Chapter 186: Bliss and Loneliness Drink to the moon
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After a while, many years of long-cherished wish have been realized, and many elders who used to look at themselves like children, puppets, and playthings, are all under themselves at this moment, groaning arrogantly, and letting themselves fish at will. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Ayuer is full of ambition at this moment, a hundred years of life, there is no current scenery in the past, life should be like this, holding a seven-foot sword, cutting the world's heroes, sleeping with the world's beauties, as long as their strength is strong enough, then everything can be done, anything can be obtained, this is life.
Ayu'er left the dormitory and walked in the mountain gate of the Bliss ** Sect, countless disciples of the Bliss ** Sect, seeing him, were in awe in their eyes, and saluted him respectfully, this respect was from the heart.
All the disciples of the Bliss ** Sect are full of spirits, and at this moment, the Bliss ** Sect is no longer the soft persimmon it used to be, and it can be bullied at will, and everyone is extremely happy.
You can get what you want, you can make your friends and relatives so happy, what are the regrets in life, Ayuer's heart is extremely proud, there is nothing more happy than this moment in this life, so happy.
The young man is ambitious, proud, with a sword in his hand, eager to be higher than the sky.
At this moment, he needs someone to share, everyone is like this, and at this moment he thinks of that senior, the first person in the world who selflessly helps him.
He walked quickly to the forbidden place under the mountain gate, on the cliff, where he knew that his predecessor would be waiting for him.
Coming to the platform, Ayuer shouted:
"Senpai, Senpai, I won, I succeeded, I ......"
After shouting loudly, Ayuer found that there was no one on the platform, only four words:
Shape up or ship out.
The senior disappeared, gone, and returned to his Xuanyuan Sword Sect. Never again.
It's like a child who struggles hard and finally succeeds, returns home and wants to confide in his parents, but the moment he comes home, he finds that his home is gone, his parents are gone, and no one listens to his efforts. His success became meaningless.
The happiness that made him extremely excited at this moment suddenly became meaningless, and in an instant Ayu'er felt a sense of loss, an incomparably painful loss, like the feeling of losing everything.
He sat on the platform, alone, silent.
Loneliness, boundless loneliness, poured into my heart.
He didn't know that Yu Zecheng was by his side, and he kept looking at him gently.
Ayuer is now at a critical point in her life, and it is easy to kill the enemy, but it is difficult to break through this blissful situation.
What is bliss, that is the ultimate happiness in the world, but what is after this bliss, the so-called happiness does not last long, happiness gives rise to sorrow, and after bliss is the endless suffering after losing this happiness.
At that time, the predecessors of the ** Sect of Bliss honed their hearts and surnames with the help of this process of pursuing Bliss and never getting it.
At the same time, through gaining bliss, losing bliss, and pursuing bliss again, in the process, awaken to one's own heart, understand what one really wants, and use it to refine one's heart surname, move one's heart to endure one's surname, comprehend heaven and earth, and finally reach omnipotence and ascend to the fairy world.
The Bliss ** Sect looks at the pursuit of happiness in life, in fact, in the process of this pursuit, with the help of the pain of getting lost and not being able to ask for, to hone oneself.
The center of the ten thousand flowers does not move, I know all the feelings in the world, and the bliss disappears the body and soul, and the extreme is **.
Therefore, back then, the Bliss ** Sect was rampant in the world, and no one could stop it, but just like this Bliss, happiness will definitely disappear after that.
After the Bliss ** Sect finally suffered several catastrophes, the predecessors fell, the exercises were lost, and the sect changed greatly, from the original pursuit of various bliss, gradually moved closer to the love of fish and water, and the happy feeling of intercourse.
Because the formula is lost, it has to be so, because this kind of happiness is the easiest to obtain, the most basic human instinct. As for the final breakthrough to the Realm of Bliss, it will be even more lost.
Therefore, the Bliss ** Sect is becoming more and more broken, and this is the fundamental reason.
Why did the water jade fairy rise to the ** Sect of Bliss, in fact, when she fell in love with Xiang Manyi, it was the pinnacle of her bliss.
But suddenly, Xiang Manyi died in battle, and the flowers fell, the mandarin duck folded its wings, and the bliss instantly turned into extreme pain, and the water jade fairy broke through the realm of bliss to have such an achievement.
Ayuer, Yu Zewei wanted to bring him back to the Xuanyuan Sword Sect and accept him as a disciple of Xuanyuan, but Ayuer chose his own path, he would not join the Xuanyuan Sword Sect, he was born as a disciple of the Bliss ** Sect, the Dead Bliss ** Sect, since the son made a decision, the father had to do his best to help.
Pity the hearts of parents in the world, parents can give up everything for their son.
Ayu'er is completely a second ancestor, and under the pampering of the water jade fairy, he knows the suffering of the world.
However, in contact with him, Yu Zecheng found that Ayuer was not the kind of wicked person who bullied the weak and deprived others of happiness at will, but became a puppet of others and was bullied.
It can be said that there is a kind of weakness in his surname, but there is also a kind of strength.
