Passion burns out

I can't write it anymore. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Continue to run naked next week, and run naked for five consecutive weeks before the new book period on the shelves, and I can't see the slightest hope that there will be recommendations, at the starting point, no recommendation means no exposure, and there will be no new readers to join. And when I occasionally ask for a recommendation vote, I don't see the number of votes increase every day, and the people who vote are almost always those people.

There is neither expectation nor excitement, so where is the motivation?

To be honest, I kept writing about a third of the time because there was a plot that I really wanted to write about when "The Outer Path" was about 800,000 to 1 million words, because I wanted to knock down the title of the last chapter, "Present and Future", which was exactly the same title as the first chapter. The reason for the remaining two-thirds is for the readers who support me every day, such as Mu Yihan, Xingyu, Cold Night Fishing, Dacidabeideh, Harry Dial, etc.

I'm really sorry for these readers who support me.

I really want to write "Waidao" down, but I don't see hope, not the hope of high subscriptions, nor the hope of putting it on the shelves, just the hope of recommendation.

But I don't see that hope.

The passion, which burned in despair for more than two months, burned out.

I knew that there would be readers who would scold after the eunuch, and I wanted to type "you can scold if you want" to show that I was chic, but I found that I couldn't do it, and I wasn't so relieved.

Only I know how much I wanted to finish the story of "The Outer Way", and I was the most uncomfortable person in the whole thing!

And every day after work, it takes time and energy, and even stays up late, and writes in vain for more than two months after the eunuch, and I am the one who suffers the most!

The last thing, readers who have rewarded me can add a book friend group (in the introduction), find me after adding a book friend group, and I will return the reward money to you.

That's it.

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