Chapter 34: The best times are like dreams
Qiu Qiang is actually a person who is infatuated to the extreme, and he is obedient to Huang Rong without complaints. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
So much so that he was infatuated to the point of despair, and once Qiu Poor fell in love, no matter who else was, he couldn't get close to his heart anymore.
But the first person to walk into Qiu Poor's heart was actually not Huang Rong.
"Ah......h
Qiu Qian hadn't eaten for a day, he hadn't taken a step out of the house, and Huang Rong hadn't come to him, at this time he was pale, his lips were blue, only his eyes were bloodshot, and his hair was even more erect.
I didn't know that Huang Rong had already left, and she had gone far away.
Qiu Qian sorted out his clothes, sat up cross-legged, looked around with dull eyes, sighed lightly, and lay down again, but he couldn't sleep at all.
The dream just now always echoed in my mind, and Zhang Jiaqi's smiling face was full of blood.
Just now, Qiu Qian dreamed of his previous life, and he experienced the story of him and Zhang Jiaqi acquaintance, acquaintance, love, and finally goodbye from beginning to end as if he was being tortured in hell.
Qiu Qiang was also called Li Qi in his previous life, it was in junior high school, Qiu Qiang met her in an extracurricular cram school, Zhang Jiaqi, a classmate, although the two belonged to the same class before, they never intersected, and neither of them paid attention to each other.
After going to cram school together, the two went to the same place and sat at the same table, which gradually became familiar, and Qiu Qiao always regarded Zhang Jiaqi as a good friend until that day.
It was the penultimate day of the end of the second year of junior high school, and the cram school was about to end, and the students who had made friends were leaving some contact information for each other.
I heard her also whisper, "It's nothing, it's just that the third year of junior high school is going to be reclassified, and I'm a little reluctant...... I can't bear to ......," he said, with tears streaming down his face.
Qiu Qian couldn't help asking, "I didn't expect you to be quite emotional, who are you reluctant?"
She didn't say anything, just shook her head, glanced at Qiu Qiang, and her face was a little red.
Qiu Qiao looked at Zhang Jiaqi's flushed face, and a thought suddenly popped up in her heart, she ...... Reluctant, am I?
I couldn't help coughing lightly, and then asked, "Who the hell is it?"
Zhang Jiaqi didn't speak anymore or look at him, and after a while, he nodded imperceptibly.
Qiu is poor, she likes me? She was crying for me just now?
Qiu Qiao's heart beat like thunder, and he beat a few times, and his heart moved, and then for the first time in his life, a girl cried for him.
This tear was like a spring wind, blowing into Qiu Qiao's heart, blowing open his heart and blowing away his ignorance.
It was as if it had become the sea, and had moistened his heart, and filled his heart.
Fourteen-year-old Qiu Qian didn't know what love was, but he had read some books and heard some stories, and then he vaguely realized that this might be love, something he had been curious about for a long time.
Neither of the two spoke anymore, Qiu Poor really didn't know how to speak, he had never had any emotional experience, he was like a little sheep, facing the tiger of love, hesitating and trembling timidly.
And Zhang Jiaqi hesitated for a long time, and asked Qiu Qian in a low voice, "Don't you want to know who it is?"
Qiu Qiao's heart jumped, his heart was like a drum, coming, coming, what should I do? What if she didn't shed tears for me?
Zhang Jiaqi saw that Qiu Qian didn't speak, and he didn't say much, so he turned his head and stopped talking.
Qiu Qian couldn't bear it, so he confirmed in a low voice, "Is it someone from our class?"
Zhang Jiaqi said "um".
After a long time, Qiu Qiao's heart was like fifteen buckets, seven up and eight down, he muttered for a long time, and then asked, "Is it someone who is quite familiar with you?"
Zhang Jiaqi glanced at Qiu Qiang, "Nonsense." ”
After a long time, or maybe an instant, Qiu Qian swallowed and spitted at the mouth, and asked in a low voice, "It's me?"
Zhang Jiaqi's body stiffened, he was silent for a long time, and then turned around and smiled, "You are so funny." ”
Qiu Qiao's heart was cold, he felt his chest and abdomen sinking, his head was dizzy, and the co-authoring was all wishful thinking.
I couldn't help but feel sour.
Why am I sad? I like her now? Is this love at first sight? No, I've known her for a long time.
Qiu Poor was confused. Zhang Jiaqi also stopped talking, and the cram school ended in silence, Zhang Jiaqi couldn't wipe her face, and hurriedly said, "I still have to leave beforehand." And he left without looking back.
Qiu looked at her departing back blankly, and silently packed up her things and went home.
It's just that from this day on, he has a person in his heart, lingering, and the value is not dispersed.
The cram school has ended, and in addition to studying hard every day, Qiu Poor sits in the back and looks at Zhang Jiaqi's back in a daze, only to feel that there is nothing wrong with her body, and her every move is natural.
On the day he finally graduated, he wrote a love letter and handed it to Zhang Jiaqi, and without waiting for her to react, he blushed and ran away in a hurry.
