It seemed that after a long time, she opened her eyes again in a daze, and was pierced by some light. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info This made her eyes squint again. Is it dawn? It's already daylight coming in through the moving side curtains. Have you slept all night? The carriage is still moving?

Just as she was thinking, the curtain in front of her also moved, and she saw Tuoba Gu's familiar eyes. He leaned open the curtain and turned his face to look at her, just as she had when she first saw him, not even saying a word: Are you awake?

She smiled.

Tuoba Gu lowered the curtain and went. So happy now?' his voice said outside. Why did you cry like a water man last night?

Qiu Guanghan sat up and reached out to lift the curtain. Where are we?," she asked. Out of the woods?

It's been out for a long time. Tuoba lonely road. I wanted to find a place to stop and rest for the night after leaving the forest last night, but it turned out that it was almost dawn when I got out of the forest, so I thought it would be better to go to the next town and find an inn for you to rest.

You...... You haven't slept all night? Qiu Guanghan said embarrassedly. Come in and rest for a while, I'll catch the car for a while.

No need. Tuoba lonely road. I'm not sleepy.

You...... Will you rest for a while, even if I beg you—we will stop for a while, and you will come in and sit with me for a while?

Tuoba Gu saw that she had reached out to drag her arm, so he had to say, okay, don't pull me, I'll stop after the front one.

Tell me about the rest of the story. Qiu Guanghan said. She stared at Tuoba and sat still beside her.

Do you still want to hear it? I'm afraid you'll cry again.

I want to know. Qiu Guanghan said. How did you find my mother later, how did my mother die, and how did you leave me at the back door of Qiao's house?

After leaving my father, I found my way out of the woods. Tuoba lonely road. I ran for three days before I arrived in Jiaxing City, but I didn't know where my mother lived. I went up and down the market every day. On the fourth day, I finally saw the widow who had come with my mother. I saw her when I was a child, and that day she covered her face with silk veil, and bought a lot of things at once, so I quietly followed, and sure enough, she was good.

But at that time your hand ......

Of course, I can't move yet.

So many days are you ...... How do you live? How do you eat?

Eat very little. Tuoba lonely road. When eating, although the hands cannot move, the elbows can still be moved. Others put things in the palm of my hand, and I don't have to grasp them myself.

That...... That mother must be very sad to see you like that!

Oh, yes. Tuoba bowed his head alone. If I hadn't had to, I wouldn't have gone to her like this. We hadn't seen each other for seven years, and the meeting was so mixed that I couldn't tell her about my dad for a while. But when my mother saw that my hands were like this, I knew that something must have happened in the teaching. She didn't find fault with it, she just said that she had a way to cure my injuries and told me not to be afraid.

Your hand was cured by your mother? Qiu Guanghan asked.

Tuoba nodded and said, Dad left the secret note with his mother, and there are two articles about how to treat serious internal injuries and external injuries, and muscle and vein injuries are also among them. The martial arts of the Tuoba family were originally not passed on to foreign surnames, and even if my mother got married, she couldn't learn them, but at that time, in order to save me, she immediately watched it. She's -- she's really a person of extraordinary talent, and she can run according to the law just by looking at it once. But this method of governing people is very depleting to her. Niang was also a master, so even if she was injured, she could slowly recover. But she was pregnant at the time, and she was so engrossed in my treatment that she lost her vitality and vomited blood and fainted. I only knew then that this healing method was so hurtful, but she had already done it, and no matter how much I regretted it, there was nothing I could do. When she woke up, she was very weak, and I didn't dare to tell her about my father, who expected her to ask me if something had happened to my father first. I couldn't hide it from her, so I said it. She didn't cry when she heard this, she just said that we should also hurry up and escape in disguise, a child like me ran such a long way alone, especially if my hands were injured, there would be people on the way, and if the people of the Qinglong Sect really searched for it, they would definitely not be able to escape. When I heard what she said, I felt reasonable, and I was anxious at the time, but I remembered in my heart that my father's body had not yet been buried, so I hesitated. My mother scolded me, saying that I had been with my father for all these years, and I had become like him who couldn't afford to let it go, and I was gentle when things happened. I hated people the most that I was like my father, and I decided to leave with my mother.

