Chapter 49: The Demons of the Heart

Tian Kui's matter is both heartache and helplessness for Mo Ye, Mo Ye has never forgotten the things of the past, although he doesn't think about it now, but he still became Mo Ye's demon. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

This was left behind by the betrayal of his friends, and it hurt not only his body, but also Mo Ye's heart.

Originally, Mo Ye was an orphan, no one loved him, he lacked the love of his parents since he was a child, and his only friend became an enemy.

I was negative for half a year, and only after the injuries of my hands and feet were healed did I force myself not to think about it, and I devoted myself to cultivation, and after so many years, I still left scars in Mo Ye's heart.

The effect of the Demon Barrier Grass is like this, arousing the demons in people's hearts, and the first time Mo Ye took it, it directly reminded him of Tian Kui's matter.

Unconsciously, after a stick of incense, Mo Ye was already sweating profusely, his clothes were already wet with his own sweat, the corners of his mouth were also bitten, and his whole body trembled and endured.

Because the Demon Barrier Grass made him go back to the time when he was ten years old, Tian Kui's things kept happening in his heart, and he was beaten again and again, hurting not Mo Ye's body, but his heart.

Finally, after persisting for a stick of incense, the medicinal effect of the magic barrier grass passed.

Mo Ye slowly opened his eyes, looked at the surrounding environment, and couldn't help but spit on his saliva, which was bloodshot, showing that Mo Ye hurt himself when he gritted his teeth and endured it.

Sitting on the bed, Mo Ye smiled bitterly: "Such a little magic barrier grass makes me so uncomfortable, fortunately I didn't take a large amount, otherwise I would really go crazy." ”

Getting up, Mo Ye came to the courtyard, fetched two buckets of water in the well of the courtyard, took a bath, and then changed into clean clothes and thought back on the chair.

The effect of the Demon Barrier Grass is indeed powerful, if it weren't for the mysterious exercises to maintain one's own heart, I am afraid that it would have been like a demon in the heart, and the aura would have collapsed and become a wasted person.

But the effect of the Heart Demon Grass is the Heart Demon, although Mo Ye persevered, but this Heart Demon still has not been eliminated, and the next time Mo Ye takes the Demon Barrier Grass, the Heart Demon will still appear.

"It seems that Tian Kui's matter still can't be forgotten by me, but how can I restrain this inner demon?" Mo Ye was distressed in his heart, and the generation of inner demons came from himself.

He is a living person, not a stone, many things in life make Mo Ye distressed, sad, just alone, dare not vent out, if he vents, Mo Ye is afraid that he will collapse and lose the motivation to practice, Mo Ye has been working alone all the time, not daring to relax in the slightest.

The inner demon now aroused the sorrow in Mo Ye's heart, and Mo Ye was now in a very low mood and had no heart to continue cultivating.

After a long time in the chair, Mo Ye came back to his senses and got up and walked back and forth in the room.

"No, if the demons in my heart are not removed, I will not be able to practice peacefully. Mo Ye muttered to himself, then walked out of the room and walked towards the East Garden.

Mo Ye is going to find the head of the Wang family, the main cultivation of the Wang family is up to three turns, and the time for practicing is not much more than Mo Ye, and he also promised to solve Mo Ye's doubts in the future, so Mo Ye now wants to go to the head of the Wang family to solve his doubts.

The Wang family is mainly in charge of the Wang family at all times, so Mo Ye quickly found the head of the Wang family.

The old man still stayed in his attic as he used to do, and only came out at the weekly church, much like Mo Yezhi, an ascetic.

Mo Ye's arrival, the head of the Wang family was naturally very welcome, but he didn't expect Mo Ye to come to him so soon.

After the two of them sat down in the hall, the head of the Wang family took the lead and said, "Child, what don't you understand in cultivation?"

Mo Ye shook his head, now it's not a matter of cultivation, but something wrong with his Dao heart, the head of the Wang family has been practicing for many years, Mo Ye feels that this old man can solve his doubts.

"I'm not here this time for the sake of practice, but there is a pimple in my heart that can't be calmed, and the head of the family is old and has a lot of troubles, so I want to ask the head of the family to give me an answer. ”

The old man also shook his head and said, "No, the things in my heart are also things in my cultivation. ”

Mo Ye wondered, isn't cultivation of aura, how can it be related to the demons in his heart?

If the heart demon has no effect, it will not interfere with the monk's cultivation speed, at most it is a matter of life, and Mo Ye feels that it has nothing to do with cultivation.

Seeing Mo Ye's confused face, the old man said with a smile: "There are so many troubles in the world, who can survive in the sleepy?"

Mo Ye hurriedly saluted: "I wish to hear the details." ”

The old man nodded and said leisurely: "I can understand that you think that the hardship in your heart is not related to your cultivation, and I also thought this when I was young, because the aura cultivated by monks, as long as there is enough aura, cultivation can be improved." ”

At the beginning of your cultivation, you may feel that this is not a big deal, because the inner demons do not affect the speed of your cultivation, but the older you get, the deeper the accumulation of hardships in your heart, the stronger the inner demons become, and sooner or later you will be devoured by your own inner demons and become a monk without a Taoist heart. ”

"At that time, the Dao heart does not exist, and everything you do is controlled by the demons in your heart, and anything that hurts the heavens and reason can be done, is this what you want to see?"

