What is forever? How long is it? What is true love? Who would give up everything for love?

There is a song called "Forever" and a song called "True Love is Invincible...... And many, many more. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info Once, I listened to them. I am always very touched and believe that there is pure love in the world. But now, I really can't believe it, really...... After all the hurt and heartache, I can't and can't believe anymore because my love has turned into a scarred butterfly......

The first time I met the ruffian, it was very accidental, but I was romantic, and I always thought that it was fate. We fell in love, he was very smart, humorous, witty, and very intellectual. After a chat, we got through the mail. Seeing his email, I couldn't help but feel my heart beat at this age of green apples.

Then we talked on the phone. His voice was nice, very young, very simple. During that time, I waited for his call every day. He is also always very punctual on the phone every day, just like that, we talk every day, east and west, and that time is a time when I feel so happy. If I don't hear his voice one day, I feel so empty. That feeling is indescribable, that anxious and longing for waiting.

I knew I was in love with him, and the sweet longing bloomed like a bud.

But...... Later, there were fewer calls, and he always had many reasons, and I believed him again and again, and was disappointed again and again. Until later, I could no longer trust his reasoning. I know, it's just a dream. My sorrow overflowed his net, and he did not know it. Never know......

He asked me to page, but I didn't wait for him to get back on the plane each time. I met him on the Internet by chance, and he would apologize to me again. I'd rather lie to myself, he's really busy...... I am like a fool on the dock of fools, waiting stupidly, the more I wait, the colder my heart becomes, and the more I wait, the more my heart sinks.

But he told me by e-mail that he liked me. Full of sweet promises, he said he would wait for me, even for the rest of his life, and he said he asked me to forgive him for not having time to contact me. I believed in him, even though I didn't think about asking for his promises.

Finally coming, we are getting farther and farther away, like a few seasons apart. Looking at the words he typed on the monitor, there was no expression, sentence by sentence, thinking about the beautiful and empty fireworks in the night sky. I deceived myself, but I couldn't fill the loss in my heart. I also swore that if he didn't come back to the plane, I would never pay attention to him again. However, as long as he says a word, I will listen to him, and I can't help but be attracted to him.

Somehow, this summer the weather was particularly strange, with more and more rain and dripping. I often stood by the phone booth, waiting stupidly, watching the raindrops fall drop by drop, all the way to my heart, and my mood was wet. It's like the tears in my heart, although they didn't fall from my eyes, but the heart lake burst the embankment......

Finally, I came to my senses. What mountains and seas oath, it's just that I am too stupid to believe it.

So, I stopped calling him. I no longer wait for his call, and change my name when I go online, so as not to meet him.

However, I never deleted his email. I'll go to see it often, fantasizing...... I can't hide from my thoughts, I can only rely on time to dilute the pain he left behind. Although it is very light, it is difficult to erase, like a wound, although it has scabbed, it hurts all the time.

But he never knew it......

Shan woke up from a coma, but she had no strength at all, her mind was blank, she didn't know how long she had been asleep, it seemed like a century, the ventilator in the intensive care unit was still helping her breathe, she tried to sit up, but her legs and feet were very disobedient. The man lying beside her bed was awakened by a strange sound, raised his head, burst into tears, and shouted heartbreakingly: "Doctor, doctor, she's awake, she's awake......"

Shan's eyes widened and she could see the man clearly, his eye sockets were deep, his face was haggard, his temples were white, and wrinkles were carved between his eyebrows. Shan looked at him, kindness spread in her heart, "Daddy......" Shan called softly. The man was stunned for a moment, suddenly hugged Shan tightly, and choked up, "You finally woke up, do you know that you have been in a coma for four years......" Tears fell on Shan's face.

Shan's body was still very weak, her beautiful face was a little pale, she couldn't remember what had happened in the past, and she learned about her story from her father: she was a cashier of a bank, had parents who loved her very much, and a boyfriend who loved her very much, and a month before the wedding, the security guard inside the bank became ill-willed, and one day, at noon, while she and another colleague were on duty, they robbed the bank at gunpoint. She and her colleague shouted for help, and were shot by a security guard, and the colleague died on the spot. Shan's operation lasted six hours, and although she tried her best to save her life, she never woke up because of a strong blow to her brain...... Shan's mother was greatly stimulated, and on the way home, she was hit by a truck and passed away with infinite concern and regret.

In the past few years, her father has sought medical treatment everywhere, and Shan has also traveled to the city's hospital, but the conclusion is the same: her chances of waking up are almost zero, and even if she does, she will be as intelligent as a child of several years. My father did not give up on the result of this thunderbolt on a sunny day, and he borrowed money everywhere, not giving up even the slightest expectation.

In order to finance the expensive medical bills, he sold his family's house, but soon there was little left. In order to cure Shan as soon as possible and save money, he worked sweating at the construction site during the day, went to the hospital to guard Shan at night, drank boiled water and steamed buns to satisfy his hunger when he was hungry, and took a nap by Shan's bed when he was sleepy, and long-term malnutrition and fatigue also led to physical weakness, but he was confident that he would be able to wait until Shan opened his eyes.

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After a month of rehabilitation, Shan was discharged from the hospital, but her speech was still a little slurred, and she had to continue to stay in the city and go to the hospital regularly for follow-up treatment. Her father took her to rent a room, took care of Shan's life during the day, and picked up some bottles and cans at night when Shan went to sleep, in exchange for a meager income.

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Shan's complexion gradually improved, and she learned to dress and cook by herself.

Her father bought her elementary school textbooks and taught her little by little, and slowly, she was able to read books and newspapers, and her words gradually became clearer. During the follow-up, the attending physician was surprised and agreed to introduce Shan to the hospital as a cleaner in order to reduce their burden.

The god of fate finally slowly smiled at Shan.