Chapter 895, I wish not to look back

As soon as Han Lun walked out of the door of the East Chamber, Yu'er chased him out.

"Han Lun, you stop!"

Han Lun stopped and turned around, Yu'er happened to also walk up to him, and reprimanded: "Why are you talking about this now, my mother has just passed away less than a month, and I will marry immediately, what is it like." ”

Han Lun said: "Haven't we been looking forward to this day all along, Yu'er, this is very important to me." ”

Linghu Yu'er shook her head and said with a straight face: "I know, but this is not something we can foresee." ”

Han Lun was a little unhappy in his heart, but he still held his breath, after all, what Yu'er did was also human nature. He walked up and put his arm around her shoulders and asked, "What do you want to do then?"

Yu'er bowed her head and said after a while: "I want to keep filial piety for my mother for three years, and I won't go anywhere." Dad is not in good health, and the Linghu family has declined, so I want to stay and take care of him. ”

Han Lun was taken aback and said, "What about me?"

Yu'er was silent for a long time, tilting her head sideways and not daring to look at him. Han Lun said: "Yu'er, I know that Linghu Gong is not in good health, but he must be very happy to see you married." ”

Yu'er turned to the side, closed her eyes, tears fell again, she said: "I haven't even been able to see my mother for the last time, if it wasn't for my father and mother to take me in, maybe I would have starved to death on the street." The son wants to raise but does not wait, Yu'er can't raise it when she is born, and she can't be buried when she dies, so she only hopes to be able to keep filial piety for her for three years, so as to fulfill this filial piety and make up for the guilt in her heart a little. ”

When Han Lun heard this, he immediately stood still, unable to speak for a long time. He clenched his hands tightly and nodded in desperation. He said, "I won't force you. You are right. Yu'er turned around, hugged his waist, and said, "Han Lun, I'm sorry, I know you're sad and disappointed." But I can only choose to be sorry for you, and I know that you will forgive me. ”

Han Lun nodded and hugged her quietly. My heart seemed to suddenly become heavy, and the breeze blew, although it was the height of summer, I felt a bitter cold in my heart.

"Ahem!!" A coughing sound came into the ears of the two, Yu'er broke away from his embrace, and when he looked back, he saw Linghu Cheng walking out against the door, one foot seemed to be weak, and he couldn't step over the low threshold. At this time, the light outside the event was bright, which made the fox man's expression even more haggard, his eyes were red, his skin was pale, and he looked terminally ill.

Yu'er hurriedly went up to help him, went out, and asked him to sit on a small stone bench in the courtyard. He hurried back to the house and got a thick garment to put on for him. Ling Hugong coughed twice, and beckoned both of them to sit down. Yu'er and Han Lun didn't dare to disobey, so they sat down beside him.

Linghu said fairly: "Yu'er, your mother said a word before leaving. ”

"What did my mother say?" asked Yu'er when she heard the voice. Linghu Gong said solemnly: "She said that she has two biggest regrets in her life, one is that she failed to add a man to my Linghu family to continue the incense." The other is that she regrets not seeing you get married. When Yu'er heard the sound, her eyes were sour. She couldn't say anything, and after a while, she glanced at Han Lun resentfully, her voice trembled when she wanted to cry, and said, "I blame you, if only you hadn't pushed back two years ago."

Han Lun: "Me"

"Hey, how can you blame him, at that time, my father was afraid that you would regret it on a whim, at that time, you couldn't do anything, and my father didn't think anything about it. Linghu Gong said, Han Lun arched his hand and said, "Thank you for your understanding." ”

Yu'er flattened her lips and annoyed him, so that the fox pat her on the shoulder, and she coughed again. Yu'er hurriedly smoothed his chest for him and said, "Dad, we have a friend who has good medical skills, so Yu'er will go to her to treat her father." As she spoke, she was about to get up, but Linghu Gong stopped her and ordered her to sit down. said: "Dad's illness is not urgent, it doesn't matter if it's early or late." I heard you both just talking. ”

When Yu'er heard this, she was silent for a while, and suddenly said firmly: "Dad, let me take care of you by your side for a while." ”

Linghu said fairly: "Your great-grandfather and your grandfather are both old ministers of the Northern Zhou Dynasty, and our Linghu family is also considered a family dignitary. The two of you children are happy with each other, and this family affair is the right one, and my father is very happy. Although it is not in accordance with the rules for Han Xiaogongzi to come to propose marriage in person, it also shows his sincerity. If you want to get married, Dad will never object. ”

Yu'er shook her head and said: "Yu'er has been taken care of by her father and mother for many years, and she has never had a chance to repay her, even if her mother and daughter want to accompany her father more, I don't want to regret it anymore." Besides, if her daughter gets married now, I don't know how many rumors and slander she will incur. ”

Linghu said fairly: "When my daughter is older, she always has to get married, I am a bad old man, I read history books all day long, and I have seal scriptures." Where can I take care of you. This is your mother's last wish, then again, my father doesn't know if he can live until three years later, if his father is not there in three years, won't you have to keep filial piety for three years, how can there be so many three years in a woman's family enough for you to squander, marry you out early, and watch you live happily, this is what my father and mother want to see the most. ”

Yu'er pouted and said, "Bah, Daddy has a long life." ”

Ling Hu Gong laughed, and suddenly coughed badly, Han Lun immediately found a warm pill for him to take, and the situation improved slightly.

