(I'm x!!, schizophrenia turned into major depression?)

Yun Xiao only felt a splitting headache. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This heart demon is obviously not so simple, after Fang Cai's attack was disintegrated, the heart demon actually changed his way, taking advantage of Lin Qingyu's guilt and shame after he came to his senses, and launched another attack.

Depression...... It's obviously depression! It's the kind of major depression that wants to kill yourself right away.

Lin Qingyu's voice became lower and lower, and as it fell, it was her body temperature and heartbeat. At this time, Lin Qingyu only had shame and dazedness in his eyes, with a sad and desperate smile on the corner of his mouth, if he hadn't been trapped by the ban, I am afraid that he would have raised his hand and committed suicide. But even if she is banned and controlled and unable to act at this time, but under the strong tendency to self-harm, her heartbeat and body temperature are getting lower and lower, and if she is left alone, I am afraid that she will lose her will to live and kill herself.

Yun Xiao realized that this was the world of cultivation, not an ordinary world, and it was impossible for ordinary people to take self-harm measures while being restrained, but ...... No one knows how many ways cultivators commit suicide.

"Qingyu, Qingyu, listen to me! It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's the demons!"

Yun Xiao shouted loudly.

But at this time, Lin Qingyu didn't seem to hear Yun Xiao's voice at all, and was still muttering to himself in an inaudible voice.

(damn it...... Have you entered an autistic state, this is a big trouble!)

The most feared thing about psychotherapy is that the patient will enter an autistic state.

When patients are hit hard, they will escape into an autistic state that completely ignores the outside world.

Psychotherapy mainly uses words, and in the autistic state, the patient cannot hear the outside world at all, and will fall deeper and deeper into the bottom of the sea of spiritual knowledge, which is the most dangerous situation.

Basically, I have never heard of patients who can recover on their own after entering an autistic state, and those who can recover are called "miracles".

Autism is the most difficult major depressive phenomenon to resolve.

Yun Xiao's brain was running rapidly, and he finally gritted his teeth and lifted the ban.

(If an ordinary person has major depression, he must control it to avoid self-harm, but if a cultivator can commit suicide or not, there is no point in being tied up at this time...... Although it is very likely that a depressed person will be cut by a doctor, he can only gamble...... ）

The aperture disappeared, Yun Xiao and Lin Qingyu broke away from the shackles of the prohibition, Lin Qingyu's body fell softly to the ground, and his eyes had lost all their brilliance.

Yun Xiao picked up Lin Qingyu's already cold delicate body, only to feel that he was holding a piece of ice in his arms.

(That's the only way to do it...... I hope she doesn't hack me to death when she recovers...... ）

Yun Xiao took a deep breath, then kissed Lin Qingyu's cherry lips, which were already as white as snow, and stuck her tongue in excessively. What's even more excessive is that Yun Xiao's right hand has even been pressed on Lin Qingyu's chest, and his left hand is buckled on Lin Qingyu's ****, this is the second preparation, if the first attack fails, then it is necessary to make the next move.

(Your sister...... It's cold enough, it's not a normal body temperature...... Vanilla-flavored ice cream...... ）

Lin Qingyu's body, which had already lost its vitality, suddenly shook, and his eyes that had lost their luster widened under this kiss.

For psychological patients who are autistic and enter their own world, only by stimulating her in a special way can she be "salvaged" from the depths of her soul.

And for Lin Qingyu, who has never been a good lady and is beautiful, what could be more exciting than being kissed by a man - or kissed by the tongue? What could be more exciting than being violated by Bing Qingyujie......'s body? There may be other ways, but Yun Xiao has no extra time at this time.

Lin Qingyu's body stiffened for a while, and then began to resist instinctively, the body that had fallen to the ground began to struggle, and the strength that had been lost gradually began to recover.

When Lin Qingyu's struggle returned to a normal state, Yun Xiao's mouth left Lin Qingyu, and his right hand also left Lin Qingyu's chest, but his left hand still gently hugged the other party, but the part moved from the buttocks to the weak waist.

