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A total of forty-three old classmates in this class participated, and with the husbands of several female classmates, a total of fifty-one people participated. Use the playing cards to decide whether you win or lose, there is only one ace in this deck of playing cards, and the person who draws an ace will lose if the A is counted a little. If the loser of the previous round can't think of any good ideas, the person holding the big and small kings is responsible for coming up with the idea. The game starts almost uniformly with everyone's compulsion.

Seeing a bowl full of wine, these people have chosen the truth or dare, and generally married people choose the truth, at this time, other people deliberately ask some words that destroy family relationships, and those who are not married are allowed to choose dare, and confess to any woman or man on the phone. But everyone didn't take it very seriously, and everyone was very happy.

Soon, Huang Guofan drew the ace of hearts on his back, and Huang Guofan handed the card to the squad leader, and said with a heroic expression: "I choose to be honest, now the big adventure really can't be risky." ”

After whispering a few words to the person next to him, the classmate who lost the last handful whispered a few words to Huang Guofan, "You have been in prison for six years, may I ask why you went to prison, and have you ever picked up soap in prison?"

Huang Guofan didn't expect them to ask this question, glanced at the school committee diagonally opposite, Huang Guofan silently turned the turntable on the table, picked up the old bowl and drank it.

Huang Guofan had drunk a lot of beer before, and his stomach was about to burst, and now it was such a big bowl, how could he drink it, just after a few sips, a beer burp made the beer spray directly out of his nostrils, embarrassed. But Huang Guofan wiped his face and continued to raise his head and drink the beer in the bowl.

At this time, the degree, who had been silent for almost a night, finally spoke, and said to Huang Guofan in a commanding tone, "Okay! Don't drink it! Put it down! Huang Guofan, I'll answer this question for you, the reason why he was in prison is entirely because of me, he liked me when he was in college, and he confessed to me on WeChat and buckles more than once, but I refused. He has been trying to contact me since graduating from college, but I have not responded to him. Four years after graduation, a male colleague in our company pursued me, at this time I was not young in grade, and my family also urged me to get married, so I temporarily agreed to my colleague, and then Huang Guofan did not give up to find me, I still rejected him. He said that he invited me to a meal, and after eating this meal, he would stop bothering me, so I went, but I didn't know what happened and was found out by my boyfriend, and the two of them quarreled, and my boyfriend fought against Huang Guofan, probably because of anger or because of self-defense, Huang Guofan He shot too hard and caused my boyfriend's liver and spleen to rupture and die, and he was sentenced to six and a half years in prison for manslaughter. Five years ago, he didn't come to the class reunion because he was in prison. He doesn't say today because I'm here, he's a guy who would rather have anything in his stomach than say it casually. Don't embarrass him, now that the truth is out, let's move on. ”

Huang Guofan ignored the surprised eyes, drank the old bowl of beer alone, then turned around and left, entered the elevator and went straight to his room. Maybe it's because he's drunk too much, maybe it's a bad mood, maybe it's because he hasn't drunk for too long, or maybe the feelings that have been suppressed for a few years have been vented, Huang Guofan vomited, holding the toilet and vomiting a mess.

Holding the toilet Huang Guofan suddenly laughed, laughing and laughing so infiltrating, laughing and laughing but crying, crying so liver and intestines, eight years of lovesickness, six years of torment and fourteen years of the best youth to a person who has never loved himself, I don't know if he is too stupid or too persistent.

Crying and crying, he suddenly had an epiphany, and now he understood the meaning of some jerky meetings in that Buddhist scripture, and he had an epiphany in an instant. Enlightenment was only in an instant, and he suddenly understood why those monks couldn't practice this Buddhist scripture, it turned out that these people had always thought that their cultivation was not enough, but that they had not experienced the major rights and wrongs, and they could not have an epiphany, and they could not be sublimated in their state of mind.

At the moment of epiphany, Huang Guofan felt that the pores all over his body were dilated, and a vast spiritual power between heaven and earth was inhaled into his body little by little through the pores with his breathing, and the original turbid true qi turned golden.

After a long time, Huang Guofan slowly opened his eyes, and at this time he found that there was a person standing in front of him, a woman, and this woman was the woman who had just made him have an epiphany. "Why did you come in, you didn't go to chat with your old classmates, you are the most popular person in our class. ”

The other party pulled out a few tissues and said, "Wipe your mouth and tears." I just passed by and saw you with the door open, and I came in. Why don't you dare say it, why do you have to drink that bowl of wine!"