Yu'er said angrily: "You are so anxious to marry me off, as if you don't want a daughter." ”

Linghu Gong smiled: "You have such a stubborn temperament, my father used to be really worried that you wouldn't be able to get married." But now it's okay, and Dad is relieved. Han Xiaogongzi is very good, you have made people wait for you for three years, and you have to regret missing someone. ”

Yu'er raised her fist and said, "He dares." ”

Linghu said fairly: "This matter is so decided, Han Gongzi, after a disaster, I Linghu family is also considered to be in the middle for a while, but my daughter's family affairs are not sloppy, your Yangzhou Han family is the richest man in Jiangnan, and you will not treat Yu'er badly." I can rest assured, but all the etiquette, your Han family must not be missing. And this day needs to be determined by me. ”

Han Lun said happily: "Wansheng knows, my lord's words Han Lun wrote down." Late Sheng rushed back to Yangzhou today to discuss the matter with his father, and all etiquette will not be lacking. The Late Life will repair the Linghu Mansion in the middle of the month and resettle a large number of victims in Chang'an City. ”

Ling Hugong's eyes flashed, and he said with relief: "Yes, what the old man thinks in his heart is also perceived by you." Yes, the national disaster is at the head, although the two of you can not avoid the family, but you have to avoid the national disaster. There is still a disaster victim in Chang'an, so your marriage cannot be held. ”

Han Lun said: "The love of children is not a big fact for the country. Rest assured, our Han family will definitely settle the victims properly. ”

Linghu Gong nodded and said: "This is a huge expense, you should go back and discuss with Ling Zun first, this is the old man's condition, you have to think about it seriously, during this time, Yu'er will stay in Chang'an to accompany the old man to recuperate." ”

Han Lun said happily: "In this way, I will leave later, thank you Lord Linghu for your love." Linghu Deyuan nodded, and Han Lun got up, looked at Yu'er and said solemnly, "Yu'er, wait for me to come back." With that, he turned around and left the Han Mansion. Yu'er suddenly caught up again and said, "You still have injuries on your body, slow down and be careful." Han Lun nodded, stroked her face gently, turned around and left. When Yu'er saw him leaving, she was nervous for a while, and Ling Hugong smiled: "That kid will come back soon, and you can only accompany me, an old man, during this time." ”

Yu'er turned around and walked over, helped him into the house and said, "Even if you don't marry, it's okay to accompany your father." Linghu Gong laughed and said, "You, duplicity." ”

"Daddy!"

In another part of the East Market, two figures suddenly swept past the roof of the house, and in a flash fell into the wall of another courtyard. The two of them paused, and Ran Tianluo said, "There are a lot of people inside, let's wait." ”

Shi Yunyang nodded, and the two of them waited motionless on the beam of the back house of Ouyang Mansion. There was a faint cry of sorrow in the room, and it was heartbreaking to hear. After a long time, the people in the house finally left one by one. Shi Ran and the others jumped down from the beam of the room and slowly came to the incense tent, Ouyang Jinglan slept quietly on the bed, with her hands on her abdomen, quiet and peaceful, she was wearing a floral jade silk dress, a butterfly gold ornament on her head, and her face was bloodless, but there were no ugly corpse spots on the dead man's body. Someone had obviously carefully decorated her, and she was much more beautiful and graceful at this time than the last time they had seen her. It's just that it will always be a cold body.

Shi Yunyang stood in front of her bed for a long time, there was a strange smell in his heart, although he didn't have any feelings for Ouyang Jinglan in his heart, but everything she did for herself made his heart unable to calm down for a long time.

"What have you been doing in the past three years? Chengfeng, do you know how much I miss you. Remembering that when he had just returned to Chang'an City, Ouyang Jinglan bumped into the appearance of a bird in his arms, and then looked at the frost beauty in front of him, Shi Yunyang couldn't help but sigh slightly.

"Maybe I have failed you in this life, and I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I ask you to have a good home in the next life. ”

Ran Qianluo's mind also came to the words that Ouyang Jinglan had said to her, once upon a time, she hated her very much, just like resentment Mu Shuang in her heart, but at this time, all the resentment was silent, and there was only some sigh and sympathy in her heart. And at the same time, there is a faint sense of happiness.

"Yunyang, someone is coming. Let's go. Shi Yunyang nodded, and as soon as the two of them were in shape, they jumped on the beam again, and they had already swept out of Ouyang's mansion in a few steps.

Seeing that she had been silent, her brows were deeply locked, for some reason, she was a little unhappy in her heart, she said: "Yunyang, you don't have to endure your sad words. ”

Shi Yunyang shook his head and said, "I think I'm sorry for her." Ran Tianluo seemed to think of something, his palms suddenly tightened, and said: "One day you will think of everything, maybe you will be very sad." After all, she died for you. ”

"I don't know, maybe. ”

Ran Tianluo said gloomily: "Maybe you will blame me, blame me for snatching you and pushing her to a dead end." ”

Shi Yunyang hugged her and said, "Don't say it, I don't know if that's the case, let my memory be sealed forever, I won't look for it." I love who I am now. Shangguan Chengfeng has lost Ouyang Jinglan in this life, but Shi Yunyang will never live up to Ran Tianluo, believe me. ”

Ran Tianluo really didn't say a word, just gently snuggled in his arms, listened to the sad voice behind him, and sighed: "Just let me be an executioner, I have no choice, and I don't regret it." ”