59. Dao Heart

Taihui 356 years, the fourth day of the fifth month. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Chu Wuyan walked on the long street of Jincheng in the Great Jin Kingdom, and his eyes lingered on the shops on both sides of the long street.

A month and a half ago, he left the Heavenly Machine Pavilion and came to this mortal world.

He didn't want to think about everything that happened that day, but he couldn't help but recall.

For Ye Lingtian and Ye Yuan, he couldn't say that he hated what these two people did, but he couldn't let go of it.

Perhaps, it's time to go out of the mountain and go!" He thought like this, leaving the Heavenly Machine Pavilion and leaving the Immortal Cultivation Realm.

The reason why I came to Jincheng was because the Lin family was placed here.

It's still early, and the shops on the long street are just opening their doors. At the stall selling breakfast, the steaming heat is accompanied by the fragrance, revealing the smell of red dust and fireworks that have not been seen for a long time.

When Chu Wuyan's gaze fell on a pair of mother and son in front of the early stall, he suddenly froze.

A woman in her thirties, dressed in a blue printed coarse cloth shirt and holding a boy of five or six years old, stood in front of a pastry stall.

The one who sold the high point was also a woman, and she said enthusiastically: "Sister-in-law of the Lin family, come to buy sweet cakes for your son again?"

The woman in blue smiled and said, "Yes, Tian'er likes the sweet cakes in my aunt's house." The family is busy, so I can only bring Tian'er over!"

"Brother Lin also wants you and your children to live a good life! No one in the neighborhood knows that Brother Lin is famous for loving his wife and children. ”

"Auntie......" The woman in blue flickered her eyes slightly, suddenly stopped, and looked at the young man who was not far away in a daze.

"Sister-in-law of the Lin family, that little brother is very eye-catching, do you recognize him?"

The woman in blue shook her head and said confusedly: "I don't recognize it, but I look familiar!

"It's no wonder! There are more similar people in this world. ”

"yes......"

At this time, Chu Wuyan had already walked to the pastry stall. He didn't know how much effort he had to exert to barely restrain the excitement and urgency in his heart.

This woman in blue is undoubtedly the Lin family, and he will definitely not admit his mistake.

But she obviously doesn't remember Chu Wuyan herself, judging from Fang Cai's conversation, she has a husband and her own son.

She was an enviable mother and wife.

Chu Wuyan's heart was sour.

His mother had never smiled so easily and sweetly, always with a hint of sorrow on her brow and a hint of worry in her eyes. She often looked at him with that mixture of guilt, worry, and sadness.

Chu Wuyan in Chujia Village has always been just a child who worries his mother. Those gossips, those fingers, were like a mountain, pressing on her lonely and emaciated shoulders, and weighing her down for many years.

Even if he can support himself, what he brings to his mother is still a heavy burden and sadness.

Now, he could finally keep her from worrying, but she didn't need him.

You don't need that gray memory, you don't need that heavy burden, you don't need to let those cold facts completely ruin this incomplete happiness.

Ye Yuan said: "What the hell, when the time comes, you can go and see for yourself and understand!"

Ye Yuan changed her memory, and may have changed other people's memory. Chu Wuyan didn't know how he did it, in short, he must be able to do it.

Her mother, though still alive, is dead!

Chu Wuyan could certainly find a way to recover her memory, but could he really do so?

Why bother? Just let her live a happy life like this, who knows nothing about it, is it the best choice, isn't it?

Sometimes, it's a blessing to forget.

"Little brother, little brother?" the woman who sold the breakfast called out a few words, retrieving his attention.

The steaming heat smoked into his eyes, condensing into a layer of mist. He closed his eyes forcefully, and when he opened them again, Fang found that Lin and her son had already left.

Letting go of his clenched fist, Chu Wuyan turned around with difficulty and stepped up to follow.

Lin took his son's hand and walked into a tofu shop. A sturdy man came out, and the couple went back to the room intimately.

The divine sense replaced the five senses, sending the happy laughter of the family into Chu Wuyan's ears. The laughter seemed to seep into the ****, and when I heard it in Chu Wuyan's ears, I only felt more and more bitter and heavy in my heart.

Whether Ye Yuan's approach was right or wrong, he didn't know how to judge. He only knew that such a Lin family could undoubtedly live this life happier and easier.

Isn't such happiness real?

But mortals are not immortal cultivators.

The life of a mortal is very short, so short that he can go from one end of life to the other side of the Yellow Spring in a big dream that is too late to wake up.

Not everyone can live happily in sobriety.

Not everyone can afford to carry the real burden.

There are always some people who can laugh when they forget the past and be happy when they sleep in their dreams.

Chu Wuyan rented a room from nearby and stayed there for the time being.

His room is on a small two-story building, and from the upstairs window, you can see the Lin family selling tofu.

He stayed alone in his room, watching through the window every day, watching the family live in bits and pieces, looking at the intimateness and laughter that were trivial and did not belong to him.

On one side is the warmth and warmth of the red dust and fireworks, and on the other side is the coldness and loneliness outside the nine heavens.

On one side is the blossoming of flowers and spring warmth in a good dream, and on the other hand, there is the frost and autumn cold after waking up.

The awake are often lonely, and the high places are not cold.

It's time to make a choice!

Chu Wuyan, are you willing to indulge in an unreal dream, or are you willing to face a bleak life awakely?

How rugged is the fairy road, where is the ruggedness?

It's not about facing countless killings, it's not about facing endless greed, it's not about facing the loneliness and loneliness of cultivation.

It is that you always have to wake up from a good dream, that you always have to be separated from each other, that you always have to be awake to see everything in this world.

Even so, do you still have to embark on that immortal path?

"Yes, I do!" Chu Wuyan said in his heart.

At least, only those who walk on the path of immortals can afford an unreal but happy life like the Lin family, isn't it?

Even if I can't be happy, at least I can make my loved ones happy.

Therefore, I am willing to face everything in this world soberly, so I am willing to embark on such an unknown future of immortal road.

Why do you want to cultivate the Dao? The bell-like voice clearly echoed in Chu Wuyan's sea of knowledge.

It's coming again.

Chu Wuyan's heart sank, but he also realized that this time, he had to get through.

Why do you want to cultivate?" asked in a bell-like voice in the depths of the sea of knowledge.

I want to be stronger, I want to live longer.

I want to control my own destiny, I want to explore the love, hatred and parting of Hongchen.

I want to know what eternity is above life and death, and I want to understand who is in control of the heavens above the ninefold ninefold.