The reason why I can still run in the cold and dark reality is because there is light in the distance. The light of the pen and the fun www.biquge.info is warm and bright, illuminating the coldness and darkness of reality.

The source of that light is dreams.

How many tribulations, how many embarrassments, how many confusions, how many hesitations, how many heart-rending screams......

The reason why I didn't become a salted fish is because I still have a dream!

A group of close friends who met five years ago through the novel formed a group, which was very lively at first, often chattering. At that time, it was really pointing out the country and inspiring words.

At that time, we used to talk about how many typos there were in which chapter of someone's novel, and whether that word was used properly......

Whose stalk is used excellently, whose pit buries itself......

Later, whoever has more than 1,000 clicks will have hundreds of collections......

Later, whose novel signed a contract, whose novel was recommended by the editor, was it a big hit or a pants push......

Later, whose day is missing a chapter, whose day is not updated.

Later, who completely broke off.

Later, who hasn't bubbled for a long time, the world has evaporated.

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We hadn't been bubbling for a long time, and it was as if we had completely disappeared from each other's worlds. We who could argue about the order of punctuation, a word, a word, and a sentence seem to have completely disappeared from the world we love the most.

For three or five months, or a year or two, the group never flickered again.

The swarm is dead!

Although the group is dead, it still exists.

On this day, the group icon began to flicker. When I saw the flickering group icons, my heart suddenly became excited, like a veteran of a hundred battles hearing the sound of war drums.

I opened the group with excitement and found that an old friend had opened a new pit.

So, I opened the link, and I struggled to remember the account and password of the starting point, and I collected it and clicked on it.

A moment of curiosity opened the writer's backstage, and the new writer's backstage of China Literature was so unfamiliar to me. But I still found the book I used to write under the name of this account, "Ruorong", there are only more than 20 collections, and it is the first novel I wrote, I remember that there were 300,000 or 400,000 words at the beginning.

I could see that there was the word "invalid" at the back of the book, and I clicked frantically, only to find that the book had disappeared from the starting point library. The original manuscript was also lost after several twists and turns......

There was a sudden loss in my heart, as if something important in my life had been pulled out of my body......

The group began to be lively, and many friends who had not seen each other appeared one after another. For the members of this group, I didn't change the notes. Even though some of their screen names have changed, I recognize them at a glance.

Xiao Gu, Yaya, Tea, Beard, Xiao Cripple......

The group began to be as lively as it was at the beginning, and everyone's interest was very high.

But suddenly there was a conversation like this:

"Xiao Gu, are you still writing, which website are you messing up on?"

"I didn't write it. ”

My heart suddenly trembled, and I didn't know what to say.

Xiao Gu writes girls' essays, and there are several V-essays on it, and she is also the one who has persisted the longest among us......

A lot of people, including myself, don't write anymore.

Although dreams are the warm and bright light, the light source of dreams is untouchable after all.

It's been two years since I graduated, and it's been two full years since I entered society from the ivory tower......

Even if we had imagined the cruelty of reality when we were in the ivory tower, who knew that when we really set foot in society, it was far more cruel than we imagined at the beginning.

Have you forgotten your dreams?

Have you become numb?

Have you become a salted fish?

I asked myself.

But in reality, you still have to live, and people have to eat after all......

I defend myself.

However, I can't convince myself by justifying myself, I haven't become a salted fish after all!

So, I came back.

After preparing for nearly a month and deleting several beginnings, "Journey to the West" returned to the starting point.

When I was more than 10,000 words, I was signed, which gave me a great surprise and gave me a lot of confidence.

The path to my dreams, I wish I could be on the way.

I'm already on my way, and I just want to be able to touch my dreams.

Although the road is long and difficult, I only hope that my dream will illuminate me.

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