Chu Yan's eyes slowly opened, and he glanced at the closed door, Xiao Zhuge sat on the side and slowly shook a wine glass, only a pair of eyes looked at her narrowly, with a flirtatious smile on the corner of his mouth, "This is a good wine that Jian Zun has hidden for decades, do you want a glass?"

Chu Yan looked at the smugness in his eyes, raised his eyebrows and looked at him, he is still him, this world is changing, and his little Zhuge peerless wisdom remains the same, slowly got up and sat by the window. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Xiao Zhuge poured a glass of wine and handed it to her, with the laziness of the past in his eyes, in his eyes, no matter how deep the love and hatred is, it is just a few words on the paper, and after a long time, it will eventually fade and forget.

Chu Yan took it, the more she drank the wine, the warmer it became, but for her, no matter how much she drank the wine, her heart was cold, and when she drank it all, Xiao Zhuge looked at her and frowned, "Drinking too much wine hurts your body, it's better to drink less,"

Chu Yan didn't raise his eyebrows, and poured another glass directly, but before he touched the wine glass, Xiao Zhuge suddenly reached out and held it down, took it and handed it to her, "A glass of respect for the past, no matter how bitter it is, don't look back," His eyes stared at her for a moment, but with rare seriousness.

Chu Yan looked at him, and a hint of self-deprecation flashed in his eyes, "This wine, how can it get colder the more you drink it." ”

Xiao Zhuge held the wine glass with a trembling hand, looking at her like this, his heart was also desolate, and he blurted out, "Chu Yan, do you hate your master?"

Hate, isn't it a person she thinks and hates from beginning to end?

"When Mu Yan brought you back yesterday, he was covered in scars, I don't know how he found you, but he didn't even want his life for you, Chu Yan, even if everyone in the world hates you and kills you, he will stand by your side desperately, your life is far more important to him than himself. After Xiao Zhuge looked at her full of loneliness, he was sad, what he could do for her was to give her hope of living.

"What's wrong with him?"

Xiao Zhuge was stunned for a while, and then said slowly, "Do you remember the competition between you and that senior?" At that time, they refused to save you, it was Mu Yan who knelt down and pleaded word by word, but you were so injured that the poison had penetrated into the bones and could only fight the poison with poison, it was Mu Yan who drank the poison they gave to dissolve the poison in your body, your poison was cured, but there was no cure, you were trapped by Qu Hanyuan, he fell for Qu Hanyuan's trick in order to save you, and he woke up bloody and wanted to find you at the first sight, and when he brought you back, he was still begging his master to save you, you don't know this, for you, he has done everything he can, Chu Yan, even if it is for him, how can you bear to die？”

Chu Yan looked at the fragrant wine in the wine glass, Mu Yan, Mu Yan, his hanging hand was tightly clenched in a place he couldn't see, and he endured, "Why are you telling me this?"

"Because only you can save him," he sighed lightly and said with a smile, "You can't see, you are very important in the hearts of many people, and Mu Yan is one." ”

"What about you?"

Xiao Zhuge looked at the sadness in his heart, "You know who I am, I'm afraid of death." He is indeed afraid of death, but there is still a side in his heart, which he never knew, he always thought that he was the most free and easy one, but he didn't know when he was already in it, the secret was the persistence he always believed, it turned out that in front of important people, it would collapse in a moment.

Chu Yan'an sat quietly in a dim place, he couldn't see the emotions in her eyes clearly, and suddenly said loudly, "The person in your heart is Mu Yan, right?" His face was indifferent, but the loss in his eyes flashed, took another wine glass, and drank it all, I am always a child in your eyes.

Chu Yan hid in the dim corner, no longer speaking, he stood up and walked slowly closer, "Chu Yan, for the sake of our acquaintance, can I see your true face?"

