Chapter 399, Grievances Since I Was a Child

Shi Yunyang suddenly had some heart palpitations, and he said, "I robbed you of your sweet potato, why?"

Lin Yan sneered: "Why, you came to ask me why, it's really ridiculous.Aren't you just trying to maintain the righteousness of your second young master of the Shangguan family? Phew, bullshit, it's just to make a show for the ** you are traveling with." Lao Tzu has poured blood mold for eight lifetimes, and he will run into you at that time!"

"What happened then?"

"Don't you remember? Hmph, you brought the Shangguan family's entourage, and the ** named Ouyang Jinglan, who saw me stealing things. You just wanted to be a hero in front of that woman, and you forced me down, took the sweet potato, and returned it to the store in a pretended way. What did you get, that ** just praised you a few words. But what you have given me, you have robbed me of all hope. When I returned to the col, my mother was already dead, and she was still waiting for me to bring food back, and her eyes were not closed. When I buried my mother, all the meaning of my life changed. I swear to seek revenge on all those who have hurt me, and I swear that what I have borne on me will be repaid tenfold and hundredfold. ”

Shi Yunyang said, "That's why you hate me so much?"

Lin Yan glanced at him mockingly and said, "Don't you really want to hear it?" Shut your mouth, Lao Tzu hasn't finished speaking. ”

Shi Yunyang was really silent and listened to him. "Later, I infiltrated the group of traffickers who forced my mother to death and poisoned them one by one. When I cut out the hearts of those men and women, I suddenly felt extremely happy, in fact, killing people is also a very enjoyable process. I dug out all the hearts of seventy-two people, and that was the first sacrifice I made to my mother. ”

Luo Xiaocheng was shocked: "It turns out that the heart-digging headless case in Chang'an nine years ago was actually done by you. ”

Lin Yan smiled proudly. "That's right, no one would point the finger at a little beggar who has nothing. Those people, they all deserve to die!" he laughed a few times, and suddenly said, "Solve them, and the next thing will naturally be you." The Shangguan Mansion was heavily guarded, and it took me a month to enter the compound, and of course I finally found you. You'll probably be able to guess what happened next. ”

Shi Yunyang thought for a moment and said, "It turns out that the serious illness I was born when I was fourteen years old was poisoned by you. ”

Lin Yan said: "Yes, I made a mistake back then, I should have put Heding Red in your meal, but at that time I was carried away by hatred, and the poison I gave was floating rot, a medicine that can make people's intestines slowly fester." If this is the best medicine I can get from human traffickers, there is no antidote in the world. I just want you to die slowly, painfully. Let you taste what it is like to be miserable. It's a pity, people are not as good as heaven, your father actually has a friendship with Kunlun Mountain Xuanputang, and he actually entrusted you to Tianqian. He brought you back to Kunlun Mountain, I didn't see you die with my own eyes, how could I be willing, so I went through thousands of dangers and also went to Kunlun Mountain. Hmph, that's fate. I almost fell off a cliff several times on my way up the mountain, but I survived. And at that time, Elder Huoli happened to pass by, and he easily brought the frozen me back to Xuanpu Hall.

Later, when I woke up, I went under his door. Became a disciple who left the hall, at that time, the Eight Great Elders did not recruit descendant disciples, but I heard that you were accepted by Elder Tianqian as the chief of the throne. From that day on, in three years, I never had a chance to see you. You don't know that I am a junior brother. Three years later, you came out alive, and your swordsmanship has long since outdone me. Naturally, I can't kill you anymore, I can only frantically enhance my strength, make myself stronger, and make myself the chief disciple of the church, I did it, step by step, I trampled everyone under my feet. That's when I suddenly changed my mind.

At that time, you were so beautiful, the first in the entire sect of swordsmanship, and you became a well-deserved senior brother of the Xu Zi generation. And I will always be trampled under your feet, one day, as long as I can press you down, let you lose at my feet, and let you be embarrassed and humiliated in front of the heroes of the world, I feel happy to think about it. But I'm always a little bit behind, no matter how hard I try, I'm always a big step behind you. All the scenery is still occupied by you, and I will never be taken seriously. ”

"That's all?" The strength in Shi Yunyang's hand did not decrease, but the fierceness in his eyes was slightly weaker.

"Isn't that enough, you have taken everything that should have belonged to me, and what kind of life should I have lived without you? It's not food, but at least it's not forever surrounded by hatred and pain. I'd rather live the ordinary life of a little beggar. But all the changes are because of you. Even the woman I love has been taken away by you. ”

"Xu Hua? Unfortunately, I can't really remember what I have to do with her. ”

"It's okay, what's the use of thinking about it, can you still compensate me? Since you already have an Ouyang Jinglan, why do you want to confuse Xu Hua. When she rejected me, when you led this woman back to Kunlun Mountain and broke her heart, all kinds of hatred were intertwined, do you think our hatred can still be resolved in this life?"

