"I haven't seen you in this time, you seem to have lost some weight?"

As he spoke, Lin Boya stretched out his hand, intending to help Yun Qingzhi pick up the broken hair in front of him, but Yun Qingzhi lowered his head and skillfully avoided Lin Boya's hand.

Lin Boya looked at the empty hand, and after being stunned for a while, he pretended that nothing had happened, and continued to ask, "I heard that Cousin Ninghua ...... Please also mourn. ”

Lin Boya knew who Zhu Ninghua was, and he also knew Yun Qingzhi's love for Zhu Ninghua.

When they were young, Yun Qingzhi and Zhu Ninghua were almost inseparable, as long as Yun Qingzhi was there, there would definitely be Zhu Ninghua.

Later, Ning Hua was old, and when it was time to avoid suspicion, he took the initiative to avoid him, and rarely went to the Jin Palace, and the relationship between him and Yun Qingzhi also began to grow by leaps and bounds at that time.

After all, if you suddenly lose your favorite playmate, you can only use the remaining playmates to fill the loss of your favorite playmate.

"I'm fine. ”

Yun Qingzhi lowered her head and said in a low voice, "At least, Cousin Ning Hua and Brother-in-law Xinghuai are truly in love with each other, maybe they don't stay together for a long time, but Cousin Ning Hua can die for Brother-in-law Xinghuai, maybe this is the simple and pure love between cousin and brother-in-law." ”

As she spoke, Yun Qingzhi raised her face and pulled out a forced smile far-fetched, her eyes filled with sadness.

"I really hope that they can meet again in another world, so that Cousin Ninghua will not be lonely. ”

Just like Yun Qingzhi knows Lin Boya very well, Lin Boya is also the person who knows Yun Qingzhi best.

Yun Qingzhi knew that she would never be able to show the slightest flaw in front of Lin Boya, otherwise, Lin Boya would definitely think of something.

Fortunately, Yun Qingzhi's performance, no one Lin Boya doubted, I saw Lin Boya take pity on the person into his arms, and comforted him gently, "Don't be sad, just like you said, this is Cousin Ninghua's own willingness." ”

"I believe that she must not want you to be sad, you must cheer up and don't let the people around you who care about you feel sorry for you. ”

"Well, good. ”

Yun Qingzhi took Lin Boya's hand and nodded vigorously in reply.

"Today, you came to me to comfort you?"

After Yun Qingzhi's emotions began to calm down, Lin Boya took a step back and asked.

"Of course not. ”、

When Yun Qingzhi came to find Lin Boya, she naturally had already made an excuse, so as not to let Lin Boya see the flaws.

"It's just that my cousin's matter makes me feel a little, but two people who love each other can't stay together, I think it's a very sad thing, I don't want this to happen to you and me. ”

Saying that, Yun Qingzhi took the initiative to take Lin Boya's hand and said slowly, "Brother Boya, I admit that I have always avoided you during this time, to be honest, Rong Anhui's matter has hit me a little hard. ”

"Brother Boya has been a very gentle person since he was a child, but Brother Boya's gentleness doesn't seem to be just for me. ”

"Rong Anhui's incident made me understand that between me and Brother Boya, it seems that I have always been chasing alone. ”

"Brother Boya is very gentle to everyone around him, so Rong Anhui felt that he was an exception because of such gentleness, and later made such a mistake. ”

"I can't blame Brother Boya for being too gentle, but I really can't accept it. Brother Boya's gentleness is something that everyone can easily get. ”

"Qingzhi is very greedy, I don't want to share it with other people, I want to monopolize Brother Boya, if you can't monopolize it, then I'd rather not need it, and I don't want to suffer like this all the time. ”

Yun Qingzhi took a deep breath, reached out to wipe the tears from her face, and continued to speak slowly.

"But in this period of avoiding you, it's really too painful, it's obviously all Boya brother's fault, but in the end, I'm the only one who suffers, it's so unfair!!"

"I obviously want to forget you, but I always can't control myself in my heart, I want to think about you, I want to see you, it's clear that you are the one who did the wrong thing, why should I bear such sadness?"

Yun Qingzhi raised her head, looked at Lin Boya, and asked with tears in her eyes, "Brother Boya, can you tell me, why is this?"

Yun Qingzhi's crying made Lin Boya feel a great shock.

He didn't expect that Yun Qingzhi's alienation from him turned out to be because of this.

Looking at it, he still raised his face. Yun Qingzhi, who stubbornly wanted to get the answer, Lin Boya sighed deeply, took Yun Qingzhi as if she was in her arms, and said. "Sorry, I didn't expect that, it's the way things are. ”

"It's me who didn't take care of your emotions, it's me who didn't notice it, I made you sad. ”

Lin Boya's voice hides infinite remorse and guilt, and listening to the voice, people can detect Lin Boya's guilt and regret for Yun Qingzhi.

regretted that she didn't treat Yun Qingzhi well, which made her sad.

Yun Qingzhi, who was leaning on Lin Boya's chest, didn't notice the depth and indifference in Lin Boya's eyes.

"It's okay," Yun Qingzhi silently wept in Lin Boya's chest, and after listening to Lin Boya's words, she shook her head and said, "I know you didn't mean it, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's that I can't accept you like this." ”

"It's that I can't accept a boya brother who is good to everyone, I'm sorry, I'm sorry---"

Lin Boya gently stroked Yun Qingzhi's hair, comforting her silently, trying to calm her emotions.

What Lin Boya couldn't see was that Yun Qingzhi in his arms, although she said apologetic words and apologized with tears, but in Yun Qingzhi's eyes, there was only a desolation and indifference, and there was no tangled and painful love in her tone at all.

Obviously, the two people who hugged each other tightly actually had their own other ideas.

Mouths say affectionate and beautiful words, say warm words, in fact, the hearts of two people are facing away from each other, frozen by a piece of ice, without a trace of temperature, close to each other, can only bring coldness, but not warmth to each other.

Hugging each other tightly, like the two closest people in the world, the two hearts not only can't get close to each other, but have been deeply guarded and rejected each other, such feelings, how sad?

What's even saddest is that you don't love it, but you still have to force yourself to get closer and tell you what you like.

Such feelings are sad and ridiculous.