Tuoba Gu paused for a moment, and then said, Niang was originally from Lin'an. Her maiden family, the Xia family, is a large landowner in Lin'an, and is also a well-known martial arts family in the rivers and lakes, and it seems that her grandfather was an official in the court and has a good background. At that time, we planned to avoid returning to Lin'an first, and forgive them for not daring to do anything to the Xia family. Although Jiaxing is not far from Lin'an, but halfway through, it snowed, and it became extremely difficult to walk. I proposed to avoid the snow in the town on the way, but my mother insisted on asking to go on the road. We were both very puzzled and felt inappropriate, but we couldn't resist her repeated insistence, so we continued to set off for Lin'an. I still remember -- I remember the day I held my mother's hand --

Tuoba said, leaning back against the wall of the car, as if to remember something more - I noticed that her hands were cold. I was scared and asked her what was wrong, and she only told me not to be afraid—she grabbed me and told me that her martial arts were all useless, and that she would not be able to protect me if she was chased, so she had to leave quickly. I only knew then that she had done this for my hands, but I also knew intuitively that she wasn't just going to walk fast for that reason. I asked her if my younger brother or sister was about to be born, and she nodded yes, saying that she wanted to give birth to the child in Xiajiazhuang, not on the road. It was a good reason, but she nodded, and I thought she was lying. So I asked, "In that case, wouldn't it be better for us to rest in town on the way, and that we could hurry up faster." She just shook her head, desperately and didn't say anything.

The snow fell heavier in Lin'an. Tuoba Gu continued. We rushed straight to Xiajiazhuang. I just didn't expect that although the three big characters of Xiajiazhuang were close in front of us, we finally couldn't step in.

Why? Qiu Guanghan said in surprise. Why didn't you go in?

I didn't know that my mother had been kicked out of the house by her father. Just because she wanted to marry our father, she had already cut off ties with her family.

So they ...... They won't let her in?Qiu Guanghan said with wide eyes. How can this be? My mother is about to give birth, even if she is not from their family, she can't do this! Not to mention......

What I thought at the time...... Same with you. Tuoba lonely road. I saw that my mother was humiliated, and if it wasn't for my safety, I am afraid that she herself would never come back to beg this mother's family, so I was angry and angry at that time, and I had to do it with those people from the Xia family in the past. But my mother held me - not only did she hold me, but she herself knelt down and begged them. Think about it, how can a person like Niang, who is pregnant with Liujia, kneel in the snow? Even so, the people of Xiajiazhuang did not let go, but closed the door. My mother has been kneeling there. If it weren't for you, I would not have stood up if she had been afraid of her death.

How can they do that...... Qiu Guanghan muttered. I have been in Lin'an for so many years, and every time I pass by Xiajiazhuang, I still think that the people at their door are very kind!

Tuoba Gu just snorted. After that, it was their turn.

What the?

Tuoba Gu glanced at her. I swore that I would not let them go unless they kowtowed and confessed their mistakes for what happened back then. That's the most important thing I planned to do after I found you.

Qiu Guanghan touched his seat uneasily, and said for a while, in fact, it was all my fault.

It's not you, it's me. Tuoba lonely road. I shouldn't have been too obedient at the time. If I want to make trouble, I want to fight, maybe in the end, my mother will be able to achieve her wish......

Do you want ......?

She was bent on returning to Xiajiazhuang as soon as possible, it turned out that she had already felt that her life was short. Tuoba lonely road. She felt that her body was getting worse day by day. She just keeps trying her best to protect you, and she is afraid that as soon as you are born, she will not be able to support you. She just wanted to go back to Xiajiazhuang to have a look before leaving, and that's it. But this wish could not be fulfilled in the end, let alone ask for forgiveness from those people. Tuoba Gu said with a sneer, I am glad that those people did not forgive her--because they were not worthy! But my mother did not meet her parents anyway, and she still ...... I went with regret......