After listening to what Lin Yan said, Shi Yunyang finally knew the reason why Lin Yan had been an enemy of him for so many years, and he couldn't imagine that the source of the matter was because of a sweet potato, the world was unpredictable, how could he know that such a small ignorant young man had caused so many years of hostility.

Shi Yunyang pondered for a moment and did not speak, Lin Yan saw that he was speechless, and said with a smile: "Are you ashamed of the sins you have created?"

Shi Yunyang looked at his blood-colored eyes, shook his head, and said, "Lin Yan, maybe I was too arrogant at that time and didn't have any sympathy. It's not mine, and if I give you a few pennies, maybe we'll still be friends. But in any case, time cannot be turned back, and if I were to choose now, I would still stop you from stealing, and I didn't do anything wrong at that time. You have avenged with your own hands, and you should let go of it as soon as you can. Why sacrifice so many innocent people. ”

Lin Yan grabbed Shi Yunyang's wrist with one hand, wanted to stretch out his neck to get close to his face, and said, "Fart, you killed those people." ”

"At the end of the seventeenth year of Kunlun's martial arts competition, what did Chi Xuan tell you, you actually joined the demon clan willingly. ”

Lin Yan was stunned for a moment and said, "How do you know Chi Xuan?"

Shi Yunyang said: "Lu Jianping, this person, when you were unremarkable, but when you disappeared, he suddenly emerged, he is Chixuan, a member of the Jiuli clan." Demon Puppet. I don't think you've been conspiring with each other for a day or two. ”

Lin Yan said: "Hearing you say this, I'm afraid he is dead." ”

Shi Yunyang nodded, Lin Yan laughed, and said, "Yes, but what's the matter?" Chi Xuan promised me that as long as I can join the Demon Clan, he will not only kill you, but also help me get what I want. Including resurrecting my mother. ”

Shi Yunyang nodded and said: "This condition is tempting enough, but it is really heavier than your conscience, do you think about how many innocent lives you have killed since you became a demon, so many junior brothers and sisters in Xuanputang have all died under your hands, the people you killed with your own hands, they all have their own relatives and lovers, which one is not as miserable as you, the old and weak women and children you killed are about the same age as your mother, don't they have their own children." Why should your hatred alone expand to the whole world? Why do you want to pull up the whole human world, if your mother knows about it, she will definitely scold you and scold you for the world. ”

Lin Yan was noncommittal, and after a while, he said: "You are right, the debts of the two of us in this life should also be understood, come on, Shangguan Chengfeng, in this life, you forced me to be a bastard, and all our grievances will be cleared from the moment I died." In fact, I hope that there will be an afterlife, that I can go to Nawangxiangtai to drink a bowl of forgetful water, be reincarnated cleanly, and live an ordinary life. You have made my life too tired for my life, I hate you, and I will always hate you! Even if our grievances disappear, I will always hate you, curse you for not dying well, you will be alone forever, you will be abandoned by the people you love, you will not have a perfect ending. All the people who follow you don't end well, you're just like me, even if you die with regret and eternal pain, hahaha. ”

Lin Yan laughed loudly, and that laughter was full of ridicule, sarcasm, and pride, as if all the hatred for so many years had been avenged overnight. Shi Yunyang had never heard Lin Yan laugh so unbridledly, and that laughter seemed to be full of lightness, the ease brought by unloading the burden of a lifetime. But there was desolation in that laughter, mockery of oneself. This laughter is incomparably complicated, it seems to be Lin Yan's indictment of the Mandate of Heaven, a strong dissatisfaction with fate and an alternative hissing cry.

Shi Yunyang listened to his laughter, and an emptiness gradually appeared in his mind, and he suddenly felt that Lin Yan was not as annoying as he usually looked, and he was just a poor person who was tricked by fate. He has not followed the path he wants in this life, he has always been kidnapped by hatred, and he has always used his darkest side to meet the world, it is not that he has no bright side, but this shadow is already too big, so big that it has covered all his light. No matter which corner he turned, the sun was always in front of him, it was not that he had not pursued, but fate did not give him this opportunity.

Fate is unfair, and as soon as everyone is born, the ending has already been written on the wheel of life. What kind of life fate has arranged for people, we can't predict. There are sorrows and joys, there are sorrows and joys, but fate gives us the opportunity to choose, we can reach this end point from different paths, or jump thousands of mountains and go thousands of miles, which can be good or evil. Time is unstoppable, after all, it is to reach that end, no matter what, as long as the path chosen is the one that truly belongs to you, once you reach that ethereal end, except for this process, it is no longer important.