It has been three months since the book was opened in March and now at the end of June, but there is only one chapter in the main text of the book. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoI'm ashamed to say it now.

From "Xianxia: The Spirit of the World" to the current "Burial Sky", everything has changed.

Someone asked me, Yaya, other people's books are getting fatter and fatter, why are your books getting thinner and thinner? I smiled and said that it was overturned and rewritten.

Overturn the rewrite.

Although these four words are simple, its process is not simple.

It took half a month to change the name, and it was finally successful.

Finally, there's no longer a reason not to code. (What kind of logic is this?)

If you have enough waves, let's start coding words.

There's only one reason, I don't want to live up to myself.

Even if no one is with me, I will write it down.

This month, Mr. Li went on a business trip, although this can't be a reason why I don't code, but I don't have the heart to code words when I can't see him every day.

The person is at home, but the heart has already followed him to other places.

I'm afraid he's hot, I'm afraid he's tired, I'm afraid he'll be bitten by mosquitoes, I'm afraid he's allergic, and sure enough, I'm allergic again when I go out this time, and I'm a little red dot on my body. He said it was very itchy, but he took the medicine, so I don't have to worry.

I'm at home myself and I'm messing around day after day. Day and night passed, sleeping in the early morning and waking up at noon.

I'm afraid of the dark, so when I'm home alone, I sleep with the lights on at night. Moreover, I only go to sleep when I am sleepy, and I don't sleep if I am not sleepy.

Eating is also when I am hungry, and I only remember to eat.

I bought some instant noodles at home, but as soon as I ate instant noodles, I had acne and diarrhea, so I decided not to eat them.

But later, when I was nibbling on steamed buns, I suddenly found that it seemed that when Mr. Li was not by my side, I couldn't take care of myself.

I used to believe that in this world, no one can live without anyone, and after leaving, a person can live well.

But now I find that this is not the case.

During the time that Mr. Li was not at home, I myself became very bad.

Irregular diet, irregular work and rest.

In short, the whole person is in a very bad state, I feel very difficult every day, I am very lost every day, as if there is nothing that can be worth my happiness.

People laugh and laugh at me every day and think I'm happy, but I know I'm not like that. Especially when I close my eyes and get ready to sleep, I always imagine that he is next to me, but I turn over and put my arms around his waist, but there is nothing.

I opened my eyes and thought about it, and came back to my senses, oh, he went on a business trip. I took a pillow and put it beside me, and I slept in my arms.

I always thought that those girls who slept with plush dolls were very hypocritical, but now I have become this hypocritical.

When I sleep, I like to sleep facing the wall, which is a habit I have developed for more than 20 years. However, later with Mr. Li, he slept outside, I slept inside, I didn't sleep facing the wall, but facing him, and I slept with him in my arms, and my head rested on his arm, which was very comfortable, and then I learned that his arm was numb every morning, so I stopped pillowing.

But strangely, Mr. Li said that when he got up every morning, I still slept facing the wall...... It seems that habits are really hard to break......

I slept heavily, in Mr. Li's words, like a pig...... Mr. Lee always wakes up cautiously in the morning for fear of waking me, but he doesn't have to, because I don't notice it......

He usually wakes me up gently when he is going out after washing up and tells me that he is going to work, and I respond in a daze, and then habitually pouts and waits for a kiss. Sometimes it gets bad, blow into his mouth, he brushes his teeth, and I don't, hahaha......

After hearing the sound of the door locking, I was sure that he was gone, and I would go back to sleep.

When he wants to go to work in the morning, he will wake me up, and sometimes when I am in a bad mood, I will annoy him, saying that he will go to work and go to work, just go, and wake me up, and then turn over, ignore him, and continue to sleep with me. He still kissed him on the cheek and said he was gone.

Later, he said that he didn't mean to wake me up in the morning, he was afraid that I wouldn't find him after I woke up, and he would cry again.

I remember one thing very clearly, that is, last year, one morning, I don't know why I suddenly woke up, I touched, there was no one around, I sat up directly, stunned, thought he had gone to work, but I don't remember him telling me that he went to work, looked at the bedside, his mobile phone was not there, I don't know why, I cried. It's also a loud one.

I complained in my heart, why didn't you say hello to me and go to work. The baby is so wronged......

Then he heard me crying in the bathroom, and after half washing his face, he hurried over.

When I saw him, I was stunned for a moment, oh, I didn't leave...... Crying wrong...... It's embarrassing......

After he was stunned, and then continued to cry, he quickly took me in his arms and asked me what was wrong, did I have a nightmare, don't be afraid, my husband is here, let's talk about it...... He knew I was timid......

Then I cried harder and the baby didn't have nightmares......

Then I choked up and said, I saw that your phone was gone, I thought you went to work......

After Mr. Li heard this, he couldn't stop laughing.

He likes to carry his phone with him when he poops...... It's really ......

But he didn't expect me to wake up so early, and to be able to find his phone missing, and to tell that he was going to work...... I didn't expect that I would cry, and cry so much.

I said that when I was a child, when my parents came home, they always took advantage of me while I was asleep and then left. When I wake up in the morning and I don't see them, I cry and think they don't want me anymore...... Then grandpa coaxed me in all kinds of ways...... I don't listen...... Just cry and cry......

I got up and saw that you weren't around, and I thought ...... You don't want me anymore......

The so-called insecurity, the so-called dependence, is like this.

He's just going to the bathroom, and you'll think he doesn't want you anymore......

That's too much......

Alas......

How do you say so much......

Mr. Li said last night that he would not be able to come back until Tuesday or Wednesday of the next week......

But I found that after writing these things, I couldn't wait to take a ride to see him myself......

I...... I...... I'm going to check the route......