14. Chapter 14 There must be such a thing as journaling

Lin Qinglan's expression was originally a little apprehensive and a little nervous, but when he came into contact with Yun Xiao's gaze, he gradually relaxed. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info lowered his head, knelt down, and bowed dignifiedly, his forehead touched the floor firmly, and the sound of the mountain sounded: "The disciple has seen Mr. ”

"Get up, you don't have to make such a big gift in the future. Yun Xiao didn't expect this kid to behave like this, so he didn't have time to stop him for a while.

Lin Qinglan was sincere: "The disciple knows that Mr. is talented today, and this gift is only because of his respect for Mr. ”

Yun Xiao pulled Lin Qinglan up, revealing a happy look: "So...... Qinglan, you seem to ...... It's a lot to be learned from introspection! That's great. Well, okay, okay, get up. ”

Lin Qinglan got up according to his words and nodded: "The disciple has indeed understood, and only then does he know that Mr. is a piece of hard work." ”

"Hehe, very good, come on, sit down and talk, my generation of men don't need to do those false courtesies. In fact, as long as you can become a disciple, it is the best reward for your husband. Yun Xiao got up, patted Lin Qinglan's shoulder, and pulled over a chair next to him.

Yun Xiao's respect made Lin Qinglan feel a little closer to this young-looking little gentleman in her heart, and she felt that this gentleman was different, unlike other masters who took their kneeling for granted. But the more Yun Xiao respected him, the more solemn Lin Qinglan's respect became.

Lin Qinglan presented the paper in his hand to Yun Xiao with both hands, and then sat down respectfully across the coffee table from Yun Xiao: "Sir, this is the disciple's review book." ”

Yun Xiao smiled and took it, but didn't look at it, but put it in front of Lin Qinglan: "It's not in a hurry, if you want to say, just talk about what you have been thinking in the past few days." ”

"Yes!" Lin Qinglan seemed to have something in her heart, and there was more respect in Yun Xiao's eyes: "On the first day of the disciple, when I first put down the pen, I didn't dare to write all my thoughts in my heart, just some false apologies. But after writing an article, the disciple knew that he was wrong, and since the teacher asked the disciple to write the truth, and the disciple in turn wrote those clichΓ©s and lies, where could he be worthy of your trust? Where did he dare to call himself a good man? So, the disciple still stubbornly left...... Well...... In fact, I wanted to tear up the first letter, but I thought of your request, so I left. Sir, how did you know that a disciple would want to tear up what he had written?" Lin Qinglan asked, but she didn't seem to expect Yun Xiao's answer.

Yun Xiao smiled and didn't answer, just looked at Lin Qinglan with encouraging eyes, waiting for him to continue talking.

At the beginning of the second part of the disciple's writing, a lot of resentment against his father and mother gradually rose in his heart. Writing and writing, I couldn't hold it, the three review letters on the first day, and then I looked back, but they were all complaints about my parents, but there was no sense of self-reflection, it was really ...... Don't be a son of man......" Speaking of this, Lin Qinglan was full of shame, if it weren't for Yun Xiao who kept looking at him expectantly with encouraging eyes, Lin Qinglan would hardly be able to speak.

"On the second and third days, the disciple wrote some understanding of his own shortcomings, but the actual understanding was extremely shallow, and he only excused himself at all......

"On the fourth day, the disciple will take a day off according to your words, sir, read the sage's classics, and observe the deeds of the ancestors of my Lin family. Let's go back and look at the review I wrote three days ago...... Hey, sir, I'll not hide it from you, when I looked at it again, I really wanted to burn all four copies of what I had written on the first day, and it was only then that I realized why you said that you wouldn't let me destroy what I had written, sir, you must have known that your disciple would write those ...... Well...... Those rebellious words. I don't know why, the same disciple wrote it before, but when I read it four days later, I felt like that...... is so ugly and dirty, and he is completely unworthy of being a child of my Lin family. In the past, my father's reprimands were indeed not wronged against me...... I, I'm really an unfilial son. Saying this, Lin Qinglan's eyes turned red, and tears of remorse swirled in her eyes.

Yun Xiao didn't have an interface, and only looked at Lin Qinglan with gentle and encouraging eyes.

