The low and charming voice crossed my ears, and for a moment, I was so confused that I couldn't help but want to reach out and hug Xi Mushen.

In the end, reason prevailed, and I pushed Xi Mushen's body away with all my might, and Xi Mushen's face looked at me with a little coldness.

"Mu Qingling. ”

"Xi Mushen, you have your own fiancée, I also have my own fiancé, our relationship has ceased to exist after the divorce, don't sit on these boring things. ”

"What I did to you, just boring to you?" Xi Mushen clenched his fists, as if he couldn't feel the pain, I looked at the blood, dripping on the floor, a shocking feeling, the position of the heart, a violent tremor.

Xi Mushen ...... Really crazy?

"Yes. "I closed my eyes and asked myself not to look at Xi Mushen, only with this look can I be ruthless.

"I know, Mu Qingling, you are more ruthless than anyone else, you woman...... There is no heart. ”

After Xi Mushen took a step back, he looked at me, chuckled, and left my hospital room without looking back.

I listened to Xi Mushen's footsteps leaving in a daze, and the strength of my body seemed to be drained at this moment.

I smiled bitterly, sat on the ground, and quietly looked at the blood on the ground for a long, long time.

Xi Mushen, what do you want me to do, what do you want me to do?

......

Xi Mubai died, and I accepted the fact that he died, but I still couldn't let go.

On the day Xi Mubai died, Xi Mubai's mother went crazy, so when she was in the hospital, she held a knife and wanted to kill me.

I feel very guilty about this, Xiao Yaran has been comforting me, saying not to blame myself for Xi Mubai's death.

But how could I not blame myself?

On the day of Xi Mubai's funeral, the weather was not very good, lightning and thunder, I looked at the lightning outside the window, and I felt melancholy in my heart, the man with a sunny smile died like this.

At this moment, I realized that life is actually really fragile, really fragile.

I stared outside for a long time, and I didn't open the door until the doorbell rang.

Seeing Xiao Yaran standing at the door in a black suit and solemn, I licked my lips and said, "Let's go." ”

Although Xi Mubai's mother may not want me to attend Xi Mubai's funeral, I still want to see Xi Mubai for the last time.

Xiao Yaran took my hand and comforted, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

"Hmm. ”

I glanced at Xiao Yaran and held Xiao Yaran's hand hard.

Xiao Yaran said that he was not wrong, he is here, I don't need to be so afraid.

On our way to Xi Mubai's funeral, it was already raining heavily.

This rain was very heavy and dripping, and even the car was a little difficult to walk.

"Qingling, now in a traffic jam, if you are sleepy, just lean on the side and sleep. Xiao Yaran turned around and said to me with a gentle gaze.

I nodded slightly, but I didn't feel sleepy.

I looked out the window at the rain, the hazy rain that made it impossible for me to see anything clearly.

I frowned and stared at the hurried pedestrians outside for a long time before the car walked slowly.

Normally, it would only take ten minutes to drive to the funeral place, but this time I don't know if it was because of the rain and traffic jam or because of what the relationship, Xiao Yaran and I took a long time.

When we arrived at the funeral place, it was already full of people, most of them were some relatives of the Xi family, although they usually did not have any contact, after all, if this kind of thing happened, they would also come to mourn.

After those people saw me appear, they looked at me with disdain one by one, and when I was Xi Mushen's wife, they looked at me with this kind of gaze, and I was used to it.

Xiao Yaran and I just stepped forward to bow and offer incense, and then stood silently aside.

Xi Mubai's mother, recognizing me, suddenly rushed towards me like crazy, but was caught by her daughter.

Xi Mubai has a younger sister, I knew before, but her sister has been abroad and has basically never come back, and I haven't seen it.

Her sister Xi Lingling glanced at me, and after leaving with her crazy mother, she walked towards me.

I thought she would question my eldest brother who killed her, but she only looked at me for a long time before she said, "Miss Mu, can you please come with me?"

I should have never known Xi Lingling, but I was a little surprised by her request.

Xiao Yaran held my hand, and when I was about to refuse, I stopped Xiao Yaran.

Since it is Xi Mubai's sister, I can't refuse, no matter what Xi Lingling wants to say to me, I will bear it.

"Good. I glanced at Xi Lingling and nodded.

"Qingling. Xiao Yaran still seemed to be worried that Xi Lingling would hurt me, so she couldn't help but hold my hands.

I looked at Xiao Yaran who was worried, and couldn't help but hold Xiao Yaran's hand and said, "Don't worry, I'll be fine." ”

Xiao Yaran said when she saw me like this, and then said to me with a calm face: "I'm waiting for you at the door, if you have anything, you must tell me." g”

"Hmm. ”

I looked at Xiao Yaran with a nervous face a little funny, and followed Xi Lingling upstairs.