Lin Qingyu was still confused at this time, her struggle was nothing more than an instinctive reaction, her eyes were still dazed and guilty, but the focus of her pupils had returned to normal, and she looked at Yun Xiao with a little shame and dazedness.

"Qingyu, be sober, don't do stupid things! The reason why you were like that just now is not that you are bad, but the relationship between demons! You should know this very well!" Although Yun Xiao stopped kissing, she still held Lin Qingyu's delicate body in her arms.

Yun Xiao was not taking the opportunity to be light, but judging her situation at this time through Lin Qingyu's body temperature.

Two lines of tears flowed from Lin Qingyu's eyes, and he slowly shook his head: "Sir...... No......"

"What isn't?"

"It's not all demons, I know. Lin Qingyu said bitterly: "Sir, let me go, I know you are saving me, but I know in my heart that the demons in my heart have only expanded the darkness in my heart, not out of nowhere." ”

"............" Yun Xiao frowned, analyzed hard, and did not speak. Lin Qingyu's body in his arms had a slight body temperature after Fang Cai's kiss, but at this time it began to decline slowly, although the decline was very slow, but it was still declining.

"I am the daughter of the Lin family, and I always thought that although I had inferior qualifications, I was a qualified descendant of the Lin family in terms of heart...... I thought I was a good daughter, a good sister, I thought it was true...... But I didn't expect that I was lying to myself. Lin Qingyu's tears gushed down: "The demons in my heart are not out of nowhere, if I really haven't complained about my parents, I haven't been jealous of my younger brother, and I've never been jealous of Canglan Yalan, even if the demons invade the body, there is no place to take root." I've heard about the demons in my heart, and I've experienced it again, and I know in my heart that the demons will only take root from the darkness that already exists in people's hearts. So...... So ......"

Lin Qingyu cried silently: "I'm not a good person at all, I'm a bad woman, I'm a bad woman who is obviously very happy, but she still only complains about her parents and is jealous of her younger brother." ”

Yun Xiao smiled.

He gently stroked Lin Qingyu's back: "Qingyu, can you listen to me tell a story again?"

Without waiting for Lin Qingyu to respond, Yun Xiao had already spoken to herself: "When I was a child, I read a story called "The Mystery of the Dragon", which is a legend of the battle between the brave and the Great Demon King. There is a pair of brothers in the story, the younger brother is called 'Dayi', he has the blood of a dragon, so the junior brother is very strong, he is fearless, he always rushes to the front when fighting for justice, no matter how strong the enemy is, he will not be afraid. And Senior Brother Pope is an ordinary person, he has no special bloodline, and he has no supreme talent and qualifications, he is just the son of an ordinary craftsman, he is cowardly, he is incompetent, and his first reaction when he encounters danger is to run away. ”

"One day, they encountered a powerful enemy, and when the senior brother saw the enemy, he was so frightened that he ran away. In order to protect the innocent, the younger brother fearlessly rushed forward, fought hard with the enemy, and finally fell into a desperate situation. ”

Lin Qingyu didn't react much, and the story didn't resonate too much with her.

"The righteous and brave junior brother is dying, and no one can help him. And at this time, the senior brother who had always been timid and cowardly, the senior brother who had already fled, ran back at this moment. ”

"When he returned to the battlefield, the weak and incompetent senior brother was always afraid, he was trembling with fear, and he was almost peeing his pants with fear. He rushed back to the battlefield trembling as he shivered, his legs trembling as he faced the enemy, and then ...... He only had a chance, and he only had the ability to cast a spell that worked. ”

Lin Qingyu was still at a loss, just waiting for Yun Xiao to finish speaking based on politeness, there were no ups and downs in his heart, and he was still a stagnant water.

And in the end, because of this spell, the junior brother regained his combat effectiveness and defeated the enemy. ”

"Qingyu, who do you think is more courageous in this pair of senior brothers? Who is braver in this pair of senior brothers?"

Lin Qingyu's answer was a little absent-minded: "Of course it's a brave junior brother......