Chu Yan looked up at him, and his eyes immediately lit up, with a narrow smile in his eyes, "You're drunk." ”

Xiao Zhuge chuckled, with a faint sadness between his eyebrows, and suddenly held her hand, and there was gloom in his voice, "I want to know if you look good?" ”

Xiao Zhuge was awakened by the cold touch of her fingertips, and after a while, his eyes were clear and clear, and the corners of his lips were hooked, "This wine is very delicious," sat down straight, and was silent for a moment Chu Yan turned his head to look at him, the corners of his eyebrows and eyes were intoxicated, and he fell asleep on the table and looked more and more like a child.

Chu Yan looked at him and smiled sadly, got up and put a cloak on the bedside over him, and then heard the sound of the door closing.

Xiao Zhuge tightened the cloak on his body, hooked the corners of his lips and smiled and whispered, "Actually, so am I." "You're so important to me that I can't believe it.

The night is getting thicker and thicker, she stands in the night, the whole person seems to be integrated with the night, the breeze gusts but for no reason makes her feel a chill, three years, suddenly like a dream.

The sound of steady footsteps sounded behind herself, Mu Yan stood beside her, Chu Yan suddenly grabbed his wrist, his body stiffened, and when she reacted, she had already let go, "How did you get poisoned?"

He was stunned but didn't speak, "When are you going to hide it?"

Mu Yan seemed to sigh and turned to look at her, "When did you know?"

"I said, don't be too good to people, you don't want to die?" Mu Yan heard a trace of depression and anger in her voice, in fact, he was very happy, he would rather her be so flesh-and-blood angry than he would be so businessless and forbearing.

"Aren't I alive and well now, Chu Yan, can't you still forgive my master?" Mu Yan looked at the look on her face cautiously, not letting go of the slightest.

"Before, I didn't believe in fate, only in my master, but now ・・・・・・ I have nothing. ”

Mu Yan's heart twitched when she looked at her quiet appearance, her lips trembled but she didn't say anything after all, and gently held her cold hand, "Tomorrow, don't you go, okay?"

Chu Yan's body shook for a moment, and he broke free from his hand, "I'm sorry, I'm not worth it." ”

Mu Yan looked at her with a heartache, and there was a complexity in her eyes that she had never felt before, "Count me begging you, I'm begging you, okay? Why are you so persistent?"

Chu Yan turned his head and looked at her quietly, her heart was empty, was she persistent, she was obsessed, she was obsessed, she was obsessed with her master, she was obsessed with hatred, she was obsessed with life and death, and now, there was nothing she was nostalgic for, she didn't even have anything to be attached to.

"Chu Yan, in your eyes, what am I?" Chu Yan couldn't help but be stunned when he looked at him, his lips were a little pale, and his eyes were thick and black that could not be dissolved, and looking at her for a moment made her slightly suffocated.

"I," "Don't say it. Mu Yan interrupted Chu Yan's unspoken words, and hugged her tightly in his arms, tightly unwilling to let go, the pain in his body kept churning, and each time it was more tormented than before.

Mu Yan hugged Chu Yan and whispered softly in her ear, "Chu Yan, don't you really know this way? I followed you not to save my heart, not to hide the scriptures and treasures, not to wander the rivers and lakes, I can't see you hurt, I can't see you sad, I can't see you live so desperately and painfully, do you understand? You will be fine, no matter when I will let you have anything, even if your mother doesn't want you, your master doesn't want you, you still have me, I won't leave you, I will never ・・・・・・"

Chu Yan's tears slipped down his cheeks one by one, and there was a bitterness in his heart that he couldn't tell what it was like, and he whimpered in his arms, Mu Yan gently patted her back, and there was a bottom line in a strong person, she had too much pain in her heart, he was afraid, he was afraid that these scars would make her collapse little by little, no one knew how much he liked her, Xiao Zhuge was right, he knew that she was a daughter for a long time, Chu Yan, I once said that I had a loved one in my heart, what you didn't know was ・・・・・・ that person was you.