Xi Mubai's funeral was originally held in the courtyard outside Xi Mubai's house, and Xi Lingling took me to Xi Mubai's room.

I looked at Xi Lingling with some doubts, but Xi Lingling didn't say anything.

"I've known you existed for a long time. After Xi Lingling took me to Xi Mubai's room, she suddenly said to me.

When I heard this, I looked at Xi Lingling with a little melancholy on her face with some confusion.

Xi Lingling's words made me a little confused, and even more incomprehensible.

I don't understand, what does Xi Lingling mean by this?

What does it mean to know that I exist a long time ago?

"Is it because I married Xi Mushen in the first place?" I looked at Xi Lingling and asked tentatively.

However, Xi Lingling just glanced at me and shook her head lightly.

"It's not. ”

"Before you married Xi Mushen, I actually knew about your existence. ”

Before that? When was that? Did I know Xi Lingling before? I don't remember it at all.

Xi Lingling walked to the edge of a drawer, opened the drawer, and took out a quaint-looking box from inside.

I looked at the box Xi Lingling held in my hand and looked at Xi Lingling inexplicably.

"There are my brother's memories of you. ”

Xi Mubai, memories for me.

"I think, my eldest brother, must have wanted you to see this wooden box, and now that he is gone, I think you have the right to know the contents of this box. ”

Xi Lingling's words made my heart gradually become heavy.

I walked in front of the box, looking at the delicate and small box, and my throat was a little dry.

"This is ......" I opened the box, and after seeing the contents inside, I looked at Xi Lingling in disbelief.

"My eldest brother is such a person, so stupid that it makes people feel distressed. Xi Lingling touched the box wistfully, looked at me, and shook her head.

I picked up the photo inside, looked at the familiar face in the photo, and couldn't help but cry.

This is a photo I took during my spring outing in my freshman year of high school, why did Xi Mubai have this photo.

"My eldest brother, in fact, I liked you for a long time, and I have always endured not telling you that when you were in high school, he originally wanted to confess to you, but later, he found out that the hot one you liked was Xi Mushen, and my eldest brother did not confess, but hid his thoughts. ”

"Over the years, he has been hiding very well, until one day, my eldest brother told me that you and Xi Mushen divorced, and he said that he was very happy, but he was very sad. ”

"I asked him, since she's divorced, can't you be with her? But do you know what my eldest brother said about this fool?"

He said, she still loves Xi Mushen in her heart, I don't want her to be embarrassed, I just need to secretly look at her every day. ”

"Xi Mubai ......" Hearing Xi Lingling's words, I couldn't control my tears and flooded my whole face.

I never knew that Xi Mubai was ...... to me Will it look like this......

I never thought that Xi Mubai...... Love is so humble......

"I'm not trying to blame you, I just think it's what my eldest brother meant, he wants you to know, his heart. ”

"Whether you've ever liked my big brother or not, I just hope you can remember that there was once a man who really loved you and loved you very much, and he could do nothing for you. ”

Xi Lingling's words made my heart very heavy.

I hugged the wooden box that Xi Mubai left for me and left Xi Mubai's room.

When I went down, Xiao Yaran was standing at the door, playing with a lighter, and after seeing me come down, Xiao Yaran threw the lighter aside and walked towards me.

"Are you crying like this?" Xiao Yaran couldn't help but say with a little embarrassment when she saw that I still had tears on my face, a handsome face.

I shook my head, held Xiao Yaran's hand, and whispered to Xiao Yaran, "Yaran, let's go." ”

Xi Mubai's incident made me clearly understand a truth, cherish the people in front of me.

I can't let Xiao Yaran become the second Xi Mubai.

Now that I have made up my mind, I will never be shaken again, and I will never be shaken by Xi Mushen's cholera mind.

When Xiao Yaran and I left Xi Mubai's house, the rain was very frightened, Xiao Yaran took my hand and took me, and when I left, I just bumped into Fang Tong and Xi Mushen who came to mourn.

When Xi Mushen saw me, he kept staring at me, even if Fang Tong was standing next to him at the moment.

"What a coincidence, I didn't expect Miss Mu to move so fast, is it more ashamed than to be so fast?" Fang Tong said to me with a sweet smile.

I'm too lazy to talk to him, after all, I'm not in a very good mood right now, and I don't want to talk to Fang Tong.

Fang Tong saw that I ignored her, and her face became extremely ugly.

"Yaran, let's go. I hugged the wooden box in my arms and said to Xiao Yaran.