"Ah......hh I regret it so much that I want to die....... ”

It's very clear that I'm not a person who is good at using my brain, but if I can, I really hope that I can at least have this degree of flexibility to make fewer mistakes, and I'm not smart and always make trouble for myself, what kind of annoying cycle is this?

"Whoever it is, divide your minds among me...... ”

Holding his head in distress and burying his face in his knees, no matter how he thought about it, the only way Zhang Yao could think of to redeem himself was to apologize desperately, but what should I say...... I understand it, but I still feel heavy in my legs and feet when I really want to take that step, not to mention anything else, if I apologize and be rejected, it will hurt very, very much.

"Don't give it, idiot. But it's okay to give you some ideas, after all, as an old man who is not useful, that's all he can do for young people. ”

Even so, for Zhang Yao, it is also a breakthrough that can make people lift their spirits.

Taking a hard puff of cigarette, the old doctor exhaled a cloud of white smoke into the sky, and then pointed his pipe at Zhang Yao.

"Go and apologize. ”

Almost choked on the breath that he didn't know whether it was good to exhale or inhale back, Zhang Yao had a feeling of being deceived, this bad old man is not bad, but he is not a reliable person.

——Sure enough, you still have to rely on yourself at a critical time, but you just can't take this step, what should I do? Zhang Yao, who thought like this, returned to the path of the dead loop.

From the hope of hope, he turned back into a dejected wretch, and could only quietly hold the ring that should have been given to Lilia Marie.

Even if he didn't say it, the old doctor knew that his suggestion was disliked, and he could only sigh helplessly. I really don't know what kind of troublesome young man grew up from, to be able to be so stubborn and troubled, I must have lived a rich and peaceful life before, so it is really hard for this child, and it is not easy to adapt to the current life.

Thinking of what happened when he first met Zhang Yao, the old doctor could understand that this child who came out of a safe and warm environment must have worked very hard, in his own way, but failed without the essentials.

If it had been before, failure would have been failure, and the world has not been narrow enough to accommodate the failure of one person, but now it is different.

Many people look forward to returning to the normal routine after the war, but the old doctor will only scoff at this, and see the monster in the sky side by side with the sun and the moon? Have you seen what the Holy See has done? After seeing this, you still naively think that this war will be followed by a peaceful reunion, then this person's mind may really blossom and grow grass.

Even if this war ends in the smoothest way, it will only be more dangerous after that. Once the balance of the world is upset, there is no other way to either fall to the ground and be crushed, or to seek a larger and more dangerous pillar.

In other words, the fittest survive, and if you want to survive, you must grow.

Maybe it's going to be hard, maybe it's going to hurt, but it's going to be like this, and if you don't grow up in a difficult situation...... Maybe it would be happier if I wasn't born in this world in the first place.

"If I had been in the past, I would have said something like 'youth is all about worrying about it and moving forward.'" ”

The old doctor's expression has changed, he is old, no matter what the world will become, even if the world will come to an end tomorrow, it is just a change of death for an old man like him who has not had a few days to live, but for young people, it is a future life, so he hopes that his will can be accurately conveyed to Zhang Yao.

"But now it's different, no one knows what the future will be like, maybe tomorrow, the life you know for granted will be destroyed, and there is no time to hesitate what to do and how to do it, do what you want to do, it's as simple as that. ”

Ordinary people can't change the world, they can't even change themselves, and it's very difficult to even protect their lives from being destroyed, so they can't be distressed or stopped, at least when they are sad when they regret it, they can reduce a little self-blame and pain.

"Besides, that thing in your pocket is a good thing, and it would be a shame to stay in the box all the time. ”

Zhang Yao, who was told through his intentions, blushed, Rao was prepared, but he was still quite shy to be pointed out like this.

"It's not a particularly precious thing, it's just an ordinary ring....... ”

It is interesting to tease innocent young people, but the old doctor prefers to see them take fewer detours and get things done quickly, which is probably the mentality of the grandfather who worries about his children and grandchildren.

"How can it be an ordinary ring, it means a lot to someone, then it is not an ordinary ring. ”

Zhang Yao was stunned, he opened the box and carefully held the ring in the palm of his hand.

“...... Oh, yes. ”

Still shy, but the muscles on the face will still involuntarily relax, this feeling of not being able to do it is not magical, but exciting, just imagine what kind of happy smile Lilia Marie will have on her face when she wears the ring, Zhang Yao will unconsciously smile.

It turns out that he will really feel happy because of other people's smiles and feel sad because of other people's tears, this is something Zhang Yao has never imagined before, so it seems that his feelings for Lamai are really naïve and make people laugh, no wonder Lamai only regarded him as a younger brother who had not grown up until the end, and even the confession was troubled and refused.

"There's still a long way to go, how can you stop in a place like this that doesn't even count as a doorway?"

Now he understands that the simple and decisive refusal is for his sake, and he was really cared for by his sister until the end.

"Anyway, come on. ”

The old doctor's words brought Zhang Yao back to the current situation.

"But don't forget, Lilia Marie is the most popular woman here, and if you get too flawed, you'll be snatched away. ”

"That's—"

- bothers me. But Zhang Yao is still quite confident, it's not that he brags, which man here will be more flirtatious than him from the ball? And he looks good, if he can still play himself into the Minotaur plot like this, it will be too useless.

"Oh, look at that look at your confidence. ”

The old doctor stood up and patted Zhang Yao's shoulder hard, maybe because he was happy, the slap that didn't contain his strength was quite painful on his body.

"That's a good thing, let's get on it now, and solve this problem. ”

Zhang Yao stood up with encouragement, took a step forward, looked at the beautiful night sky shining with stars, and felt that his heart was illuminated by starlight.

“...... Sure enough, let's wait for tomorrow. ”

After all, you see, it's getting late, and you also need to prepare your next line, otherwise what if you don't play well on the spot.

The old doctor covered his eyes angrily, not wanting to see Zhang Yao's stupid face again.

"Cowardly. ”