I like you so much, I like you so much that I forget myself, I like that I feel that this day is so difficult when I don't see you every day, I like that I will talk about you countless times with the people around me, the topic will always revolve around you, I like to see a fun tree and share it with you for the first time, I like it to feel inferior, I feel that I don't deserve you, I like it so much that I don't care if you like me or not. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

It's me who moved my heart first, and I seriously want to go with you to the end, some people say that the first to fall in love will hurt, the first serious will lose, but I don't care if I win or lose, I just want to be by your side and dig out my heart to you.

Because you're the one who is favored, you're always fearless. You'll forget what I've said several times, you'll ignore my advice, you'll send a lot of ambiguous text messages, you'd rather stay at home and play games than go out to pick me up, you'd rather stay at home than go to a movie with me.

Maybe I'm just a compromise for you under the chase of a dead face, or a temporary stop when you have no choice, or maybe it's just because I'm not ugly and I have my heart and lungs for you, so you choose to accept my pursuit.

But I don't want to think about the original purpose behind you being with me, for me, being with you is my greatest happiness. Because I like you, I just want to be with you.

Carefully maintain a sensible and well-behaved image, do your best to take care of and please, and strive to cultivate the same preferences as you, I don't play games and become a game fan, I am not good at drinking and drinking after losing games again and again, I drink a glass of wine after losing playing games again and again, save a long, long time to buy you a favorite watch, and I will also behave generously when the opposite sex chats with you.

I like you so much, I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid of your disgust, I'm afraid to see you unhappy, and I'm even more afraid to see you because I'm unhappy, so I try to satisfy you as much as possible, and the focus of my life has always been around you, so much so that I've forgotten how long I've not been truly happy.

All the efforts I made were to maintain my relationship with you, thinking that after a long time you would fall in love with me as much as I loved you, but what I waited for was betrayal.

That day, you said that you were going to work overtime, and I was bored and my friends went shopping, but when I saw you and the girl grinding their ears and temples, my good mood was swept away. I didn't want people to see my embarrassed appearance, so I hurried home with my friends.

I still can't help but have a showdown with you, wanting to hear a word of comfort or tell me that everything is a misunderstanding. In exchange, it was a sentence of "Since you already know, let's break up." Such a straightforward answer seems to be that I am the one who did the wrong.

Yes, all along, no matter who is wrong, it will always be me who apologizes, you will always look high, and I am the humble one.

At that moment, I finally understood that not all efforts can be exchanged for equal care, the balance of a person's best efforts to maintain will be unbalanced, and the effort and gain in the emotional world are never proportional.

You're leaving, I thought I'd be sad, I'd cry silently, I was so afraid of you leaving, but the moment you really want to leave I'm more relaxed than ever.

I have paid a lot, worked hard for a long time, and I have always loved you, but I have forgotten to love myself. This time, I can finally be myself, and I can finally say "It's good that you're gone, otherwise I'm always worried that you're leaving". If the heart is near, then the far road is short. Accustomed to making a phone call with each other, or communicating with the help of WeChat and QQ, tell the baby what he is doing, how much he has completed the work tasks he has undertaken, and whether he is tired of the recent work; or tell that the mood of longing is full of sunshine, or it is rainy and rainy; Or tell each other whether there is any pain and itching in the recent physical condition, so that each other can feel at ease and work with peace of mind...... No matter how many words they say, they all have a heart, and they feel very close to each other, and they are extremely happy. At this moment, there will be a warm warm current, turbulent through thousands of mountains and rivers, straight to the heart of longing, so that the worries in the heart melt like snow. Let the expectations in the dream also silently nourish the purest yearning in life at all times.

However, there will always be times when the loneliness and emptiness of no news will creep into my heart, grab my nerves, and hit my soul. I was so anxious that I wanted to make a phone call, but I had to close my eyes, stop my fingers, hold my phone tightly, and meditate for a while, and the baby's teachings in my memory will linger loudly in my ears: "Love soaked in blood is a ...... of mutual understanding, mutual encouragement, and mutual support." ......

"Ever since I had you, I've had an extra kind of concern. Love, but there is one more stumbling block, it turns out that the work is done as it is done, and it is said to go. But now that life has you, pushing and procrastinating, picking and choosing, always unwilling, but you can't get your understanding, and you put pressure on me instead. I never put pressure on you to work, I didn't embarrass you. But what about you, apart from being overly selfish, can't you be considerate and considerate of me? What am I really disappointed in you? I told you, but if you don't understand it, it's better not to say it. In this way, we are better for each other, you don't have to worry, I don't have pressure, and the work will be easier. Every time you come to me in a bad mood to talk to me, what else can I do besides worrying, even if I watch over you every day, you may not be in a good mood every day. I know that your own way has become your habit, there is no one else at all, I am really tired of going on like this, really. I want my heart to rest and let my heart be comforted...... "Faced with such a situation, I can only exile my soul in the process of torment, riding the horse of words, gazing at the starry sky in the depths of the silent night, and decorating my dark dreams by listening to those brilliant whispers, or approaching the slightest wisps of mottling, comforting the soul; Because I cherish and feel sorry for this difficult love, I can only keep the original intention of the wish, change the past in the long wait, Nirvana reborn, tenacious and lonely in the quiet depths of the night, feather thoughts in the busy and busy, wait in the long distance, wait for the only blow, blow away the shackles that shackle the soul, blow the green vitality, blow out a happy way to be side by side!

The long is not only the torment of waiting, but also the warmth of cutting the muscles into the skin and illuminating the liver and gallbladder guarding! Don't seek to be invisible, just to be heart-to-heart; Don't ask for morning and twilight, just to grow old together!

Companionship is the most affectionate confession, and waiting is the most extreme longing. When the gears of time quietly run over the long river of longing, all the good years that have been spent together can only become an illusion in the mind, should you choose to be depressed all day long, wash your face with tears, and borrow wine to eliminate your sorrows?

Baby, do you hear my waiting heartbeat? Do you see my swaggering arms?