Chapter 200: I Want to Be Strong
The idea of avenging Wang Qi's father and daughter has not subsided, and another voice appeared in his mind: "Dong Wei's life experience is not simple, the masters around him are like clouds, you are not his opponent." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ infoβ
The thoughts that appeared later slowly became stronger, and I wanted to drive the previous thought out of my mind, but the previous thought never dissipated: "Wang Qi's father and daughter died because of me, if I don't avenge them, what is the point of me cultivating and becoming stronger." β
Ji Meiqiu didn't realize that in the depths of his mind, there was always a thought: the death of Wang Qi's father and daughter was implicated by him. At this time, the thoughts hidden in the depths could not be dissipated.
The two thoughts kept biting, alternating to gain the upper hand. Ji Meiqiu himself didn't realize that the human nature of obeying the strong and bullying the weak also remained in his mind.
"It's useless, you get stronger, they get stronger, you always have to run away. Find a place to hide, that's what you have to do. β
"Hide, where can I hide?"
Ji Meiqiu was a little discouraged, every time he saw Dong Wei, there were always many masters around him, and he couldn't find a chance to retaliate.
"Crush your jade plaque and you'll be safe. β
"Jade, where is my jade card?" Ji Meiqiu subconsciously stretched out his hand into his arms, and the jade plate hung on his chest.
"Yes, hurry up and crush it so you can go back. β
"Go back, where am I going?" Ji Meiqiu was confused again.
"Go home, go back to be your third prince, don't keep thinking about revenge, how tired you are. β
"No, the Flame Kingdom is not my home. Deep in Ji Meiqiu's subconscious, she did not agree with her identity: "The people around Dong Wei are strong, I want to be stronger than them, one day, I will carry Dong Wei's head and sacrifice Wang Qi's father and daughter." β
I don't know how long it took, the idea of avenging Wang Qi's father and daughter prevailed, and the negative thought was defeated, but in the end it was not swallowed up by the thought of revenge, but I didn't know where to hide in my mind.
As soon as the negative thoughts disappeared, and the thoughts of revenge disappeared, another image appeared in Ji Meiqiu's mind like lightning.
This is the picture of Jiang Yi hugging Ji Meiqiu, making Ji Meiqiu feel a strong maternal love. As soon as the thought of family affection and friendliness appeared, another thought full of temptation appeared in Ji Meiqiu's mind almost at the same time.
"Qiu'er, you are bold enough to experience outside, and we will fully support you. When leaving Lieyan, what Jiang Yi said to Ji Meiqiu recalled in Ji Meiqiu's mind.
The temptation immediately objected: "How dangerous it is to experience outside, let's come back." It's good to be at home for a thousand days, but it's hard to go out for a while. β
"The man's Hejaz is in all directions, and Qiu'er can't be trapped in this small place of scorching fire. A voice full of family affection said: "Reading 10,000 books and traveling 10,000 miles is what the strong should do." Qiu'er is already a warrior, so she has to follow the path of a warrior. β
"The sea of bitterness is boundless, and the back is the shore. The voice of temptation softly and tenaciously told Ji Meiqiu: "You are a prince and you can enjoy life happily." The road to cultivation is full of hardships and dangers, and the chance of success is very small, so it is better to go back. β
"Go back?" The voice of temptation did not expect that the word appeared, and a picture appeared in Ji Meiqiu's mind again, driving out Jiang Yi's picture and the voice of temptation.
"I can't go back, I have to get my memories back. The picture that reappeared in Ji Meiqiu's mind was very peculiar: in a big house by the lake, a group of happy people lived.
"They are happy without you. Before the voice of temptation disappeared, he was unwilling to repeat it, the voice was so seductive, it tempted Ji Meiqiu's eyelids to fight, and she wanted to sleep beautifully.
"There must be my relatives waiting for me, I want to go back and I have to find them. This is the deepest thing in Ji Meiqiu's consciousness, and it actually appeared at this time.
"It's too difficult", "It's too difficult", "It's too difficult" The voice of temptation disappeared, but it still left a series of voices that echoed in Ji Meiqiu's mind.
All kinds of emotions are intertwined in her mind, and negative emotions keep tempting Ji Meiqiu to give up, but Ji Meiqiu has a lot of things that she can't let go of, and she sticks to her mind.
"I'm going to be strong, I'm going to find myself. I don't know how long it took, Ji Meiqiu's will finally overcame the negative emotions that recurred in her mind, and the screams in the sky suddenly receded. When he opened his eyes, a bright passage appeared in front of Ji Meiqiu's eyes.
The battle of consciousness in the mind is really dangerous and abnormal, and if you are not careful, the Dao heart will be broken, causing irreparable effects on future cultivation.
After regaining his calmness, he realized that if he wanted to obtain the inheritance of great power, he had to go through an immeasurable test.
What kind of test will he face next, Ji Meiqiu didn't think about it. The battle of consciousness just now has made Ji Meiqiu firm in his confidence: even if he goes up the knife mountain and goes down to the sea of fire, he will move forward bravely, which is the only way for the strong.
It's just that Ji Meiqiu didn't realize that his idea was about to become a reality soon.
As the shrill and poignant sound receded, the room returned to calm, and a soft light magically appeared.
Without looking closely, Ji Meiqiu found that there was only one stone door in the room, and he didn't need to choose it at all.
If you don't have a choice, you have to move forward. Ji Meiqiu walked forward slowly and pushed open another stone door.
Behind the stone door was a small empty room, and after stepping in, Ji Meiqiu felt the aura in this room, which could be held with his hand.
The only thing in the room is the futon in the center of the room. Ji Meiqiu was so spiritual, she put down everything, sat cross-legged, and soon entered the ethereal realm, the sea of qi was like a dry lake, greedily absorbing the aura.
Yesterday, he fought to the death with Dong Wei and his party, exhausted the aura in Ji Meiqiu's body, and after a few hours of practice, he had recovered sixty percent.
Just now, when I was facing Brother Nian, the aura was rapidly dispersed into the muscles and bones, fighting against the cold qi that invaded the body, and it took a lot of effort to dissolve the cold qi, and sixty percent of the true qi dropped to thirty percent again.
The problem now is not only to restore the aura, but also to quickly treat the displacement of the internal organs caused by the power of Brother Nian's palm.
"It should be rewarding yourself for successfully passing the level, right?" Ji Meiqiu flashed a thought comfortingly, without delving into it, it was important to recover his skills.
It's really a knock on the bottom, and someone sends a pillow. Ji Meiqiu was in need of a quiet environment and sufficient aura, and found that in this mysterious cave, there was such a good place to practice.
The sea of qi has dried up, forming a huge suction force, and the aura is vigorously attracted, surging towards Ji Meiqiu like a tide. This time, the speed of absorbing the aura is faster than ever.
Ji Meiqiu has reached the realm of a martial artist refining internal organs, and the treatment of internal organ displacement is similar to refining internal organs, and there is no need to deliberately target internal organs, but only need to follow the mantra of refining internal organs in the Great Yan Formula, and ruthlessly send the spiritual energy in the sea of qi to the internal organs.
In just two hours, the last trace of aura in the room was also forcibly absorbed by the sea of qi, and Ji Meiqiu had recovered to the ninth success power, and something unexpected happened again.