Chapter 233: Mind

The cool breeze was slow, the sky and the earth were shrouded in night, and the moonlight like water slowly sprinkled on the ground, covering all things with a light veil.

It's silent.

A figure walked slowly on the road, looking straight ahead, his steps were steady and powerful, and a black robe was embroidered with exquisite and intricate patterns in dark colors, low-key and noble.

Walking outside the courtyard, seeing that the room inside was still lit, Chu Fuyan's eyes flickered slightly, and in those eyes that were deeper than the night, emotions surged, and after a while, they became calm again.

He walked to the door and knocked softly with his hand.

"Wanwan, can you rest?"

In this dark night, Chu Fuyan's voice was particularly clear. Slowly sinking into the darkness and gradually disappearing.

Hearing the familiar voice outside the house, Lin Qingwan sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the door with a complicated expression.

The candle was lit in the house, and the candle had not been extinguished, so she naturally did not sleep, and anyone could see it.

It's just that he asks more.

"I'm asleep, so you can rest quickly. Lin Qingwan's voice was cold, and the expression on her face was very complicated and obscure.

Chu Fuyan heard the voice inside, stopped his movements, and said, "Wanwan, you open the door first, I have something to tell you." ”

"The night is deeper, and it is more dewy. I'm inconvenient today, so it's better for my husband to rest early. Lin Qingwan looked at the door, and across the door, her husband was standing.

It's just that, for his good, it's right not to even see him now.

There was sadness and grace in his eyes, and tears couldn't help but appear in his eyes, which slowly fell.

"I don't mean anything else, Wanwan, I beg you, I just want to see you, can you open the door for me?" Chu Fuyan's voice almost carried a bit of pleading.

Lin Qingwan listened to a heart-wrenching pain, as proud as him, when did he speak with such a tone, only in front of her......

It's just that no matter what, she must not be able to see him today.

She was plagued, and it would be bad for him to see him like that. She had already contracted the plague, and if she had contracted him again, she would have died dead.

Thinking of this, the body that had just wanted to stand up paused again and sat back in his original seat.

The white handkerchief gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, trying not to show any flaws in her voice, if she cried, he would definitely rush in desperately when he heard it.

She couldn't bear it.

"Husband, I'm really unwell today, it's inconvenient to see you, let's go back, I'm going to rest. After speaking, he was ruthless, blew out the candle on the side, and stood softly at the door.

Today, the moonlight outside was exceptionally bright, outlining his outline clearly, and his distinct face and tall figure made her eyes heat again.

He's time to go......

Seeing the figure at the door standing there for a while, there were a few footsteps that were fading away, and Lin Qingwan breathed a sigh of relief.

It's good if he's gone, as long as she doesn't get hurt by her, she can do anything......

It's just that there is a sense of loss in my heart.

"Lin Qingwan, Lin Qingwan, you don't want him to leave, and you don't want to come, what do you think in your heart?" The smile on the corner of her mouth was extremely sarcastic, and the darkness in the room seemed to swallow her.

Weakness in his hands and feet, he slowly walked to the bed, but there was a sound on the right.

"Who!"

Lin Qingwan snorted vigorously, his voice cold.

All the hurt thoughts just now were contained in his heart, and the expression on his face was calm, and he frowned and looked at that side.

The moonlight is like water, reflecting the people who come.

"Wanwan. With a smile on the corner of his mouth, Chu Fuyan stepped forward.

Lin Qingwan bit her lip and looked at him, "Why did you climb the window and come in?"

Chu Fuyan took two steps forward, wanting to hug her tightly, but Lin Qingwan took a step back, "It's so late, Fujun should go and rest, this is not the place you should be." ”

"Not where I'm supposed to be?" Chu Fuyan frowned, "What do you mean by that?"

"Naturally, it means literally, why, can't the husband understand what Wanwan said?" Lin Qingwan had a straight back and a beautiful posture.

Because it was time to rest before, the hairpin rings and jade pendants in her hair and the gorgeous clothes on her body had been removed, and now her face was powdered, and under the two willow eyebrows, there was a pair of eyes that seemed to be soaked in autumn water, which made it difficult to take her eyes off.

Chu Fuyan's voice was lonely, with a hint of pleading, his eyes were all about her figure, and he said helplessly: "I miss you very much, Wanwan, don't talk like that, okay?"

