Chapter 195 suddenly became clear

Liu Qing sat on the roof, looking a little lonely, Lu Pingfei stayed next to her and didn't speak, she knew that Liu Qing needed to be quiet at the moment, but she needed someone to accompany her. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Liu Qing had to admit that one pill and two pills of wisdom had completely messed up his suppressed mood. He is very confused now, and even a little unsure of what to do.

He understood that this was a sign of the rise of demons in his heart, and that he had to overcome them on his own. If you can't overcome it, then your immortal path may be ruined.

Xiantu Avenue can not go, but he can't do without the answer that troubles his heart. Zhang Yi waited for so many years, forcing himself to cultivate immortals and practice the Tao.

There must be a reason for this, although he doesn't know what the reason is. But that was the answer he wanted to know, so he had to keep going.

Obsession, this is an obsession, an indelible obsession that troubles the heart of attachment.

"Pingfei, do you say that after a person has gone through a lot, can you start over?" Liu Qing asked Lu Pingfei a little blankly.

Although Lu Pingfei has already been here, and it is the result of Liu Qing's own hands. But this kind of repetition is cheating, not a restart at all, which is why he asks like this.

"Brother, I noticed that you are a little different, different from what I remember. You used to be happy when we were together, but why did you suddenly say things that I don't even remember? I've had all of your experiences, I've been involved in your past. But I don't understand what my brother can't figure out!" Lu Pingfei finally couldn't help but be curious.

"Our past?" Liu Qing suddenly looked at the void in front of him, and in the depths of his memory, he began to recall everything about Lu Pingfei.

Yes, Lu Pingfei's life trajectory has been erased, and everything about her has started all over again. As long as there are no accidents, she may always live happily as she does now.

But his own memories are still there, and those memories he doesn't want to get rid of, and he can't get rid of them.

Since the beginning of his cultivation, he has almost always gone to the end of the world alone, experienced many things, walked many roads, experienced joys and sorrows, and parted with life and death.

I can't go back to my home, my lover can't save me, and it seems that I have never had any happy memories along the way. Perhaps the biggest decision in his life was to promise Zhang Yi an agreement to exchange himself for the prosperity of the Liu family for thousands of years.

Since then, all the vows he made have not been fulfilled, he once promised Xiao Yue, thinking that she would be happy in her life, but his own departure made Xiao Yue kill herself.

He promised Han Muyao that he would never be separated and not disappointed in his life, but he watched her lonely grave fall in front of him.

He made an oath that he would never be tempted by others, but Lu Lingzhi destroyed the oath of demons.

He wanted to work hard to cultivate immortals, and the dream of seeing the end of the immortal path had now become just running on the path of immortality for an answer.

He promised Lu Pingfei a ten-year contract, but he cheated and replaced all of Lu Pingfei's memories.

The past of that year flew in front of me like a landscape ink painting, and the voices and faces of everyone who had experienced it flashed in front of me one by one.

What have you done to get to where you are today? What have you gotten so far?

The personality has changed greatly, and he is alone, and the scenery of this fairy road is all he gets.

"Liu Qing, Liu Qing, what are you insisting on, what do you want?" Liu Qing couldn't help muttering to herself.

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed through his mind, and he remembered a conversation he had with his cousin a long time ago when he was young.

He was only sixteen years old that year, and his cousin was nineteen years old.

"Sister, if you don't get married, you really can't get married, what kind of man do you want?"

"Wu Ke galloped across the battlefield and cut off the enemy's country. The text can talk about and laugh at the poems, and stabilize the people of one side for many years. ”

"So demanding?"

"People always have to know what they want, even if it's unrealistic, they have to have an ideal. Otherwise, wouldn't it be the same as salted fish in a salt tank?"

"You are not as good as salted fish! My Liu family is in this situation now, and if you and your relatives are not treated, the elders of the family already love you very much, you can't go online like this. ”

"I know the ambition of the Liu family, as a child of the Liu family, why can't I set an ambition for myself?

"Shhh This kind of thing is also said casually?"

"You are the young master of the Liu family, why are you so timid?"

"It's not cowardice, it's a careful sailing boat. I understand my father's thoughts, but we can't talk nonsense about this kind of thing, because we don't have the strength to say anything like that. ”

"When you have the strength, then talk about it?"

"If we have the strength, we won't talk about it, because then we will just do it. ”

"That's the truth. But what's your goal?"

"Can I have a good time?"

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"A lifetime of freedom?" Liu Qing now recalled the wish he had told himself back then, and suddenly had mixed feelings in his heart.

"Can I still live a free life?" Liu Qing looked at the branches and leaves dancing in the sky, and asked himself silently.

"Brother," Lu Pingfei said suddenly, "What happened in the past cannot be changed. People must remember the past, but they must not be trapped in the past and cannot extricate themselves.

Because you still have a future to go, and if you are always stuck in the past, your future will not be wonderful. ”

"I know, but there are some things that you really can't forget, it always lingers in your heart, it becomes an indelible memory, and it affects your mind all the time. ”

"Brother, you don't have the ability to change the past, but you have the ability to change the future. If you give up what you can change because you can't change it, won't it be worth the loss?"

"Give up what can be changed because you can't change it?" Liu Qing muttered and repeated, and at that moment, Liu Qing seemed to suddenly understand something. I am not trapped in the past and cannot come out, but I am trapped in my own emotions.

I only remember what I lost, but I don't remember what I once had. Those people and things have been owned by themselves, and although they have been lost again for various reasons, no one can change the fact that they once owned.

So why do you only remember the pain of loss, but not the joy of having?

People have joys and sorrows, which is a fact that is difficult to complete in ancient and modern times. I still have a long way to go, and I can't fall down at this moment.

What can't be changed can't be changed, so don't let what can be changed fall victim to those things that can't be changed.

Mu Yao has been reincarnated, and she is no longer Mu Yao, and Mu Yao, who is in her heart, has done so much hard to survive.

She didn't even want to see her last face, she just wanted to keep herself alive.

"Mu Yao, do you have any ideals for stepping into the Immortal Dao?" Liu Qing suddenly remembered the question he had asked.

At that time, Han Muyao thought for a while and replied: "I didn't have any goals before, just take one step at a time. But now that I have it, I want to go to the end of the fairy road with my son to see what is at the end of the fairy road!"

"The end of the immortal path? ”

"Childe is here, I think anything can be achieved!"

"Okay, I'll be with you. ”

"Well, we're in this together. ”

When Han Muyao passed away, she left a letter to herself, and there was a sentence in the letter: "Husband, when you walk through the smoke and rain and go to the end of the fairy road, can you tell me the scenery where?"

It's a pity that Liu Qing only thought that Han Muyao was dead at that time, and there were only thousands of grief and anger in his heart, only infinite anger.

At this moment, Liu Qing suddenly understood that everything about the original emotion was not to remember those sad pasts, but to continue the beauty of the past. Even if the former person is gone, Xinfu can still continue. Because she is in memory, as long as she remembers, then the person who has been lost will always be by her side.

"When I walk through the smoke and rain and reach the end of the fairy road, I will definitely tell you the scenery there. Liu Qing suddenly figured it out and suddenly became enlightened.

Although I will never be able to see my former relatives, I can still continue to be happy.

left his parents, but the Liu family has prospered for a thousand years. Although Han Muyao is dead, she can continue to help her finish the road she has not walked. Xiao Yue is gone, but the sound of her piano still echoes in her head. I am still there, and my happiness can continue.

Since I can't change the past, please let me continue the happiness I lost, even if it's just me, I can. Because I'm sure they're all watching, and if I laugh, they'll laugh too.