The next day, Zhang Jiayao called his home and told him, "Thank you, let's be friends, don't write to me in the future, or you won't even have to be friends." ”
Qiu Qiao's heart ached like a needle, and he agreed bitterly, he thought maybe it was time to see clearly and give up. He devoted himself to studying, filling his empty mind with all kinds of knowledge, and entangled his flying thoughts with all kinds of problems. Within three months of the holiday, Qiu Qian lost 30 pounds, a young man of 1.7 meters, not even 80 pounds, his shape was erect, and his hair was white.
His parents, eldest brother and even younger sister were worried about him.
However, providence made people, and soon, the two went to the same high school again, Qiu Qiang could still see Zhang Jiaqi every day, but he didn't dare to approach, just silently paid attention to Zhang Jiaqi's back, and the shadow in his heart became deeper and deeper, as if it was engraved in his heart.
Later, he would wait at the back of Zhang Jiaqi's community every day when he went to school, escort her to school, and secretly escort her home after school.
In addition to studying hard, Qiu Qiao's happiest thing is that he occasionally meets Zhang Jiaqi at school during the day and says hello to her.
In the past two years, a total of twenty-four times before and after, an average of once a month, Qiu Qiang remembers clearly, sometimes just a voice, "Hi." "It was enough to make him happy for days.
Such days ended abruptly until the third year of high school, and a person transferred to their school, and this person was also Qiu Poor's junior high school classmate, Gao Le.
Gao Le is quite tall, but he looks very average, that is, he plays basketball well, and nothing else is good, Qiu Qian muttered.
On the third day of Gao Le's transfer, Zhang Jiaqi fell in love with Gao Le, it turned out that Zhang Jiaqi liked Gao Le at that time, but he didn't confess when he was in junior high school, and now Gao Le has transferred to another school, how to give up such an opportunity, so Zhang Jiaqi confessed again, and the two came together naturally, so ...... Li Qi is tragic.
However, the story does not end there, the reason why Li Qi is an infatuated person is because he has not given up to this extent, still silently watching Zhang Jiaqi, secretly sending her to and from school every day, although there will be an extra Gao Le on the way.
However, things finally took a turn for the better, Gao Le's academic performance was average, he failed the college entrance examination, and he was not admitted to Peking University with Zhang Jiaqi, so they naturally broke up, Zhang Jiaqi was sad for a long time and lost a lot of weight. However, Li Qi was very **** lucky to get on the score line of Peking University, and then obeyed the assignment and was transferred to the Department of Mathematics.
In college, Li Qi understood that this might be the last chance for him to pursue Zhang Jiaqi in his life, so he spent a year sending flowers and writing letters, shushing the cold and asking for warmth, trying to please Zhang Jiaqi, but with little success.
In the spring of his freshman year, Li Qi stood downstairs in Zhang Jiaqi's dormitory from three o'clock in the afternoon to three o'clock in the morning against the north wind, Zhang Jiaqi finally couldn't bear it and went downstairs to see him.
Li Qi held a bouquet of flowers and told Zhang Jiaqi that your community is in the XX community, which is fifteen minutes away by bicycle from the school, and there is a 24-hour supermarket behind the gate of the community.
He always comes to this community whenever he is free, sits in the carport downstairs of her house, facing the direction of Zhang Jiaqi's house, and silently tells Zhang Jiaqi about the bitter love in his heart.
When Zhang Jiaqi and Gao Le came together, Li Qi was downstairs at Zhang Jiaqi's house, crying silently for half a night, smoking four boxes of cigarettes in one go, wanting to use smoke to fill the heart that always felt that something was missing, coughing and crying, but never stopped.
The supermarket in her community has changed a total of three bosses, each of whom is very familiar with Li Qi, and the security guards in her community have changed twice, from the oldest Lao Baidao and the youngest Dongzi, we all know that sometimes there will be a young man at night, squatting in the carport downstairs of Building 3 and smoking silently.
Three of the electronic eyes in her community are broken, bicycles are always stolen, Li Qi bought three locks, and every night when Zhang Jiaqi went upstairs, he went to lock them, and then opened them before her the next day......
"It's been eight years, I've been watching you silently, from junior high school to college, watching you become more and more beautiful day by day, my heart can't bear this torment anymore, I love you, let's have a relationship. ”
When Zhang Jiaqi heard this, he remembered when he was in junior high school, when Li Qi was young.
I remember that I have never lost my bicycle for so many years, and even the tires are always full of gas.
remembered that there were always a lot of cigarette butts next to the bicycle back then, especially on the second day when Gao Le promised him to date, how much sadness and bitterness did the cigarette butts on the ground contain Li Qi.
I couldn't bear it anymore, and the tears of emotion flowed into his arms, and I couldn't cry.
So they came together, Li Qi's heart was simply filled with the whole world, and he could feel extremely happy as long as he held Zhang Jiaqi's hand every day, chatting in the garden, talking in the woods, feeding fish by the lake, skipping class and shopping.
This world has never been so vividly displayed in front of Li Qi's eyes, just because there is one more her in this world.
The two of them are like glue, the mountains and the sea swear, Li Qi is even more obedient to Zhang Jiaqi, but there is nothing to ask for, Li Qi's hard work in high school is not in vain, even if he is completely intoxicated in love, he has almost no failure, he graduated successfully, and Zhang Jiaqi has always had excellent grades and was finally escorted to graduate school.