Yun Xiao smiled and shook his head: "In my opinion, it's that cowardly and incompetent senior brother." ”

"Huh?" Lin Qingyu was stunned. Even the body temperature has risen slightly.

But anyone who has questions and curiosity will die even if they die, and it is also a very useful treatment for people with depression to make her curious.

However, Yunxiao's purpose is not so simple.

"What is courage? Courage does not mean that you are not afraid of anything. Not being afraid of anything is just a character, stupid and bold, not courageous. What is true courage? True courage is not not not afraid, but obviously feeling scared, obviously afraid to run away, but still overcoming one's own fear for some reason, suppressing one's fear to fight. ”

Lin Qingyu was stunned.

"That senior brother is very cowardly, very timid, greedy for life and afraid of death, cowardly and incompetent, but even if he has been afraid to the limit, in order to protect his junior brother and the justice in his heart, he still gritted his teeth and rushed forward to fight against the enemy he could not fight at all. Even if he is weak, even if he has only one spell of value, even if for this spell, what he has paid is his most important life......"

"What is courage? The sacrifice of a cowardly person, the resolute sword after fear, this is the real courage!"

Yun Xiao looked at Lin Qingyu gently: "We are all mortals, and mortal life is naturally full of hesitation, fear, loss, depression, and even jealousy, jealousy, greed and selfishness. But have we succumbed? have we succumbed to our own ugly psychic and biological instincts?"

We humans have been resisting, fighting, fighting with ourselves, fighting against the instincts of living beings! We have established our own moral system, and we have established various laws and regulations to restrain ourselves. ”

"Human beings are imperfect, however, human beings have never lost their yearning and pursuit of perfection!"

"Just like you, Qingyu, deep down in your heart you have complained about your parents, you have been jealous of your brother, but have you hurt them? You don't, not only do you, but you are trying your best to help them, love them, you try to restrain your selfish desires, and strive to be a more perfect and good person. Isn't that what you wanted to kill yourself just now? You didn't kill yourself for yourself, but because you were worried that you would hurt them in the future! You were worried that you would be controlled by the demons again, and in order to protect your brother and parents, and to protect the reputation of the Lin family, you would rather die than hurt them. That's what you're doing, aren't you?!"

"What about selfishness? What about jealousy and resentment? Have you succumbed to selfish desires? Have you succumbed to the ugliness of your heart? You don't? You know, this is true bravery, this is true greatness. ”

Lin Qingyu looked at Yun Xiao with tears in her eyes, she didn't answer, but her body temperature was gradually rising.

The black aura began to slowly expel out.

Or rather, expelled by some kind of force.

"The so-called courage is not that it is not afraid, but that it can overcome its own fears when it is clearly afraid! And the so-called greatness is not completely selfless, but it is clear that there is selfishness, but it can overcome one's own selfishness!"

"This is true bravery, this is the greatest greatness. And this is the most brilliant side of our human beings! Wild beasts can only succumb to their instincts, while humans can overcome their own instincts, and this is the most fundamental difference between humans and wild beasts!"

"Those predecessors of the Lin family who sacrificed their lives for righteousness, do they not want to live anymore, are they impatient to live? Of course not, of course they want to live, they all have unfinished business, they all have wives and children who are looking forward to their return home, and they all have people to worry about. But they still rushed to the forefront of the confrontation with the alien race without hesitation, sacrificing their precious lives for the sake of righteousness. And this ...... Isn't that the greatest thing about them?"

"Qingyu, do you know, you are in such an emotion that you are like a real girl, not the fairy I saw before. You are human, a good person, a good sister, a good daughter, you are not a real flawless fairy, but ...... In my heart, you like this are more lovely than fairies. ”

Two red clouds floated on Lin Qingyu's pale cheeks, and he looked at the clouds in a daze and smiled: "Sir...... That...... Do you hate me...... You...... You will, will love...... Like me like this...... Imperfect woman......"

Yun Xiao was stunned in her heart, but she didn't show it on her face.

(This shouldn't be a normal relationship, Lin Qingyu can't be so unreserved.) This is...... Have you become psychologically dependent?)