After a long while, Lin Qinglan calmed down and continued:

"After three more days of writing, the disciple once again followed your instructions, rested for another day, and carefully read the sage's scriptures. The teachings of those gentlemen in the past sounded so harsh at first, but when the disciples recalled it, although there were still many things they didn't like, they also felt that they did have a lot of insight. After a day of rest, I looked at what I had written before, but I found that the review book written on the fourth and sixth days also had many errors and omissions, and in many places it was a misinterpretation of the words of the saints. ”

"In the past ten days of review, every time I reflected, I felt that I was so ridiculous and pathetic before, that I ...... On the last day, the disciple pondered for a day, but could not write anything. Disciple...... I worked hard to write hundreds of words, but I always felt that I had a headache when I put it down, and there was always something wrong with what I wrote...... But I didn't want to write a perfunctory gentleman, so on the last day, the disciple only wrote more than 600 words in one day and one night. ”

"The disciple failed to fulfill Master Yun's responsibility. Lin Qinglan said, raising her hand with an apologetic face and handing out a stack of manuscripts: "Please punish the teacher." ”

"Hahahaha......" What replied to Lin Qinglan was Yun Xiao's hearty laughter.

Lin Qinglan was a little puzzled, but Yun Xiao's laughter was so hearty, clear and pleasant, which made Lin Qinglan not think that she was laughing at herself. I don't know why, so I can only wait quietly for Yun Xiao to finish laughing with a little apprehension.

Yun Xiao laughed, and his laughter was full of relief: "Lin Qinglan, Lin Qinglan, your progress is greatly beyond my expectations." ”

Lin Qinglan was stunned: "Sir, what are you talking about?" ”

Yun Xiao pushed the manuscript back: "Qinglan, I'm not talking nonsense, nor am I comforting you, but, your progress is really much beyond my expectations, if my previous students are as mental and mental as you, I'm afraid I will wake up laughing from my dreams." Let me tell you that among the children I have taught, you are the most perceptive, at least the best in terms of reflecting on this issue!"

Lin Qinglan could see that Yun Xiao was not pretending, but Lin Qinglan didn't know why Yun Xiao was so happy and so sincere, he only felt that he had not done a good job and had betrayed the teacher's trust.

"As I said, I am not an official, I want you to write a book of self-reflection, not to punish you, but to educate you, so that you can reflect on yourself and make progress. As long as you make progress and don't go against your demeanor as a man, you've achieved your goal. You would rather feel sorry for me, but you don't want to write blindly and perfunctory, and that's the best! You wrote more than 20,000 words in the past nine days, and if you just want to make up the number of words, how can you not write 800 words? But if you just write blindly to complete the task I have given you, even if you can go to the top exam? If the review is not from the bottom of your heart, then what is the point?"

"The purpose of the review is to improve and grow for oneself, not to make a difference, not to punish. For you to write a review, it is an educational process, not an end. If you don't think about it in your heart, you just forcibly make up the number of words, even if you write a review of a few thousand words, it is just a face-saving project. If you really just write blindly for the sake of handing over the task, you will be disappointed as a teacher. ”

"Sir......" When Lin Qinglan heard this, the young man's heart was indescribably agitated, and he only felt that tears were about to flow out. I just feel that the gentleman in front of me is so open-minded and wise!

"Men, to do things is to know how to be responsible, not only to be responsible for others, but also to be responsible for yourself. In life, there are always some things that cannot be completed due to limited ability or accidents, and in the face of things that cannot be done, we need to try our best to do our best, not to make a perfunctory face. Especially when you write, it's better to write slower than to make up the word count. That's what a man is. ”

Yun smiled and made up her mind about this matter: "Qinglan, you used to be able to insist on writing 2,400 words every day, but on the last day, because you were responsible for what you said, you only wrote 600 words, which made the teacher even happier, because this is the performance of a man." It's not that you can't be perfunctory, but you don't want to be perfunctory, and you don't care about perfunctory. Good, good!"

"Well, but since you didn't finish it today, you might as well save it for later. However, the way it is written is different. ”

"Please sir. Lin Qinglan got up and bowed her head.

"Don't be so serious, well, come, give you this, this is what I asked your mother for. Yun Xiao handed over a jade slip.

"It's ...... The jade slip that records the exercises?" Lin Qinglan would be no stranger to this.

