His health was also deteriorating, Zhang Ailing took care of him, struggled to live, and later Lai Ya died. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info She lived in isolation and eventually died of depression. It can be seen that life and books tell us that life will never be perfect, and many times, there is no need to force it, do not suffer from gains and losses, what life gives us, accept it gladly, and face it calmly if life plunders us. Life has been in a hurry for decades, and it is impossible to pocket all the good things, and you must always keep emptying in order to be constantly filled with time. All the way, and cherish.

Everything in life is a mirror of oneself. In every thing we meet, we form an understanding of ourselves little by little, and we carve our own appearance in the collision with the characters in the book and the author's point of view. Reading books has given me a perspective on the world, a better height. In the past, I would always be confused by the appearance of things, and the angle of seeing problems was superficial. Sometimes, it's painful to get yourself trapped in a corner. But sometimes in life, you need to jump out, and at that time, you will find that all the troubles are your own dramas. Don't complain about the jokes that life throws at you, there are always some turns on the way to maturity. In the gradual change of our perception of things, we also gradually find another self.

In this life, the encounter with the book is a beautiful encounter. Reading has given me a window to see the world and a sense of calm

The attitude of things has given me an opportunity to shape myself. In the deep peace that books have given me, I have learned to appreciate the beauty of life

Li, collect bits and pieces of happiness. I want to have a tiled house in the country, and there is a small yard in front of the house, and I want to plant a sunflower, and I hope it will never wither.

I love you, the word love can be big or small, you can say it casually, you can also spend a lot of money, this love exists in my eyes, in my mind, in my heart, and into the blood.

I used to think, if I don't love you in this life, without your hug, without your comfort, without your love, I will become the loneliest person in the world, many people say that no one in this world can live without you, but if I only have you in this world, then if I lose you, am I still me?

Before I met Gu Yang, I was also a happy girl, with the love of my family and the company of my friends, I even thought that even if I couldn't find the person who made me desperate in this life, I could travel to every land in this motherland alone, and I could live happily for a lifetime. But the increase in the way my happiness was established after meeting you made me feel that the colors of this world are far more wonderful than one person.

My acquaintance with Gu Yang is like a fallen leaf, an ant, to be precise, we will meet again. I often fantasize about reuniting with Gu Yang, when I was crowding the bus, when I was walking home alone at night, in the corner of a bookstore, anywhere, I had hoped to see him as soon as I turned around. I always thought I would remember him, I would recognize him at first sight. After the end of the third year of high school, I decided to go out for a walk alone, even if it didn't seem very safe, but my resoluteness and righteousness persuaded everyone, I chose Mount Tai, no reason, I felt tired after climbing to the middle of the hill, but the place where I could sit was full of people, I had to squat under a tree, bored to study an ant that was carrying bread crumbs, Gu Yang appeared in front of me, picked a leaf from my head, and squatted down, I looked up at him a little surprised and then sighed and said thank you, and then lowered my head and couldn't find the ant again, I stood up with some disappointment, Gu Yang also stood up, as if I had found something very funny, smiled and said, "You don't look at the scenery of such a big mountain, study ants?"

I looked up at him and said, "How interesting the scenery is that everyone can see." ”

Gu Yang seemed to understand something, nodded seriously and said, "Let's go together, it's still far away to the top of the mountain!"

"My mom said, don't talk to strangers," and strode up

Gu Yang also followed, and he easily followed me and said, "Do I look like a bad guy like this?"

"The bad guy in your family has the word bad guy written on his face," I glanced at Gu Yang, quickened my pace, but didn't notice the child in front of me, braked suddenly, and forced myself to fall down the stairs, tears rushed out instantly, Gu Yang tried to help me up, I hurriedly pushed him away and said, "Don't, don't touch me, wait, wait." ”

"Can you still go?"

I waved my hand and said, "Wait, wait." ”

Gu Yang picked me up and contacted the staff to send me to the hospital. After confirming that I was only sprained, Gu Yang breathed a sigh of relief and helped me sit on the chair.

I turned my head to look at him for a moment, and he said seriously, "Thank you." ”

Gu Yang glanced at me, smiled helplessly, and said, "Ye Li, why are you as stupid as you were in elementary school." ”

I jerked my head back and said, "Do we know each other?"

"Is that what you waited for?"

I stared at his face, confirming it over and over again, and I called out "Gu Yang" suspiciously.

He is Gu Yang, the Gu Yang who said when I was a child that I would wait for him, the Gu Yang who gave me the entire popsicle, and the Gu Yang who cried more than me after I ran and fell.

I suddenly woke up and screamed and wanted to jump up, but I was immediately pressed down by Gu Yang, "Gu Yang, ouch." ”

"Feet!

I pulled Gu Yang's clothes and suddenly had a lot to say, but I didn't know how to say it,

"Don't look at it, I'll take you to where you live first!

"You, me, we, Gu Yang, you're back!"

Gu Yang stretched out his hand and picked me up and said, "Ye Li, I'm back!"

Suddenly, inexplicable grievances and sad tears came out disobediently, burying his head in Gu Yang's arms, I don't know Gu Yang's expression, but I can hear his every heartbeat. I could clearly feel that he was back.

Gu Yang said, "Ye Li, I miss you so much"

I reached out and wrapped my arms around his neck and said seriously, "Me too,"

Leaving Mount Tai, I walked with Gu Yang naturally, Gu Yang said, "Over the years, I have been eager to return to you, so when I handed in the last paper of the college entrance examination, I ran to you, Auntie said that you went to Mount Tai, and I came to Mount Tai, because I miss you, so I can't wait for a minute or a second, Ye Li, I can still recognize you at first sight in the crowd as when I was a child." ”

"I think I recognized you at first sight, but I can't believe that you actually saw you as soon as I turned around. ”

"It's okay, you still remember me, that's good, Ye Li, I'm back, I won't let you wait again, I won't leave you again. ”