"Then how should I speak, does my husband want to teach me?" Lin Qingwan had a sneer on the corner of her mouth, like a puppet or an ice sculpture, which was difficult to approach, especially Chu Fuyan, who was opposite her at the moment, especially with this feeling.

It hurts, and the stinging feeling in his heart seems to drown him.

"Wanwan ......" Chu Fuyan's voice was extremely depressed and painful.

turned his back, couldn't bear to see his current gaze and expression, Lin Qingwan just opened his mouth to say something more hurtful, but was hugged tightly behind him.

There was a chill on his body, which was even deeper, wetting his robe, and at this moment, these chills were slowly infiltrating her body, and she felt the same way.

"I just want to be with you, even if it's death, Wanwan, I just want to die with you!" Chu Fuyan's voice was firm and powerful, and the words he said seemed to have a kind of magic that was directly immersed in her heart.

He knew she had the plague, but so what?

She was his wife, the only person he fell in love with in his life, and he would rather die than lose her!

The mask that Lin Qingwan had been maintaining collapsed at this moment, crying silently, and tears fell to the ground in an instant, "No...... No, you let go of me, let go of me......"

"I know what you said, but Chu Fuyan, you are willing to die with me, but I just want you to live well, if I survive, I will spend this life happily with you. If I die...... I don't want you to suffer from the epidemic too, it's not a joke, I don't want you to regret it, I just want you to live well!"

She struggled, and the disease was contagious.

When she was sick with the epidemic before, she was extremely desperate in her heart, but since she had contracted it, she could only say that her life was not good, although she had someone she loved, she couldn't stay with her all the time.

At that moment, her heart seemed to be torn apart, thinking that Chu Fuyan would live happily with other women for the rest of her life, and having children, she was extremely painful!

So what?

In comparison, she could tolerate these things, although she minded, but compared to his life, these things became insignificant in her eyes.

As long as he lives well, it is enough!

Chu Fuyan hugged her tightly and whispered in his ear, "Wanwan! You have been talking about your own thoughts before, but have you ever considered my thoughts? You have been by my side all this time, I have fallen in love with you, and I don't want anyone but you in this life! Although you have been replaced by the epidemic, so what? I am willing to accompany you. I'm dead, I'm not afraid! I'm not afraid of anything but losing you!"

Although his voice is not loud, it is sonorous and powerful, and it can be seen that every sentence is from the heart!

When Lin Qingwan heard this, she couldn't cry for a long time, and she bent over and was tightly hugged by Chu Fuyan in her arms, her eyes were hazy with tears.

The plain white clothes, in this dark night, have a different kind of beauty, which is unforgettable.

"Chu Fuyan, I don't want you to regret it, death is terrible, the moment I knew I was suffering from the epidemic, I felt that the whole world was dark, I didn't want to ...... What if you regret it later? What if you blame me for it? What if you ...... What to do if you die......"

She was still sobbing, but the tears gradually stopped.

Yes, she knew what he meant, but she would rather let him live well.

A person only has one life, if he dies, he may not be able to live again, as the person he loves, she just wants him to live well, a little farther away from her, a little farther away......

"I don't regret it, if something happens to you, it's not interesting for me to live in this world, I'll die with you!" Chu Fuyan hugged the delicate body in his arms tightly, letting her struggle but never letting go, even if he stabbed both of them.

When he spoke, he was calm and restrained, and his voice was calm and powerful, indicating that he was not joking, but seriously thought clearly, and wanted to be with her forever.

"You, don't you regret it......" After a while, Lin Qingwan let out a faint sigh, and at this moment she had calmed down.

"I said, I love you. Chu Fuyan's voice came from her ears, unwavering.

And his hand, which never let go, has been hugging her tightly.

"Good. Lin Qingwan's hand covered his big palm, "If this is what you want, then I promise you that I will not avoid you in the future." ”

Chu Fuyan let go of her in surprise and walked quickly in front of her, the surprise on his face was obvious, "Really!

Lin Qingwan's beautiful face was still vaguely stained with tears, and he nodded vigorously, "Yes, I promise you, but I won't avoid you, and you have to promise me a request." ”

There was a determined look on his face, and he looked at Chu Fuyan fixedly.

He knew her character, and if she didn't agree, she wouldn't agree to him being by her side.

Chu Fuyan hesitated for a moment, then looked straight into Lin Qingwan's eyes, and said, "Say it, as long as you don't let me stay away from you, I will promise you!"