"Yes, but this one is blank. There's nothing else in it. ”

"What the teacher asked you to write this time is not a review book, but a diary. This jade slip can be locked by you entering the true element, and no one else can open it. In the future, if you have leisure, you can write a little bit of your mood every day. There is no fixed number of words, and there is no rule on how much you must write, but I hope that you will write down your thoughts and thoughts when you have something in your heart. ”

"Yes, sir. Lin Qinglan responded, but smiled bitterly: "Sir, this ...... Although it is a primary practice jade slip, but to leave a mark on it, you also need a true element, disciple...... Now, I'm afraid I can't print a few words every day. ”

Yun Xiao smiled: "The teacher knows, so the teacher just said it, there is no limit to the number of words, and there is no limit to the must." While writing a diary, you can also exercise your true element power, as well as your control skills for the true element. It's also a kind of practice, you can try to challenge yourself every day, challenge your limits. ”

"I see!" Lin Qinglan's eyes lit up: "Mr. has good intentions, and the disciple knows." ”

In fact, people need to see their own progress, many children like to play online games but are reluctant to learn, in fact, a big reason is because the grades in online games are data-based. In the game, how much experience is added to each monster, and it is clearly written. However, in reality, you can't know how much knowledge you have increased after a day of studying, and you even have the illusion that the more you learn, the more confused you become. This kind of progress that cannot be understood will be very damaging to the motivation to learn.

In the past, when Yunxiao was doing children's education tutoring, he deliberately made up a small program, and every day the student wrote an essay, and it displayed "Chinese exp+50" in it, and made a math paper, which was "math exp+30", and then reached a certain number and "Chinese/math level up". Simulating a test prediction score, the language level reaches level 8, you can get 80 points, through a more accurate prediction (in fact, this is very easy to master), which really makes the child improve a lot of learning enthusiasm.

"Don't feel like your past is ridiculous. If a month or a year from now, looking back at what you wrote a month ago and a year ago, you feel ridiculous and naΓ―ve, then congratulations, because it doesn't mean you're really ridiculous, but it shows that you're ...... Progress, growth. ”

"Human life is to grow in constant change and progress. If we don't feel naΓ―ve and ridiculous when we look back on what we said ten years ago, then this person is really pathetic, because if we don't feel that there is something wrong with our previous behavior and speech, it is definitely not because he is perfect, but because he will probably live to be a dog in ten years. ”

"Innocence is not ridiculous, frivolity is not ridiculous, people are not naΓ―ve and vain teenagers, people are not frivolous and vain teenagers. So you must not feel inferior because you are annoyed by the ridiculousness you have right now. Because you can recognize yesterday's ridiculousness, it just means that you have improved, that you have grown, and that you have not wasted your thinking and introspection. ”

"Sage Yun, 'If a person is not a sage, who can do nothing', 'Knowing mistakes can be corrected, and being good is great'. ”

After Yun Xiao finished speaking, he reached out and patted Lin Qinglan's shoulder gently: "Very good, really good." Qinglan, continue to work hard in the future. As a teacher, I hope that in the future, I can be proud of you. ”

Lin Qinglan's eyes were glowing, and Lin Qinglan seemed to be glowing all over.

Master Yun's words filled the boy's heart with gratitude, warmth, confidence in the future and expectations for the world.

Lin Qinglan suddenly had a sentence in her heart: Those who are confidants die for them.

Lin Qinglan suddenly understood why the ancients would have such a sentence. At this moment, if someone wants to hurt the weak teacher in front of him, then he, Lin Qinglan, is willing to fight to the death for this teacher.

Not for anything else, but for his confidant.

Just for him to know himself, to understand himself, to believe in himself......

Looking forward to yourself!

"Okay, okay, according to Madame, this one has to be sacrificed before I can recognize the Lord with you, the diary is a private privacy, and it can't be seen by others when you are free, well, you go to the sacrifice. ”

"Yes!" Lin Qinglan respectfully put away the jade slip.

"And all of these, keep them all in a good place, and when you come back to see it in ten years, you will definitely have a different feeling. Yun Xiao picked up the stack of review books on the table and handed it to Lin Qinglan.

Lin Qinglan lowered her head to take it, bowed to Yun Xiao again, and then exited the door, but sniffed before leaving: "Sir, you actually use incense too?" The brand seems to be the kind that my sister and mother commonly use? No wonder I have heard that Confucian scholars love nephrite and warm fragrance, is this fragrance very interesting? But why don't I like it, it seems that I still need to learn more......

Yun Xiao's face darkened suddenly: "What nonsense, this is just your sister who has just come before, your husband and I never use perfume! Go and practice your diary, why don't you become a hound with such a smart nose!"

Lin Qinglan didn't think it was wrong, stuck out her tongue and trotted away, only to say a sentence floating in the wind: "It turned out to be the fragrance left by my sister...... But why is it so strong......"