Chapter 304: Where Should My Love Belong?
Lu Xian walked in at this time, Lu Xian looked at the woman in front of him who made him think day and night, even after something happened, regardless of the danger, and insisted on wanting to see him, when he didn't see him, he thought that he would be very heartbreaking and sad, and he would have a lot of things to say to her, but when he really saw him, he opened his mouth and felt as if he couldn't say anything, so he looked at her in a daze.
Maybe on the way, he still thought that he had to tell her how much hardship he had experienced along the way, from the capital to Beiding, and from Beiding to the capital, this road was far away, and he had to avoid the pursuit of officers and soldiers, which was naturally very hard, and what was even harder was that he had to endure the torment of longing in his heart, which made him even more unbearable, so he was bent on telling Tuoba Yu all these things.
But the real feeling may be like this, when I didn't see it, I imagined the scene when I met many times, and thought about a lot of things to say when I met again, but when I really saw that person, I couldn't say anything, as if one look had conveyed all the meaning I wanted to express.
Tuoba Yu also didn't expect him to suddenly walk in at this time, but there was obviously a true affection for Lu Xian, so when she saw Lu Xian, she couldn't suppress the sadness in her heart, she didn't expect that now things have developed to this extent, and she didn't expect that Lu Xian would actually be the one who would do such a thing.
The two of them looked at each other like this, and no one took the initiative to start talking for a long time, they didn't expect that it would be such a scene when they met again, the two people were deeply affectionate, although they both loved each other, but this fate was so tricky, and now it seems that there will probably be no more opportunities to stay together.
Even if they really hope to be together again, but now that they have understood the situation, how can they still be together? It is a luxury to see each other now, and they cherish such an opportunity, and they probably will never see each other again.
"Why ...... You"
Tuoba Yu finally closed his eyes after a long time, then sighed and said these three words, turned his head again, no longer looked at Lu Xian's affectionate gaze, and then continued
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"Why did you do such a hurtful thing?"
Hearing this, Lu Xian was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting that Tuoba Yu would use the four words to describe what he had done, but after thinking about it carefully, it was indeed hurtful to the heavens and reason, so he sighed and said:
"I just don't want to, I'm just unwilling to force her into such a situation, she's just a woman, and I'm forced to be like this by him, how can I be willing!"
Lu Xian is really unwilling, it is because of this unwillingness that he will do such a thing.
"No matter what the reason is, anyway, it's hurtful for you to do this, I don't know if you're doing this, whether you're facing it yourself or not the same Lu Xian as before, you've become too thorough, I can't even recognize you now!"
She listened to all his quibbles, Tuoba Yu's voice was a little choked, she never thought that all this would become like this when she came back, she never thought that her beloved would be such a ruthless person, could it be that she had never seen him clearly? Or the world changed too fast, and he became too fast.
How can he face him now? Although he still loves him in his heart, he must never be able to face him like before.
"Why not, since she dares to force me into such a situation, then she must be prepared to be retaliated by me, I dare to do it, what dare I not bear? I just killed a few people, so what, as long as I can drag her and Chu Mansion into the water, I don't care about all this!"
Lu Xian's eyes suddenly became resentful, probably because he mentioned Lin Qinghuan, who made him hate him to the core, and the things Lin Qinghuan did made him have no way not to care.
"You ......"
Tuoba Yu didn't expect him to come to such a situation and still be obsessed, and even thought that the things he did were right, and human life was so worthless in his eyes, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak.
After a pause, he slowly spoke:
"Since you don't care about anything else, does that mean you don't even care about me, so why do you still come to see me?
"I ...... I just remember you in my heart, so I came to you regardless of the danger, how can I not know that there are many crises in this capital, they have set up a net, want to catch me, but I still want to see you, I just have you in my heart, I can't bear you, so I will do this. ”
When Lu Xian heard Tuoba Yu say this, he hurriedly explained that he had him in his heart, if he didn't have her in his heart, how could he come back at such a great risk? If it weren't for her, Lu Xian would have run to a safe place a long time ago, but Lu Xian still risked his life to come back, just to see her, if this is not love, then how can it be regarded as having feelings for her?
