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When the door closed, the cold wind suddenly went wild, and then cut itself off, blowing off the fragrance of the plum for a few minutes, turning into a cold and cold numbness rolling in the nose - fortunately, it immediately returned to its original indifference. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info Su Zhiyu realized that she had subconsciously grasped the Blue Dragon Order in her arms - the Blue Dragon Order that she had never left since she first held it in her hand.

She took it out. The pattern of the green dragon is delicate and real. She stroked it, and held it tightly. She always had two strange delusions—one that told her that he gave her everything when he gave her the Green Dragon Order, and the other that made her think that if he gave her the Green Dragon Order, he would give her nothing.

Maybe it's not a delusion. Perhaps one of the two feelings is true. It's just that this cold metal is so hard and cold in her hand at the moment, which makes her feel extremely panicked unconsciously.

She struggled to think of all the words that would lead her to believe the first delusion. There have been too many. At the very least, he had seriously said that he was going to marry her, though not yet. He had also earnestly ordered her not to call him "master" anymore - but she still hadn't dared to change her mind. It seems sweet to think about, and even the sentence he just left behind, "Why do you take these things to heart when I am Tuoba Gu?" is also sweet, because the answer is, of course, because of her Su Zhiyu. It's just - the moment she closes her eyes, she always thinks of that painting, and remembers Chu Chu Wenhui's gentle smile on that painting. I—at last—could I not hold back my jealousy? Am I secretly jealous!

If only the master could one day draw a picture like this for me...... It's just that he hasn't even stared at me with such affection......!

The night seemed to be getting deeper.

After a long time, it suddenly seemed that the door opened, and as soon as the cold wind blew in, Su Zhiyu was slightly excited, and only then did he vaguely realize that he was leaning on the table and falling asleep - but at this moment, he was not very awake. In the drowsiness, she only felt that someone had touched her shoulder, and the overly familiar warmth immediately penetrated her clothes, and before she could wake up, Tuoba Gu had already carried her into the curtain.

She was still half-asleep, half-awake, and felt that the candle flame was still not extinguished, and it was flickering and jumping. Tuoba Gu seemed to sense her five points of sanity, and said, why did you fall asleep there?

His voice seemed to stir up infinite grievances in her heart, and she desperately held his hand, as if she was holding on to some hope in a dream. Tuoba was taken aback, and when he looked closely, she was only half-asleep and half-awake, so he didn't speak, and just lay down beside her. Su Zhiyu calmed down, and gradually fell asleep again, motionless.

Tuoba Gu's gaze turned away—to the green dragon order that was in her hand on the table. The candle didn't go out, it just got short. He stretched out his hand, lowered the bed curtains, and fell asleep with her eyes closed.

It was quickly getting dark. It seemed that because of the cold, Su Zhiyu unconsciously hugged his body extremely tightly. This surprised him again—although he didn't resent her like this, how could Su Zhiyu have the courage to hold him like this?

It wasn't until he heard Su Zhiyu in his sleep seem to cough lightly that he frowned slightly and turned his head to look at her. Su Zheyu's face was flushed, although it was extremely tempting, Tuoba Gu was stunned in his heart, and he faintly felt that her body was a little hot.

In his impression, Su Zhiyu had never been sick except for a high fever after being injured once. The child who ran out of this desert has always been surprisingly strong and enduring—now that I think about it, it's actually incredible, and she naturally survived countless illnesses by herself without letting him know. Tuoba Gu pulled out his hand and tried her forehead - really?

The candle on the table had extinguished itself. The sky is halflight, and the plum is still fragrant, but the breath in the ears is uneven.

He remembered that she had been half-asleep and half-awake last night, and that he was too sleepy to care.

This scene suddenly made him feel like he remembered a past event, and he broke out in a cold sweat, pushed away the quilt and sat up. He called out to her, his voice trembling slightly.

Yes. This scene is really familiar. He even knew - what was going to happen next.

Su Zheyu was pushed away by him, and naturally woke up, and seemed to be stunned for a while, only to feel that his throat was dry, his whole body was cold, and he couldn't speak. The Tuoba Gu sitting beside her turned even paler than her, as if he had just woken up from a nightmare.

Master...... What's wrong with the master?, she was dumbfounded, but still concerned, and sat up.

Tuoba Gu settled down slightly. Feathers. He shook her hand, and wrapped the quilt around her shoulder with the other. Her fingertips were cold.