Qiu Guanghan stared at his expression. There was a rare sadness on his face. It's completely different from when he talks about his father. But the grief faded away. He smiled and said, that day, we forced my mother to an inn and didn't let her kneel anymore. It snowed for two days, and we stayed there for two days. You know, these two days have changed me. I sat there and watched her grow weak and cold little by little, and my heart was full of gnashing hatred. I decided in my heart that one day I was going to take revenge, for as long as I wanted - I just made up my mind that one day I would take back everything that belonged to me. Just two days. On the morning of the third day I went downstairs to buy something, and when I came back, you were already born. I...... I didn't see my mother's last face.

Qiu Guanghan stood up uncontrollably and hit his head on the roof of the car. She's because of me...... Because of me......!?" she said in a trembling voice. I killed my mother, didn't I?

Tuoba didn't seem to hear her. All I hear is you crying. He said to himself. The widow who was with her was weeping. Mother's blood flowed all the way to the ground. But she ...... She...... She......

He talked about her three times in a row, and finally turned his face to look at Qiu Guanghan. He took her hand.

It has nothing to do with you. He pulled her to sit down. She...... I won't blame you.

Qiu Guanghan only felt that his body was hugged by him, and he involuntarily leaned on his shoulder. She also stretched out her arms and hugged Tuoba Gu. Brother...... She murmured sadly. I...... Is he a sinner?

Don't do this. Tuoba lonely road. I knew you'd be sad to tell you this story......

But if it weren't for me......!

If it's not you, it's someone else. Tuoba lonely road. There is always a child to be born, but it is you who is born: you have no choice—unlike me, when you can choose, you can't change it. However, even I don't blame myself anymore, what do you blame yourself?

Qiu Guanghan slowly raised his head. You really didn't hate me? Not at the time?

Tuoba shook his head. The widow told me that before she died, she told me to take good care of you. My mind was blank, and I had no other thoughts than to take good care of you. But at noon that day I thought - don't say you're a baby girl, even if you're a brother, I don't want to involve you in my affairs. I had another, stronger thought in my heart, and that was revenge. I don't know how many things I have to do in the future, and if you're by my side, I can't let it go. Before I can do all of that, I have to get out of my life - if I take you with me, maybe the two of us will get into trouble with each other. So at noon that day, I took you to Wulin Fang. To avoid people's eyes, I went to the back door. I walked back and forth there for a long time, not knowing which back door to pick to put you down. Later, I scolded myself and hesitated, so I chose a random one and put you down. I hid to the side, waiting to see who came out and carried you in. But you stare at me, and you won't cry. I hid for a long time, but you still don't cry. I had to come over and rip off the wrap off your body, and I would cry when I thought you were cold. But you still don't cry. I wondered if God told me not to abandon you. I'll go back and hug you. As soon as I picked you up, I remembered the reasons why I couldn't take you with me. I'll just look at you. You're glaring at me again.

When Tuoba Gu said this, he couldn't help but reach out and brush Qiu Guanghan's eyes. Like you are now, it seems that you want to cry, but you don't cry, and you stare at me. I finally decided to let you go, and whether you cry or not, I ignore it. But this time, as soon as I let you go, you cried.

Qiu Guanghan's eyes that were always wide finally couldn't stand it anymore. She reached out and covered her nose, lowered her eyes and began to cry.

As I said, I'm doing it for myself. Tuoba smiled alone. It's just selfish - so let you go. I hid back and waited for a while, and finally someone came out and carried you in. To be honest, my heart really hurts, and I want to run over to her and tell her to take good care of you, but I know that is not feasible. I turned and walked away, thinking that from now on I would never have a sister at all. I've really lived like this for the past eighteen years, but I didn't really start to let go of what I was going to do, but I had to bring you back.

I'm still ...... I'm sorry for you.

Tuoba Gu shook his head, and continued, I returned to the inn, worried that if I didn't kill the widow, the matter of Tuoba family having a daughter, as well as my whereabouts, might be exposed. But before that, the mother's body must be buried first. I remembered my father, so I asked the widow to help her, and took her body to the woods where she had been, and buried her with her. After that, I wanted to do it, but something happened suddenly. The woods were too close to the Blue Dragon Sect, and we had waited there for too long, and several of the cultists had already discovered it. When they saw that we were only a woman and a child, they went straight to us and started to arrest them. The widow told me to flee, and she was left alone to resist. I could have escaped, but I knew that it would be bad for you and me if she had been caught, but if I had done it to her, I would have been alone......

