Chapter 105: The Remnant Sun Is Like Blood (Part II)
Zhang Rumeng froze in place as if he had been struck by lightning, and after a while, he slowly squatted down and muttered in pain: "I knew now, why bother in the beginning?" If I knew that it would be such an ending, I would rather not meet you again, only when the Nangong Rainbow in my heart died at the age of fourteen, I would not be so painful." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" Nangong Rainbow's expression sank, and he waved his sleeves lightly, and asked: "What happened at the beginning? Actually, when you said goodbye, you had already guessed my identity and knew what I was going to do, didn't you?" Zhang Rumeng stood up, with a bitter smile with a little melancholy: "Yes." ”
Hearing Zhang Rumeng's affirmative reply, Nangong Caihong was a little puzzled: "Since this is the case, why don't you tell your father about this, so that he can take precautions?" Zhang Rumeng sighed, shook his head and replied slowly: "But I didn't really know him at that time, I always thought that he was a traitor to his friends and traitors, but when I understood his hard work, he was no longer alive." ”
Nangong Caihong knew that these were all murders caused by his father, but he was also for the Dajin Kingdom, how could he accuse him of not? For Zhang Rumeng's regret, she didn't know what to say, took a deep breath, Nangong Caihong's expression was solemn, and she changed her words and said: "Actually, I went to Lin'an Mansion, in addition to looking for the 'Mountains and Rivers Society Map', I also have other tasks. ”
Zhang Rumeng thought for a while, and then understood what she wanted to express, stared at the woman, and said bitterly: "Are you spying on my father?" Nangong Caihong nodded slightly, and replied very firmly: "Yes, if you find out that he has different intentions, you will find an opportunity to kill him, no matter what method is used!"
The two of them were silent for a long time, Zhang Rumeng looked directly at Nangong Caihong's face, and only spoke after a while: "But although you know a lot about him, you haven't done it, and you haven't told your father, right? You have other things to do, spy on Qin Hui, don't you?" Nangong Caihong shook her head and replied softly: "No, he doesn't need to be monitored." The two of them stood on the cliff at the top of the mountain at dusk, and they were speechless for a long time. The evening breeze on the top of the mountain grew stronger and stronger, and only the sound of whistling could be heard in mid-air, blowing the clothes of the two men, and the sound of hunting. The sorrow of the two people, swept away in this wind, Zhang Rumeng looked at Nangong Rainbow, and became more and more sure in her heart, in her eyes, she was always staring at herself, no matter where she looked, there would be her own shadow.
Soon, Zhang Rumeng's words changed and stopped talking about this matter: "Rainbow, you, don't you, don't want to face me yet?" Nangong Rainbow wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, with a sad face, and gently shook her head, that beautiful appearance, with her sad thoughts withered in the sunset: "No, in fact, I have always wanted to face you, but every time I see you, I dare not face it." Do you know that the days of Chinese New Year's Eve this year were the happiest times of my life, forgetting all my worries and troubles, and being with you for so many days, I felt very satisfied. ”
Zhang Rumeng's face also showed a slight smile: "Yes, in the days when I was injured, watching you take care of me every day and seek medical advice for me, I really felt that I was willing to die." Later, we were able to spend the New Year together, which made me feel that it was a great gift from God, and I really felt that I was so happy at that time. Nangong Caihong continued: "I have thought about it carefully, whether I die at your hands or you die at my hands in the end, there is actually no difference, but a relief." ”
With the heart-to-heart of the two people, Zhang Rumeng is no longer in the same dream-like state as before, his heart is already calm and calm at this time: "Rainbow, do you know? Actually, heart death is more painful than human death, after you left at the age of fourteen, I knew about my father's defection to Jinguo, and my heart was cold at that time." Later, I found out more and more about him as Qin Hui's party, and my heart began to die little by little, it has died a lot over the years, and even I changed my name from 'non-dream' to 'like a dream', and every day I feel like I am living in dire straits, and I can only borrow wine to linger the remaining breath. ”
Nangong Caihong's eyes were overflowing with tears, she turned her head over, forcibly held back, unwilling to let Zhang Rumeng see her appearance, and said in a low voice: "But you can't spoil yourself like this, especially for me." Zhang Rumeng smiled faintly, her face was calm and pure: "I'm not just for you. Nangong Caihong understood when she heard it, and sighed softly: "And your father, right? He is a hero in your mind, but when you don't really understand him, that tall image collapses, isn't it?"
Zhang Rumeng raised his head and looked at the sky from afar, looking for the purity and destination in his memory: "Yes, it's not bad at all." But he died, but my heart for which I died was reborn. Nangong Caihong stared at his gaze: "That's why you came to chase me and fight with me?" Zhang Rumeng turned his head to look at the incomparably beautiful face, and replied in a deep voice: "As you said, sooner or later there will be an end between the two of us." Otherwise, all this will never end, and we will live in pain forever. ”
Nangong Rainbow sighed faintly, and the tears that had been rolling in her eye sockets finally slid down her cheeks: "What else can you end up with?" Zhang Rumeng's heart trembled, she was in great pain, and she reached out to wipe away her tears: "Rainbow, is it, do we have to separate you from me?" Nangong Rainbow took a step back, avoided his palm, and shook his head: "Other than that, can we have another way out?" Zhang Rumeng carefully released the glimmer of hope in his heart, and said softly: "Rainbow, can't we, can we stay out of it?" This is the words that have been suppressed in his heart, and it is the real purpose of his pursuit this time!
Looking at his eager gaze, Nangong Rainbow stood fixed for a moment before speaking: "Then you don't want to fulfill your father's instructions?" No, at present, the Song army, under the command of Yue Fei, has won many battles, and the victory of the Great Song Dynasty is in sight, I am afraid that it will not only be able to recover the lost territory, but maybe it will also destroy Dajin, of course you can say so. But what about me? How should I face my country, my people, and my relatives? They are still waiting for me to go back. ”
Zhang Rumeng looked at Nangong Rainbow with a solemn face: "If it weren't for you Jin people who provoked this war, didn't occupy the Central Plains, didn't burn the war to the entire Great Song Dynasty, and didn't kidnap our emperor and so many princes and ministers, where would there be so many ...... now" Nangong Rainbow had become a tearful person at this moment, and she broke free of his hands: "What's the use of saying this now? All this, maybe, maybe it is providence. ”
Seeing that the woman seemed to have some resignation, Zhang Rumeng's heart began to become anxious, he took another step forward and held her hands tightly in the palms: "No, I don't want such providence, I don't want to live in hatred forever." Rainbow, promise me, forget your father, forget the Jin Kingdom, forget the Great Song Dynasty, let's forget everything together, leave everything behind, go to Saibei, to the Western Regions, to a place where no one can find us, incognito, and live this life plainly...... I believe that there will be such a place in the world where we can forget our hatred and live in peace!" )