Don't talk. You have a bit of a fever. His tone finally calmed down. What about the wound?

I'm fine, thank you for the ......

Then I caught a cold last night. Tuoba lonely road. I told you that you didn't have to wait for me to come back, and you didn't listen?

I...... No, just think about things, just ...... Asleep......

Tuoba Gu seemed to snort softly, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and placed the kettle on the table on the stove in the corner of the room for heating. Su Zheyu stared at his back, but his eyes were sore, and he blinked a little dry.

When she saw him walking towards the door, she sat up again and said, Master, put on some clothes and go out!

But he stopped, turned around, seemed to be stunned for a moment, walked back again, approached her, and suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged her.

Her already sluggish breathing immediately stopped, and then she recovered very slowly, very slowly. The shiver on his body disappeared immediately, replaced by a whole body temperature coming from his chest.

Master...... Su Zheyu wanted to speak and stopped. Her sensitivity was naturally enough to feel that Tuoba Gu remembered something.

Without saying a word, he lay down on her again, looked at her, and watched in silence for a long time, until the water on the stove steam and made the room even more dense.

Su Zhiyu drank hot water and felt much better, so he wanted to get up, but he thought of his repeated actions of pressing himself, and he hesitated and didn't dare to move.

What were you thinking about last night?, Tuoba Gu suddenly asked her.

Su Zhiyu was stunned. Those thoughts last night, now that I think about it, are already extremely nonsense, and besides, how can he know those jealous thoughts?

The host is the right person...... What did she think of? She didn't know if it was because she was in a panic, or because she really wanted to know, she asked him instead.

Tuoba Gu didn't expect her to ask a rhetorical question, and hesitated slightly.

Chu Chu Wenhui.

Chu Chu Wenhui. These four words were like a sharp sword, piercing Su Zhiyu's heart. She seemed to be overwhelmed by some tremendous force, and there was a blank dizziness in front of her.

Is it really her...... Her lips moved slightly, but she was just talking to herself.

The sky outside the window was already bright, but it was still not very bright, just like the cold morning in the desert, gray. The sun is so far away that it seems to be cold. All hope is delayed.

That morning, Chu Chu Wenhui hugged him tightly like that. Her belly was already very large, and this kind of hugging became hard, so that Tuoba Gu—or at that time, Tuoba Gu—who woke up—felt strange and ominous.

This woman, who was about to give birth at any time, had a fever that morning.

Tuoba Gu, who didn't know that happiness would leave him, put the last pot of water on the stove in the corner of the house, and before he had time to put on his coat, he ran out of the room to find Chu Chuxiang and his wife. The two of them were not worried about their daughter, although they were not on good terms with Tuoba Gu, they insisted on moving to live nearby half a month ago.

So he was stunned this morning at what he had done—he wondered what he was going to do after putting the water on the stove. Here, is he, the Blue Dragon Sect Master, no longer necessary to ask anyone for help?

His Su Zhiyu stopped him and made him stop, but his Chu Chu Wenhui did not—but not until he died. All he could remember was her blood, her pale countenance, her cold hand, and the baby's cry that had never come. He thought he could stop thinking about it, at least not so cruelly. However, if there is no fate—why would his Su Zhiyu hug him desperately to keep warm on such a similar morning? Could it be that even she has to be swept up in the history he repeats again and again?

She just caught a cold, it wasn't a worsening injury, it wasn't in any danger. Tuoba was so sure again and again, but he still reached out to touch her vein, and then turned to his forehead—only to realize that the corners of her eyes were wet.

He touched her sideburns, and it was wet all the way to the pillow. He suddenly panicked, wanting to ask her if she was uncomfortable, but he also knew that Su Zhiyu had never cried because of any physical pain—she almost never cried.

Did she cry out for the water she had so hard to drink? Get up and pour another bowl of hot water. I'm telling you to sweat, not to cry.

Su Zhiyu stood up again, and his body, which was sore from lack of water, leaned against Tuoba Gu's chest. After drinking another bowl of water, he wrapped her tightly in the quilt. Me or the quilt, which one do you like?

Su Zheyu mourned. - I naturally like you, but Chu Chu Wenhui and me, the answer is not me.

Master...... Su Zheyu leaned on him weakly, his eyes closed, as if he was making a big determination in the next step. I...... I have always been very envious of Miss Chuchu......

