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"Senior brother, you, you can't see that side here, right?" Lin Qinglan was speechless: "You went out once this time, it seems that you have a terrible receipt!"

"It's a special skill, I'll explain it to you later. Yun Xiao frowned and sighed: "It's not easy to do, Nuya has been poured soft tendons, and ...... There was not just one slave, there were many. ”

"Senior brother, you don't know what kind of stealth technique, oh no, it's a hidden array, you can go straight in and bring Nuya out. Lin Qinglan proposed.

"If it's just Nuya alone...... Although the guards are also tight, I may have a chance to be careful...... But...... There are still eight people in that cell......" Yun Xiao sighed lightly: "My Escape Array can't take so many people away at the same time, and so many people come out together, it will definitely be discovered." ”

"Then just bring ......" Lin Qinglan was about to say something, but was suddenly stunned, and then fell silent: "Senior brother, you mean...... If other people see Nuya rescued by you and don't save them, they will ...... Will you deliberately attract attention in turn, and you will be discovered?"

Yun Xiao was a little surprised: "Qinglan...... You...... How could you have thought of this?"

Lin Qinglan smiled bitterly: "Actually...... These days, when I was absorbing the knowledge that the old man of the demon had given me...... I saw a lot of memories of him......"

Yun Xiao was shocked in her heart.

As a psychiatrist, he has seen many incidents that shake people's outlook on life and the world even by watching TV, movies and books, but at this time, Lin Qinglan directly accepted the memory of an old monster who didn't know how long he had lived, he ...... Is he okay?

"In the memory of the old man with the demon in his heart, I saw a lot of ...... Many, many ...... Hmm......" Lin Qinglan pondered the words, and finally sighed leisurely, this sigh clearly should not be made by a child of his age: "Alas, I have seen a lot of ugliness and sorrow of human nature. ”

"I'm ...... now Actually, you know a lot of things...... For example, I know that some people will simply drag others into the water if they can't survive themselves...... Even if there is no enmity between them. Seventeen-year-old Lin Qinglan smiled bitterly with a middle-aged expression: "Actually, I often have nightmares these days. I've seen so many horrible things...... All I see is ...... The 'humanity' seen by the old man with the demons. ”

"So...... Senior brother, you actually know that, you know that if you only save Nuya, then most of the other prisoners will make trouble, right?" Lin Qinglan asked a little depressed.

"Well, I don't know, there is such a possibility, but this is not the main thing. Yun smiled and patted Lin Qinglan's shoulder: "Qinglan, young man, don't be so dark!"

"Senior brother, don't coax me, I'm not a child anymore......" Lin Qinglan helplessly endured Yun Xiao's "appeasement".

"I just think these people are poor people too...... So, let's just put a little more effort into getting them all out in a while. Yun Xiao smiled dryly: "It's also a little merit, ahahaha." ”

"Senior brother, do you know, in fact, I really respect you. Lin Qinglan looked at the bonfire in the stronghold at the bottom of the mountain and said softly.

At this time, in the dead of night, the mountain wind blew along the mountain wall, making a hissing sound. There was no moon in the sky, only a little starlight.

"Uh...... I know......" Yun Xiao was a little strange, Lin Qinglan knew his respect for himself for a long time, why did he suddenly say such things now?

"No, senior brother, you don't understand what I mean. In fact...... I learned a lot after receiving the memories of the old man with the demon in my heart...... Or to say that I saw a lot of things, a lot of things that I couldn't see before. A trace of coldness flashed in Lin Qinglan's eyes: "I've seen a lot...... Well, a lot of terrible stories, a lot of terrible humanity. ”

Yun Xiao didn't answer.

After coming back, Lin Qinglan also briefly mentioned the things in the memory of the old man with the heart demon, but they all passed after a haha. In fact, Yun Xiao had already seen that Lin Qinglan seemed to have experienced some kind of change in her heart, but Lin Qinglan didn't say it, and Yun Xiao didn't ask.

"In the past, I often saw the kind of eyes you occasionally showed, the kind of eyes that were cold and indifferent but with a mocking smile. Lin Qinglan said softly: "I didn't know what it was before, but after I accepted the memory of the old man with the inner demon, I suddenly knew what it was. ”

"Senior brother...... You...... Do you ......look through human nature? Have you experienced a lot, or seen a lot of ugliness of humanity?" Lin Qinglan asked, but she didn't seem to be expecting Yun Xiao's answer: "Your kind of eyes can only be had after seeing through the world and human nature. Just ...... The same as the old man with the demon in his heart. ”

"The difference is that in the memory of the old man with the demon in my heart, I only saw the evil and coldness after being disappointed in human nature, but what I saw in the eyes of you, senior brother, was a kind of understanding, sympathy, and non-understanding of the world after enlightenment...... It should be ......" Lin Qinglan looked at Yun Xiao and spit out two words: "Compassion?"