Brother, why do you keep talking about killing her? Qiu Guanghan said, you have always wanted to kill her? Isn't her life her life? She sacrificed herself so much for you, holding on to death to give you time to escape, but you still want to kill her?

It turns out that I was wrong! Tuoba Gu is not without hatred. I didn't kill her, I was wrong. Otherwise, after eighteen years, why did your news finally leak out, and someone finally came to hunt you down!

Not at all, brother, no......!

What's more, on the way to find you, Zhiyu has already encountered traces of the killers who were bribed by traitors looking for you, is it necessary for me to lie to you?

Even if it's true, how do you know that she must have leaked the news?

Who else will there be? She is the only one who knows about you but me.

At that time, there should have been a lot of people who saw my mother pregnant with me, could they ......

No one knows that it is a baby girl, but now the killer hired by the Qinglong Sect knows your details very well, and the eight characters of your birth date and the shelter portal are all clear. I wanted to believe that she had been safe for eighteen years, but I could not rest assured - and fortunately I could not be at ease, and I would not have known that you would be in danger!

Why...... Why would she speak out now when she had been safe for eighteen years?

I don't know why. Tuoba lonely road. It sounds like a hard and soft approach. Either they tortured her and she couldn't hold on at the moment, or they bribed her and she was tempted at the moment. Or you can think that she didn't say it eighteen years ago, and after a long time, she put it aside and locked her up, and recently, there may be some major action in the Qinglong Sect, and she turned over the old accounts again and forced her to question again, but she said it this time.

What if she says it? How many people can endure torture?

I—Tuoba shook his head. If I were her, I wouldn't give them a chance to punish me. You think it's too vicious for me to kill her, but you know that I'm her master, and she's just a servant. A servant should be like a servant, and at that time he should die. If she didn't understand this herself, of course I could have killed her to save myself. It's not just my part, it's hers.

You...... How can you ......

Don't look like that. Tuoba smiled alone. That's why I said you don't meddle in my affairs, revenge and murder have nothing to do with you at all. I can only teach you that to achieve your goals, you can only sacrifice everything else. If I weren't that kind of person, I wouldn't be alive today, and I wouldn't be able to do anything in the future - I would have to bury myself like my father. It doesn't matter if you don't understand, I won't ask you to make these decisions.

But if you are really so selfish, why did you bring me back to you?" Qiu Guanghan said. Don't lie to me. You're far less ruthless.

Tuoba Gu was stunned, and then laughed again. Because I didn't expect you to be a weak woman with no power, and you didn't learn any of the secrets left for you!

The secret note left for me? Qiu Guanghan said strangely. I've never seen a secret recipe before!

I thought you were smart enough to find it yourself.

Finally...... Where the hell did you put it? Qiu Guanghan was anxious. I just gave birth, and such a secret book has not been taken away yet!

To be honest, it was also a last resort. Tuoba Gu said and stretched out his left hand. Qiu Guanghan didn't see how he pressed the motor spring, but saw that the machine spring on his arm actually opened, and with a bang, the sharp blade popped out. This blade is like a knife rather than a knife, and it is a bit like a hook, and the shape is quite strange. Her heart moved, thinking, Miss Su seems to have this. Just as he was thinking about it, Tuoba Gu had used the tip of his knife to lightly draw a rectangle in the air.

It was about this size booklet, and it was a popular paper book in Lin'an City at that time. Generally, twenty or thirty pieces of paper are threaded together, and they are sold very cheaply, two pennies. This kind of paper floor is tough and extremely thick, absorbs water but does not seep water, and is not even too afraid of fire, and many people like to use it for bookkeeping.

I...... I've seen a booklet like this! Qiu Guanghan grabbed his hand. That's what Mrs. Xian used to write a diary! Why, is this a secret......

I bought a book, and it took me a day to cut each page out of the middle, to take apart the secret notes, to sandwich them in each page, and then to dip the four sides of the paper back into their original shape. At that time, they did this just so that if they were chased after them, the secret would not fall into their hands so easily, but then they put the book on you.

It shouldn't be. Qiu Guanghan muttered. Could it be that the book was taken by Mrs....... Dec to keep a diary? I had been taking notes since before she met me, until she died, and it was just that--yes, yes! You say that kind of book is twenty or thirty sheets of paper?