Huang Guofan smiled, "If I could say it, I would have said it fourteen years ago, and I wouldn't have to wait for fourteen years." There are some things that are more worth remembering when you hide them in your heart. I don't know you anymore after six years, but I'm still the same, just a lot older. ”

"I don't believe in God, but if I had to believe in God, I'd rather believe that time is God, and that He can change a person beyond recognition. You think you haven't changed, but you've also changed, and you've become the Huang Guofan I'm not familiar with. ”

Huang Guofan smiled, "Yes, I have changed, I no longer love you, I have changed and I have begun to hate you, I have changed...... Hehe, have I changed? No, I haven't changed, it's just that time has diluted all this, the first year of six years of prison life I was thinking about you, wondering if you were now hating me for killing your beloved man, the second year I was thinking about you, I wondered if you would find a boyfriend again, the third year I was thinking, she never came to see me in two years, she didn't write me a letter, is it worth it for me to love her like this? In the sixth year, I didn't think about anything, I started thinking about my future, I thought about whether I could integrate into society after returning to society as a person who had been separated from society for six years?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I hurt you, and if I had found you from the beginning and made everything clear to you, you wouldn't be the way you are. How much you loved me in the past, I have been thinking that I must find a man who loves me, even if I don't love him very much, at least he loves me and he will spoil me and make me happy. But after losing you, I found that what I despised and hated the most was what I wanted to do the most now, and now that you are not married to me, let's start again, okay?"

Huang Guofan closed his eyes, tears fell from the corners of his eyes to the floor, Huang Guofan shook his head, "I'm sorry, I can't accept you anymore, I already have a girlfriend, she is younger than you, more beautiful than you, she is more gentle and considerate than you, and more importantly, she loves me! When I was in college, your every move was in my eyes, that boy had a better relationship with you, and I knew that he was ambiguous with you, and compared to me, he was more suitable for you, aren't there still a few people in our class who are not married?" You can think about it, you are now an executive and can make money, and you don't have to care if they are rich, now they are in their thirties, and you have to find a man to marry quickly, otherwise it is not good for your health for an elderly woman to have a child. ”

"Don't I even have a chance? You loved me so much at the beginning, but now you love me at all? Yes, I am sorry for you, it is I who caused you to go to prison for me for six years, and you have wasted fourteen whole years for me, and you have wasted the best youth of your life. But do you really not love me?"

Huang Guofan shook his head, "Love, what I love is you from the past, you have always lived in my heart in the past, but now I have an epiphany." There are some things that bind you that you have to give up when necessary, you go, I'm drunk and need to rest. I don't want to be late for class activities tomorrow, I don't want to be without me in this big family. ”

The school committee turned to leave, Huang Guofan closed the door and leaned on the door and cried bitterly, when he said that he didn't love her in front of the woman he once loved the most, the pinprick-like distress no one wanted to bear. One was crying inside the door, the other was crying outside the door, and two people who were hurt by their former prejudices cried heartbreakingly.

When you wake up, everything has been put down, and what is past should be passed, and staying in the bottom of your heart will only become a fetter on the way forward. Get up in the morning outside the weather is very good, although the outdoor temperature is minus four or five degrees, but the sun shines on people is still warm, today is the twenty-fifth day of the lunar month, everywhere is filled with the joy of approaching the Spring Festival, Huang Guofan also feels the physical and mental pleasure that has never been had.

The arrangement of the activity is very simple, after breakfast in the morning, go to the former campus to take a look and take a group photo. A class meeting was held at noon, and a picnic barbecue was held by the Weihe River in the afternoon to find out how it felt back then. In the evening, they had dinner again, sang, and went home for the New Year on the 26th of the lunar month, and continued to wait for the convening order of the next class reunion.

In the past, Huang Guofan was admitted to this special private college without studying hard, and now the college has been promoted to a first-class undergraduate degree to train all kinds of professional and technical talents. The school is more than twice as big as it used to be. The small saplings of the past have now grown, and what was once a grove has become a small forest. What was once a crowded dormitory has been transformed into a whopping spacious student apartment. The school has changed a lot, and Huang Guofan hasn't been here for at least ten years. Others come once in a while.

Standing on the ladder where graduation photos were taken, holding the daughter-in-law, holding the husband and holding the child, the people took a group photo again, although ten years can not be vicissitudes, but it has really changed too much, seeing this campus Huang Guofan felt a lot of mixed feelings. Suddenly, my brain flashed, and my understanding of the Buddhist scriptures deepened again.