Tuoba frowned slightly. This woman will never cry because I said that I was thinking about "Chu Chu Wenhui"?

Because...... Because the master likes her so much, he can't forget her no matter what, and I hope that the master will take me to heart like this......

! Tuoba Gu interrupted her suddenly. If she hadn't been sick at the moment, I'm afraid he would have pushed her away. Su Zhiyu, do you understand or not, some people will never see each other again in this life unless time goes back, so I have to put it in my heart - I put you in front of me, because I have put too many people in my heart now, and I can't let go of you anymore! If I insist on taking you and the past ten years to heart, where will I let others go!

Su Zhiyu's body shook slightly, and he remembered what he said last night, "I am here every day, why do you need to worry", it turned out to be the same taste, and there were suddenly mixed tastes in his chest, I don't know whether to be happy or lost.

It turns out that only when you can't see someone and can't put it by your side anymore, do you put it in your heart...... Su Zheyu muttered. So is it happiness in the heart of the master, or happiness around the master?

Where do you want to be in me?

I......

She wanted to say that both were happy, but the back of her hand was covered by his hand, how could this not make her hope that it would never fade away—this is not the happiness that is around her? In her heart—it's just the happiness imagined by future generations, just the melancholy that can't be around, it's just that "I have to", right?

I want to be by the master's side......

She turned her face, and for the first time, she had no scruples and kissed Tuoba on the lips. She is also learning to believe that there are some things that he will not get angry easily.

After a long time, Su Zheyu was still ashamed and retreated suddenly. Tuoba Gu naturally didn't get angry, but just looked at her inexplicably ashamed face and was interested.

I just didn't expect you to be so jealous. He shook his head slightly. Su Zheyu, you are also an out-and-out woman.

No...... It's not jealousy, I--I feel like I'm not as good as Miss Chuchu, no matter what...... It can't replace her......

When did I ask you to replace her? I picked up a little girl under the age of ten and put it on the road, is it to ask her to replace Wen Hui?

Su Zhiyu's face flushed, and he couldn't speak.

Tuoba Gu felt that she still had a little fever, so he let her lie down again, and said, even if there will be a delusion, after the delusion, you are still Su Zhiyu - you can't replace her, that's true, but if she lives, she can't replace you. Why do you suddenly care so much about Wen Hui?

I ...... last night Su Zhiyu was afraid that he would be angry, so he hurriedly told him and Pan. Actually, it wasn't just last night, I always thought about it before - when I went to Chu Chubo's house, I saw a painting.

A painting?

It is...... Portrait of Miss Chu Chu. Su Zhiyu bit her lip. Every time I think of this portrait, I ...... There will be those who have talents...... Those bad thoughts.

Oh. Tuoba understood what she was referring to and smiled. Just because I painted a portrait of her, but not for you, you want to cry?

No...... No...... Su Zheyu's quilt had been stretched so that only a pair of eyes were exposed. It's just that she's so ...... Looking at the master so gently, when the master looks at her, he must be very ...... It's just that...... Just thinking about ...... Come to think of it......

Why do you still think I'm looking at you?" Tuoba laughed. Leaned down to look her straight in the eye. Su Zheyu, I can draw you with my eyes closed.

Su Zhiyu only felt that his heart was pounding three times in a row, and it seemed that he was about to rush out of the cavity. Tuoba Gu poked her forehead with three fingers, got up and said, I have written Su Fufeng's letter, do you want to hear it?

Su Zhiyu was stunned for a moment, and paused before humming.

The letter is very simple, it is to meet Su Fufeng under the east wall of Huizhou City ten days later. Su Zheyu listened to him finish reading, hesitated for a moment, and said, do you want ten days later......

Ten days is too long? Tuoba folded the letter. But I still think it's too fast—you're not completely healed, and if I hadn't known you were in a hurry, I should have written twenty days.

Why? There should be no danger in going to see Fufeng.

Not necessarily. Tuoba lonely road. But I thought about it, or what Suzaku Villa provoked last time, she would know something inside, so ...... It's better to ask her sooner.

Do you want to go with the hosts?

Do you want to meet her yourself?

No...... No...... It's just that...... She paused. If the master also goes, help the wind...... Fufeng doesn't know what to think, I don't know if he will be a little alert.

I wrote the letter, what did she think? But if you hadn't been injured, I wouldn't have had to go, and I would have been better off if you had asked me what to say. (To be continued.) )