"But since you have my words in your heart, how can you do such a thing, how should you let me face you!"
Tuoba Yu became more and more angry as he spoke.
Hearing her say this, seeing that Tuoba Yu had been thinking about this matter, he couldn't help but be a little angry, he thought that Tuoba Yu obviously didn't care about himself, so he would still be thinking about what he had done wrong at this time, instead of comforting himself, instead of choosing to accompany him, so he felt very angry.
Because in his opinion, this is not a big deal, although this incident has brought him to the current situation, but he feels that as long as he has the heart, he will definitely be able to make a comeback, so he didn't think about how serious this matter was, and he didn't know that he had been sentenced to death.
The two of them talked like this, and the two of them had different views and different views, so naturally they quarreled, and there was such a fierce quarrel.
"In that case, why don't you get out of this place quickly, don't come back, never again!"
After a long time, Tuoba Yu was probably really angry, pointing in the direction of the door and telling Lu Xian to leave here forever and never see each other again.
He was slightly stunned, he didn't seem to expect Tuoba Yu to say such a ruthless thing, he also felt a little sad in his heart, and couldn't help but hug Tuoba Yu into his arms, Tuoba Yu struggled, but there was no way to struggle, so he let Lu Xian hold him in his arms.
"In this world, you are the only person I am most reluctant to, if you let me go, then what should I do? I can't lose you, if I can, I will always be with you. ”
Lu Xian's voice also became gentle and low, at this time, he was not the Lu Xian who disregarded people's lives and was full of scheming, but an ordinary man who was as tender as water in the face of his beloved woman, at this time he let go of the wild ambition in his heart, and also let go of the fear of the end of the world, so he only held her with the woman in his arms wholeheartedly, as if he had the whole world, so he could take out all the tenderness.
Seeing Lu Xian at this time, even if he is a person who doesn't love him, he must be tempted, let alone Tuoba Yu, who loves him and loves him into his bone marrow.
"If you still have my words in your heart, just listen to my words and turn yourself in, if you take the initiative to turn yourself in, maybe the emperor will let you live because of your better attitude." ”
Tuoba Yu is also rare to see him so helpless, and his heart has softened, no matter what, this is the person he likes, if he is willing to surrender, of course he is willing to forgive him, if he surrenders, the emperor may let him live.
But if he wants to continue to escape, he will be caught at that time, and it will only be a dead end.
"I'm going back to the Tuoba tribe, this isn't my home after all. ”
Tuoba Yu said, sighing faintly, some things are not something they can do well if they want to.
It's like the fate of the two of them, although it is said that there is a fate for them to meet and a fate for them to know and love each other, but there is no fate for them to spend the rest of their lives together, it is estimated that it is impossible to be together for a lifetime in this life, if there is an afterlife, I hope there will be less ups and downs.
"No, I can't. ”
As soon as Lu Xian heard this, he shook his head decisively, he didn't want to turn himself in, he didn't want to surrender, his so-called good father would not let him go, and he didn't want Tuoba Yu to leave like this, he finally met her, Lu Xian hoped to be with Tuoba Yu all the time.
Tuoba Yu frowned when he saw Lu Xian's fierce reaction, and he didn't know what to say, he only knew that he had such a stubborn temper, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to persuade him.
"I won't turn myself in, my father will definitely not let me go, he never wanted to let anyone go, I don't want you to go, I want you to stay with me all the time!"
He shook his head very sadly, this was not what he wanted, he didn't want to turn himself in and he didn't want Tuoba Yu to leave him like this.
"But what can you do if you don't go? I can't help but go back, my home is not here, I always have to go back......"
Tuoba Yu, before you finished speaking, I saw Lu Xian's gaze diverted from him, looking at the Gu Pond on the side, as if he had seen something terrible from there.
Tuoba Yu looked over suspiciously, and then saw a person walking out from behind the Gu Pond, and that person was Lin Qingwan.