Tuoba nodded his head.

It must have been—it must have been Mrs. Grandma's and then several of them worn together—her journal was thick, hundreds of pages,--so to speak...... So the secret is really ...... Brother, what should I do if the journal was taken away by them?

What else can I do. Tuoba lonely road. When I first asked Oriyu to look for you, I also told her that she saw a booklet of this size, and she must bring it back. But she didn't find it. I was a little worried back then, but now it's 18 years and I don't care. Don't be in a hurry about this matter first, and then think about chasing it back when you have time.

You put the secret on me, what should you do yourself?" Qiu Guanghan asked again.

Worried about me?, Tuoba laughed. Rest assured, I remembered it a long time ago. I said that I stayed with my mother at the inn for two days. The next day was spent gluing the booklet, and the day before was naturally sitting there flipping through the secret notes. I flipped it back and forth three times.

That...... That's good. Qiu Guanghan breathed a sigh of relief. I thought I was ...... I let you down again......

Don't you live up to me now? Don't you learn at all? Tuoba Gu said this, and then laughed again. But that's fine. Zhi Yu fell for you, thinking that your martial arts are really powerful, plus drugs and acupoints can't help you, you can be regarded as a tricky character.

Then how do you know that I don't know martial arts?

Just look at it. Tuoba lonely road. If you don't feel at ease, you can feel your pulse and you will know.

You know it at a glance?" Qiu Guanghan said hesitantly. No way...... Brother Ling and Brother Shao have both doubted me for a long time.

Tuoba looked at her and laughed. I don't want to speak ill of your two "big brothers", don't force me to say it.

But...... But don't you think it's really a bit unusual for me to be like this, and I usually speak softly?

It's very light. Tuoba Lonely Positive Color Road. This one is a bit weird.

But you can still hear it, like when I wake up, you know.

Have you forgotten what I told you? Look at the "atmosphere".

This can also look at the atmosphere?

Of course. Whether you're awake or not, it's different. Tuoba Gu's expression didn't look like he was joking.

Qiu Guanghan glanced at him hesitantly, and said secretly in his heart, I don't believe it. But then she remembered something, and said colorlessly, by the way, the widow, does she also know that you are hiding the secret?

Be.

Then if she had told them about it, they would have gone to the first lady's booklet, in case they had gotten it by chance, if they had practiced......

The secret notes I have sealed in the book are only part of the sword and sword skills. Tuoba lonely road. Because I didn't expect that the time I stayed in the inn was only two days, and the part of the palm method and the inner strength heart method had not yet been sealed, and I was always here. Although the sword technique and sword technique are also very powerful, without the cooperation of the internal strength and heart method, even if they get the secret tips, they will not be able to practice the law.

Then you left that sword part for me, shouldn't I be able to practice?

Fools, they are martial arts people, you are a blank slate. If you practice the moves to perfection, you will also get a little inspiration from them, but they want to use their own irrelevant internal force to drive our Tuoba family's moves, which is obviously not possible, and if you are strong, you will only go crazy.

But...... But I'm still not reassured......

Tuoba couldn't help but smile and said, you have grown up very fast, and you have already taken our Tuoba family's things to heart?

I'm thinking that you said that the martial arts of the Tuoba family are not passed on to outsiders, and even the mother can't learn them, so ...... It's always not good to fall into the hands of others.

Tuoba smiled alone. It's not that I won't get it back, it's just that I'm not in a hurry at the moment. Even if someone practices once or twice, it's nothing, and in the end it's not the same as asking your brother to kill him?

You're so self-righteous again......

It's not self-righteous, it's not necessary to be too modest.

But what if there are many of them?

What do you want to do so far? I said, you'd think, I thought about it. Don't worry about it.

Qiu Guanghan muttered, I'm afraid that if I don't worry about you, you won't be happy.

I don't need anyone to worry about, I would have died long ago by relying on you.

As he spoke, his hand moved, and the tip of the knife took itself back. It's been a long delay. He said. It's time to hit the road.

I'll sit outside with you. Qiu Guanghan hurriedly said.

Okay, come out. Tuoba Gu said and went out first.