The National Day is here, and looking back, this book has been written for 5 months. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoThe past 5 months have been the most boring period of the year, and of course it has been quite fulfilling: with work at a loss and life going according to schedule, it is sometimes difficult to imagine how I can insist on daily ideas and updates in such a bleak life situation, under the psychological pressure of loss and confusion.

At first, I felt that I was right, but after a while, I realized that it was wrong at the beginning, and only now did I realize that it was not wrong at the beginning, but the fault was in the progress. Sometimes there are many different voices that stimulate me, or I am happy or disappointed. When I am happy, I always feel that my hard work is not in vain, and when I am lost, I feel that I am a mess, of course, loss occupies a dominant position, which is also the main reason for feeling dry during this period of time.

I often feel like I'm writing a novel quietly, as if I'm doing things secretly. Now I write very poorly, and I'm really embarrassed to tell my best friends: I'm writing a novel, and I hope to take care of it.

At one point, I wanted to give up writing this novel. But when I look back and read it, I always feel that I can occasionally chew on the taste in the boring, and I always feel that the ideas in the novel have not deviated from the original intention: what I am writing for. Of course, along the way, I found that I had improved a lot. That's why I persevered. Another important reason for perseverance is that for such a long time, I have been supported by friends and silently followed, which has given me a lot of courage and motivation, and I would like to thank you here.

On National Day, I am going to give myself a day off, and I would like to express my gratitude with this article. (To be continued.) )