Seeing that the sect was about to perish, he fantasized about using his feelings and his body to change everything, but he was abandoned by others, and his hard work was a plaything in the eyes of others, and he had to say that it was a kind of sadness.
When he swung his sword to kill his past lover, few people knew the pain in his heart.
Therefore, Yu Zecheng taught him supreme swordsmanship, let him regain his self-esteem, run rampant in the world, let him act recklessly, and do whatever he wants.
Ayu'er is different from others, his birth is because Na Yaxiang was conceived by the Dao of Light when she was the Great Commander of Shi Tihuan, and she was born with the existence of the laws of heaven. He can be said to be born with a return to the true one, and he was born with the laws of the Heavenly Dao.
The control of the laws of the Heavenly Dao was completely his instinct, compared to all the cultivators who had cultivated for countless years, then he had the laws of the Heavenly Dao, and he was one step ahead of the starting line.
Therefore, he can master the supreme swordsmanship within a hundred days in the martial arts space, and he can control the tenth-order flying sword, and he doesn't have to work as hard as Yu Zecheng to achieve such a realm, this is an innate advantage, which cannot be changed.
At this moment, Yu Zecheng's sudden departure made him lose that bliss in an instant, and he gradually fell into a blissful realm.
Ayu'er sat there, unsettled, the seniors just left, without even saying goodbye, and finally sighed and returned to the sect.
Back in the dormitory, the five Shinichi of Xingxing, Tsing Yi, Ziwei, Narcissus, and Muyan treated him with diametrically opposite attitudes, some were as enthusiastic as fire, and some were extremely cold.
Ayuer enjoys the treatment of the emperor of the world here, and countless beauties are around, doing whatever you want.
But after a long time, an indescribable loneliness appeared in my heart.
In the past, he was surrounded by countless beauties, and all the beauties could give everything for him. After reading all the flowers, the happiness of ** is not attractive to him at all.
Now that I have the initiative, I can do whatever I want, and the kind of wanton behavior, the joy of picking all the women, but gradually dissipated.
Looking at the countless beauties in front of him, the graceful and wonderful body, now in his eyes, is a pink skeleton, and he doesn't feel it at all.
On the contrary, his heart was cold, and he did not feel a trace of it.
Will these people be like Arou and the others, in fact, they just treat themselves as playthings, and at critical moments, they will only betray themselves.
Ayuer doesn't know, really doesn't know.
Walking in the sect, countless people saluted respectfully, but he saw awe in their eyes, except for awe, he didn't notice worship, there was no other feeling, they were all afraid of themselves, maybe they were just afraid of themselves.
After bliss, there is endless loneliness, endless suffering.
Ayuer walked among the crowds, but among the thousands of people, it was as if she was the only one, lonely here.
Where is my way, what should I do in the future, where should I go, what is my life, why am I born in the world, what is the meaning of me here, what is the purpose of my life?
Countless delusions kept popping up in Ayuer's mind, and he didn't know what to do.
The previous happiness has no meaning, and life has no direction at this moment.
Before he knew it, he was back on the platform, where he had been dating the women, but the women had betrayed him and died by his sword.
It would be nice if the seniors were here, Ayuer's heart kept reverie.
Walking onto the platform, suddenly he smiled.
In front of his eyes, the seniors appeared again, and he did not abandon himself.
There is a stone platform in front of the senior, on the stone platform, four meat and four vegetables, a pot of turbid wine, Yu Zecheng is waiting for him silently there.
Ayu'er walked over quickly and shouted:
"Senior ......"
There was nothing more to say, only tears flowing.
Yu Zecheng smiled at him and said:
"Is it lonely? After bliss, is it endless loneliness?"
Ayu'er nodded and said:
"yes, endless loneliness. All the previous pleasures are meaningless. ”
余Zecheng says:
"No, happiness is still happiness, it's just a different angle. Come sit down and have a drink with me. ”
The two sat down, drank fragrant meat and wine, and raised their glasses to drink.
Yu Zecheng said slowly:
"It's your own choice, and I respect your choice.
I, the Xuanyuan Sword Sect, must have no hesitation, hold on to the sword in my hand, persevere to the end, and fight until the last moment.
You have to endure this loneliness, pursue bliss, and finally lose bliss, and practice your heart hard in this loneliness.
This is the fate of you and me, you and I are monks, stepping on the immortal road, we have to go on like this, whether it is bitter or happy, everything is endured and persevered to the end. ”
Ayur says:
"But why do we have to be like this? Is this all my life going to be?"
余Zecheng says:
"It doesn't matter, the important thing is that we have already embarked on this immortal path, so we have to go on.
Only persevere, for our ideals, for our relatives, for our struggles.
This is our life, and such a life will have no regrets.
If you still can't figure it out now, then don't think about it, after you go back, you continue to think about it, and finally choose your choice, you come to me again and tell me your choice.
Don't think about it now, come, have a drink with me. ”
Ayu'er smiled, raised her glass, and said:
"It's an honor to have a drink with the first person in the world. ”
The two sat in the sky, the breeze blew, a glass of turbid wine, drank to the moon, father and son got together, and they were happy.
(To be continued)