One by one, the wooden door panels were removed, and Xu Yue's small clinic began a new day of revenue.

The white mist made the door panel wet, and after taking a breath of the air with the salty smell of the humid sea, Xu Yue's eyes were blank without focus.

It has been a while since he came to this world, and with the medical knowledge that is ahead of this era, he can be regarded as having a firm foothold and taking down this small clinic in the concession.

Xu Yue is a traverser, before crossing an orphan who grew up in a welfare home, with his own talent and the path arranged by the dean, he entered the school like a marionette, took the scholarship in a muddle, graduated in a muddle, entered the hospital in a muddle, received a red envelope in a muddle, and got a well-known surgical expert in a muddle.

From childhood to adulthood, he has no character of his own, no ideas of his own, no path of his own, as if these natural human feelings are slowly lost and dissipated with the confusion again and again.

There is no family, no friendship, no purpose in life.

Some only have endless disguises, endless masks.

Passively took the expectations of the director and the hopes of the other members of the orphanage as his life goal, and kept crawling forward and moving forward.

Maybe it's the ability to lose these emotions in exchange.,It's quite good in terms of learning ability.,Have memories that are almost unforgettable.。

A lot of professional knowledge, as well as the novels and anime that I watched to pass the time, can be firmly remembered in my mind.

But he never felt any pleasure in this.

I only know that the numb ones are doing surgery, the numb ones are giving speeches, the numb ones are participating in consultations, the numb ones are participating in the suggestions and research and development of new drugs, the numb ones donating all the red envelopes they have worked so hard to collect, and the numb ones stand on the podium.

With a signature smile that looks funny, sunny, brilliant, and warms people's hearts, he has become a model, a benchmark, and a moral model in the eyes of outsiders.

Live for others with a mask.

In front of the reporter, he said the words that he had said countless times again and again, and went back to the orphanage to visit the children, looking at those admiring eyes, and looking at the relieved smile of the old dean.

But my heart is still cold, at a loss, with no goal, no joy, no direction, no idea what pleasure is.

I only know that the mechanical continues to walk, and the mechanical completes the road that everyone expects.

What I did before crossing over, but I can't remember it very much, and I vaguely remember that it seems to be on the operating table.

And after discovering the fact that he crossed over, there was nothing that he couldn't accept, only the numbness and confusion that he was accustomed to.

If there are no other accidents, open a small clinic, continue to hang the signature sunny smile by habit, do what you have done before, see a doctor, make money, receive red envelopes, and then donate all your income, and continue to run mechanically with this inertia gear in confusion and confusion.

Perhaps, this is the life of the future.

However, in this numb gray world, after buying a newspaper about the news of the world war, looking at the mecha pictures in the newspaper, Xu Yue seemed to suddenly notice that the gray world around him had a new brilliance.

The world that is completely incomprehensible, the world that is completely incomprehensible, is still at the beginning of the twentieth century, and has just completed the second industrial revolution.

The Allies with the Mecha Legion in World War I were defeated by the coalition forces with the Jedi Legion, and finally surrendered in humiliation.

For this unknown and mysterious world that needs to be found and explored, Xu Yue feels as if his whole person has come to life, and the colors around him have also recovered.

The original black and white world seemed to come alive all at once, feeling my heartbeat, feeling my body temperature, and for the first time, I had a feeling of being alive.

[Do you long to find the real life and know the true self?] 】

A cold mechanical voice appeared in his mind, and the next moment Xu Yue's eyes turned black and disappeared in place.

What is the true self......

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Ahh I originally wanted to rescue "The One", but the rescue failed, and now even "Interstellar" has been put in, Dian Niang is too sensitive, and there is no way to take her.

The new book is infinite flow.,Only the protagonist knows the infinite flow of the specific plot.,The protagonist's personality has also been considered for a long time.,If you don't want to be too dark in the infinite flow, this kind of character feels just right.,As for whether it can change from cold to hot, it depends on the follow-up progress.。

The new book asks for support, for support, and for all kinds of ~

Group 1: 142206324

Group 2: 150910003

Because there is still work and limited energy, the festival fungus will only peep at the screen in the group and not speak, and I hope everyone will forgive me and wipe my tears