Yun Xiao still didn't answer.

"In the memory of the Old Man of the Heart Demon, I saw the process of the Old Man of the Heart Demon gradually changing from a highly qualified righteous path monk to a demon path giant...... I can even clearly feel the psychological process of the transformation of the demon old man...... Senior brother, you might as well know that if it weren't for you, even if I had an innocent body, maybe I would have become another demon old man. Because it's not a matter of giving up, and it's not a question of good or evil. ”

"The old man of the heart demon is not a naturally evil person, it is his experience that has forced him step by step to that step. The story he experienced can indeed turn an originally upright person into a devil who has no bottom line. And when I even felt his memory, I really didn't think he was a bad person, but I had a sympathetic identity, because he was not a bad person from the beginning, he was forced to be like that step by step by this world......"

Yun Xiao only knew what Lin Qinglan had experienced when she heard this.

"However, in the process of accepting the memories and knowledge of the old man with the demon heart, you have always appeared in my mind. Your figure has been looking down above the old man of the heart demon, compared to the old man of the heart demon who fell after being disappointed in human nature, I have always been curious, you have the same eyes as the old man of the heart demon...... Senior brother, how on earth do you maintain the kindness and integrity you have always had?"

"Actually, senior brother, you know, you know a lot of things about being defeated by weak evils because of kindness, and the good people who unexpectedly stick to the bottom line are defeated by bad people who have no bottom line, just like what you just did, you know that if you only go to save Nuya, then other prisoners are likely to turn into your enemies. Something like that...... I've seen it in the memories of the old man with demons...... I've seen a lot of ......."

"I know the old man in the heart of the sea, and his eyes are exactly the same as what you occasionally show, senior brother. The difference is that the old man of the heart demon has chosen to be disappointed in human beings, and even despair, while you, sir, ...... Why did you keep your bottom line, and why didn't you become a person like the old man with demons?"

Yun Xiao seemed to have returned to more than ten years ago in Lin Qinglan's questioning.

returned to the time when he experienced all kinds of human ugliness since he entered this industry.

Especially the work process in the mental hospital, which made Yun Xiao feel that he was a ghost in the world.

The mental hospital looks like a hell in the clouds. It is the spiritual graveyard of people whose normal worldview has been defeated by all kinds of betrayal and cruelty. Mentally ill people are ridiculous, but if you know why they get sick, you will gradually learn that many times, it is not them who are wrong, but ......

"It's actually quite simple. Yun smiled.

"Huh?"

"Qinglan, do you know, I'm grateful to your father! Yun smiled and smiled, as if he saw Lin Xinhong's incomparably tall figure in front of him, although he was not burly: "It's not because my uncle gave me the opportunity to become a monk, but because of your father's integrity and justice." ”

"What is the suffering that the old man with the heart demon has experienced? The Lin family has been inherited for thousands of years, from the first in the world to the current family of four, what kind of tragedy has not been encountered? Why can your father always maintain his integrity and justice?"

"Uh......" Lin Qinglan was stunned, but she didn't expect Yun Xiao to turn the topic to her father.

"You're right, I do see through human nature, but ...... Whether it is in my hometown, or here, behind those glooms, I have seen many, many truly great and good people, and those truly righteous men and gentlemen. After seeing them, how can I be disappointed in human nature? There are naturally bad people, but there is never a shortage of good people. ”

Yun smiled and smiled: "You may be too familiar with your father, so you don't think your father is great, but I am really grateful to him for being an old man." It is the existence of his old man that has led to my current existence. Well...... Maybe you don't understand what I mean, but you will understand in the future. ”

"Yes...... Because of Dad, there is a current gentleman, Aren't you like this before, sir?"

"Huh...... This one...... I'll tell you later. You haven't said these words to Qingyu, have you?"

"Huh...... Senior brother, we are all men, this is a topic between men. ”

"Don't be too self-righteous, don't think that you will grow up by watching a few stories through the memory of the old man in your heart! ”

"I'm not small anymore!!"

"Most of the people who say this are children!Although I don't know what the idiot of the old man of the heart demon left for you, but since you said it, I will tell you something that belongs to the level of me and the old man of the heart demon, which can only be understood!" Yun Xiao's expression suddenly became serious: "Qinglan, you listen to me!"