to help you bring? Master said, Master doesn't lack anything, as long as you come back safe and sound, it's better than anything, and then I stood at the mouth of the valley, watching Master and my mother keep looking at me in a daze, I don't leave, they don't return, and then I smiled at them and waved my hand, and I left resolutely・・・・・・
Mu Yan held his breath and listened carefully, as if he sensed what he was going to say next.
"When I returned to the valley, the whole valley was cold and cold after a long snowstorm, the bodies of my mother and master were covered under two rolls of straw mats, my hands were all loose osmanthus cakes fell to the ground, I gently used my hands to remove the snow covering it, and then slowly uncovered, their faces were pale, no breath, at this time I realized that they were dead・・・・・・ I picked up the osmanthus cake on the ground, and every time I ate a piece, I called Mother and Master vaguely, until I ・・・・・・ the osmanthus cake on the ground were eaten by me, and I screamed so much・・・・・・ they ignored meI sat quietly and watched them until the wind and snow stopped, until my limbs were cold and stiff, until there was only hatred left in my heart, until their deaths were deeply engraved in my mind・・・・・・"
Chu Yan slowly turned his head and looked at Mu Yan, Mu Yan couldn't help but feel a chill when he looked at the ice in his eyes, "Mu Yan, I regret it, if I hadn't left, wouldn't they have died? If I had stayed in peace, wouldn't they have died? If I had never lived in this world, wouldn't they have died?"
Chu Yan trembled every time he asked Mu Yan's body, Mu Yan's voice was always silent, every word of his fell heavily on his heart, his face was always as quiet as ice, Mu Yan's hand covered him, and he only felt that the tentacles were cold, almost not like a living person.
"Mu Yan, if I could, I would have liked to have never appeared in this river and lake, but since the day they died, I didn't have time to regret it. His voice was low and cold, as if it had an innate coldness and coldness.
"Do you still remember what Master Kong said? The world is changing, although it is about chance and luck, there is a difference between luck and misfortune, but in the final analysis, it still lies in the heart of people, I know that no matter who you are now, you can't give up revenge, but if you wait for your revenge, let's go back to the temple to see Master Huijue, although this river and lake are big, but there are few people who treat them sincerely,"
Chu Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at him and chuckled, "Why, I have seen through the red dust, I think you and that little monk are quite compatible, if you also go home, I think he will be very happy." ”
Mu Yan looked at the burning smile in his eyes, his eyes narrowed slightly, and his face was slightly stunned, he thought that this was a very painful past in his heart, but after he finished speaking plainly, he still looked careless, and even his tone never changed, perhaps, these hatreds buried deep in his heart have long become solid and habitual, even if he doesn't think about life and death, he can't take revenge for a day, so the hatred is pierced in his heart, the deeper and deeper, the more painful it is, so now he has become like this, reckless, stubborn and resolute.
Chu Yan saw that he was silent, but his eyes looked into the distance in a daze, with a thoughtful look, he raised his eyebrows slightly and said, "Mu Yan, if I still have my life on that day, it doesn't hurt to accompany you back to have a look, I'll go first, it's beautiful to watch the sunrise here." As he spoke, he got up and jumped down.
Chu Yan walked forward without hesitation, just took a few steps and paused, glanced at Mu Yan slightly, he still stared at himself with heavy eyebrows, his cold handsome face revealed a trace of coolness, Chu Yan pulled out a faint smile, and his voice was inaudible, "Mu Yan, even if I am still alive after revenge・・・・・・ I am afraid that I will not have that opportunity,"
Mu Yan's mind was detached from his gaze, but Chu Yan had already left, naturally, Chu Yan's words Mu Yan didn't hear it, for so many years, there was only hatred and hatred in a person's heart, even if he was scolded, calculated, accused, Chase and kill, he still has no hesitation, there is only the word revenge in his life, nothing else cares, thinking of this, suddenly, a long sigh, his heart can't help but feel a burst of sorrow for him, the sky will be bright, he slowly got up, and said in his heart, since Pisces is still in this village, he must find a way to find out its whereabouts, if someone knows to take the first step, it will be even more difficult to get it.