Mo Ye shook his head, this kind of thing is his own heart, and it is also his own reason, if the Dao heart does not exist, it will really become a demon.

"Since it's a matter of cultivation and you can't relax, you can come here to me, which shows that you also take this matter very seriously, so let's talk about what it is first. The old man touched his beard and said.

Mo Ye nodded and told him about himself and Tian Kui, Mo Ye said in detail, enough to say the time of a stick of incense.

After finishing speaking, Mo Ye looked at the old man expectantly, the old man was too old and he was too old, and he must have encountered more things than Mo Ye, so Mo Ye hoped that the old man would solve his doubts.

"Alas, since it's your childhood, it's not something I can unravel for you in a few simple words, the most influential time in a person's life is when you're young, when your friends were cruel to you, it has been ingrained in your heart since you were a child, and you need to talk to him face to face, and the old man can't do anything. ”

Mo Ye was a little disappointed, and the old man was right, Tian Kui's matter has been a thorn in Mo Ye's heart since he was a child, and it is not something that the old man can resolve with a few words, but he still has to talk to Tian Kui face to face.

It's just that now that he has defected to Tongxuanzong, how can he go back to find Tian Kui? Not to mention that this place is tens of thousands of miles away from Tongxuanzong.

"Although I can't solve your demons, I can also tell you that the things in your heart can only be solved by yourself, even if I talk to you, I can only give a little mention at most, and you still have to rely on yourself to really eliminate your demons. The old man said, his face also changed a little, but Mo Ye was here, and he didn't show it directly.

Since he didn't get an answer, Mo Ye had no choice but to give up, and left after saying goodbye.

Seeing Mo Ye leaving, the old man shook his head and sighed: "There are no worries in life, even if I have thousands of troubles in my heart, the demons in my heart don't know how to go, so this is the reason why my cultivation is stagnant." ”

As he spoke, the old man got up and returned to his place where he was meditating, and began to sit cross-legged and meditate.

Back in his yard, Mo Ye was in a somewhat impetuous mood, taking the magic barrier grass had a great impact on his state of mind, and he couldn't solve it when he went to the head of the Wang family, so Mo Ye finally had to start painting.

Painting can calm the heart of the ink night, and the magic barrier grass evokes the bad memories of the ink night, and now it can only be used as a painting to calm the heart, so that he can continue to practice.

After painting four or five landscape paintings, Mo Ye stopped.

The landscapes in these paintings are all seen in the mountains at night, and he often paints for his own pleasure when he has nothing to do.

After the painting was completed, Mo Ye's heart calmed down, returned to the room, and began to practice.

However, it is still necessary to continue to take the Demon Barrier Grass, although it will arouse the demons in the heart of the ink night, but it is also a good way to exercise willpower.

Mo Ye only dared to eat the size of a grain of rice every time he took it, and too much Mo Ye knew that he couldn't bear it.

Every time I take it, some pimples in my heart are aroused, Tian Kui's affairs, the things that Law Enforcement Hall was framed for, and the loneliness of my childhood are all presented in Mo Ye's heart one by one, and Mo Ye will be tortured to the point of prostration every time he takes it.

After that, I painted to calm my heart, and so repeatedly Mo Ye took the lower half of the demon barrier grass these days.

After experiencing the suffering of the inner demon body more than a hundred times, after more than ten days, Mo Ye finally stopped taking the speed of the Demon Barrier Grass, because Mo Ye felt that the first turn of the mysterious exercise could break through.

Sure enough, these days, I have been taking the Demon Barrier Grass, and my heart has been tormented by the demons aroused by the Demon Barrier Grass, and finally I have paid off.

The bottleneck of the mysterious exercises, Mo Ye, successfully broke through and became the late stage of the first turn, although it was not as good as the aura cultivation in the early stage of the second turn of the ink night, but the strength of the ink night increased greatly.

And the month promised by Mo Ye has also arrived, and after Mo Ye successfully broke through and stabilized the realm, he took the initiative to resign and hunt spirit beasts in the mountains.

Mo Ye took the initiative to ask to enter the mountain range to hunt, and the Wang family was naturally festive, because their family had lost four hunters in the past two years and suffered a great blow, and the spirit stones subsidized to the children in the family were much less than before, and now Mo Ye took the initiative to hunt, indicating that the family's income could rise a little bit.

Before leaving, the head of the Wang family also set up a few tables of banquets for Mo Ye, wishing Mo Ye a good harvest of spirit beasts for the family during this trip, and also asked Mo Ye to choose those children to enter the mountain range with him.

Mo Ye finally picked those monks who were with Wang Zhen, although Wang Zhen was attacked in the mountains last time, but only brought four people, and a few people did not go, and the camels were among the few who did not go, but the number was not enough.

The formation banner of the Wang family to capture the spirit beast can only be triggered by at least four people, even if you add camels, there are only three people, and a hunter of his own will not know this formation.

In the end, under the introduction of the camel, a person was added.

In this way, the people who led the team this time are complete, there are four children of the Wang family, and their cultivation is not very high, all of them are from the late stage of the first turn to the peak of the first turn, but they are proficient in the formation, not relying on strength to fight against the spirit beast.

Fighting against spirit beasts is Mo Ye's business, he is the leader of the team this time, his cultivation is the highest, and there are two turns.