Chapter 161: Suffocating Air
In the late summer and early autumn of 1793, the world consciousness was born, the summer rain disappeared, and Yu Ming could go away. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Yu Mingke knew that she didn't have much time, the world consciousness was an incredible existence, and it was impossible to infer his growth speed, what was certain was that when he was just born, it was definitely the most vulnerable moment, and the longer it dragged on, the stronger he was, and the less hope Xia Yu had of winning.
She chose to stay away from world consciousness.
At present, it seems that the world consciousness is completely victorious, and it is the time when the world consciousness is born, so even if it is the ultimate existence, it should be that most of the attention will be paid to the nascent world consciousness.
It is only out of sight that there can be a modicum of hopeβat least in the heart.
Yu Mingke returned to the place where they had lived for more than 300 years, and it took ten years to leave, and it only took three months to return. The inn is still in operation, and it has not expanded for hundreds of years, and it is still the same small shop, witnessing how many people have been born and died.
made a simple handover, and the shopkeeper only sighed that the hostess was well-groomed, and ten years later, it was exactly the same as when she left.
He also asked about the whereabouts of the owner, and the answer he got was that he was captured by a monster, and being captured by a monster was a female monster in his understanding, that is, being taken away by a fox spirit. He felt very incomprehensible, what vixen could be compared to the mistress?
was about to be comforted, but was glared at by the hostess, swallowed the words, the hostess looked in a bad mood, but she could understand, and walked away stupidly.
Yu Mingke went home, back to the courtyard where they had lived for 300 years.
When I walked into the room, it was still the same as when I left.
She stood for a while, then opened all the doors and windows, removed the dust cloth, cleaned up, and restored the room to the way they had lived in it. Yu Mingke was lying on the bed, a familiar bed, a familiar quilt, a familiar dresser, and a familiar wardrobe.
Nothing has changed in the room, however, it is no longer a thing. The air was cold and clear, without a trace of temperature, and the familiar smile was no longer visible.
For three months, she tried not to think about it, and when she returned home, it was finally difficult to deceive herself.
Her enemies are strong, too strong to see any hope of victory, and to grasp that small hope, one must become strong, strong, stronger. Her heartbeat, her breath, every ounce of strength has to participate in the battle, wield everything she has, and it is possible to succeed.
Clearly, understood, she told herself that this was the last weakness, the last crying, the last indulgence.
Holding the quilt, as if he still smelled the familiar smell of the people around him, when he thought that Xia Yu was gone, he would probably never see it, and the sourness in his heart gushed out. The strong pressure broke out, and she began to cry bitterly, crying heartbreakingly, crying without a sound.
She knew that she was embarrassed and ugly now, but no one came to see her now, even if she looked good.
In the past, don't say crying like this, even if it was just a scratch of the skin, knowing that she wouldn't really be hurt, Xia Yu would make a fuss. Now, she is crying to death, and she can only hold the quilt alone and let the quilt suck her tears.
Quiet, scaryly quiet, so quiet that it seemed like she was the only one in the world.
She always thought that she liked to be quiet, liked to be away from people, and got used to this peaceful life. Now I found out that she didn't like quiet, she just liked quiet days with him, and she hated quiet, as much as she hated cold.
The weather has not turned cold, the quilt is still a thick quilt, but she feels cold, from the cold in her heart to her limbs, she is almost freezing.
Yu Mingke ran away as if she was running away, she was wrong, thinking that she could get peace of mind at home.
Fear, she was afraid, not only in their room, but also in the world. The world without summer rain has become extremely strange, as if this is not the world they have lived in for four hundred years, but a lonely, lifeless desert planet in the universe.
She was abandoned, left alone here, with no hope of leaving.
Originally, I wanted to vent all my emotions at once, and then like a warrior, I challenged the world consciousness with my life and will. But now, as soon as the defenses in my heart are relaxed, it is like a collapsed levee, which has been washed away and submerged by a flood, and it is impossible to recover.
Running to the door, she suddenly stopped, did she want to leave, did she want to leave this place full of memories?
No, that's a betrayal, a betrayal of their feelings.
How could she betray, their relationship was so true and so beautiful. This room, everything here, is full of memories, full of traces of Xia Yu, how can she be afraid, obviously she loves Xia Yu so much. Because of love, we are not afraid of anything, aren't we?
Yu Mingke suddenly calmed down, walked to the bed, sat dignifiedly, and then, slowly, slowly, let the boundless darkness and coldness swallow her little by little.
In her mind, the things left by Xia Yu trembled, as if she wanted to wake her up.
found that there was a dark chasm between him and Yu Mingke, and the darkness continued to expand, making them more and more distant until they completely surpassed perception.
The next day, Yu Mingke walked out of the room, took the money, and went to the vegetable market.
She had also been to the vegetable market before, but she had always made a detour and wore a veil, and today was the first time she had entered the vegetable market in real person. No one knew her, she had an impeccable smile on her face, and she exuded a soft atmosphere, which made the uncles and aunts in the vegetable market love her very much, and everyone gave her an extra handful of onions and garlic and one or two meats.
"Little girl, where do you live, the first time I saw you. The fat aunt asked while handling the fresh fish for her.
The sloppy uncle next to him came over and shouted: "You woman has no eyes, don't you see that the little lady has pulled up her hair?
She nodded, and said with the shyness of a newlywed woman: "I live on Xiangyang Road. β
"I'm familiar with Xiangyang, tsk, I really don't know which stinky boy is blessed to marry a little lady......" The sloppy uncle said a personal name, all of which are famous and surnamed school-age families on Xiangyang Road, but he immediately denied them one by one, thinking that those people were not worthy.
Yu Mingke kept smiling until the sloppy uncle stopped, and then said, "I live in the thousand-year-old banyan tree on Xiangyang Road." β
The people around instantly quieted down, the thousand-year-old banyan tree may not have a thousand years, at least seven or eight hundred years, it is very tall and lush, and it is a sign of Xiangyang Road. There is only one family living there, which has settled more than 300 years ago, but it has always been mysterious and has no contact with the outside world.
However, there is a large house, and it is the largest family on Xiangyang Road, and during the famine years, it often gives money and invites people to give porridge and save countless people.
Life is always up and down, and that family is like an evergreen tree, and for 300 years, few people who have lived in this area have not received its blessings. So although it was mysterious, it was not feared, and because of the respect that people had for that family, no one forcibly probed it.
Of course, for hundreds of years, there will always be some short-eyed thieves, and in the end, they will be used to prove that the unfathomable depth of that place.
So when I saw Yu Mingke, there was naturally a feeling in the hearts of people here that they saw the legendary people. Then there is relief, yes, such a handsome little lady is only qualified to have there. They all knew the rules of that family, and after knowing Yu Mingke's identity, they didn't ask anything more, but the intimacy was stronger.
Yu Mingke just smiled, and then went home to cook, the food was very rich, both beautiful and fragrant, she was already smart, and she had enough time, she had already honed her cooking skills to the extreme.
She packed two bowls of rice, two pairs of chopsticks, and two soup spoons.
"Eat more, these are your favorite foods. She sandwiched a piece of braised pork and put it on top of the rice, looking empty, Xia Yu often sat in the seat, and her eyes were gentle enough to melt steel.
Chatting about homely things and eating, her face was ruddy, her interest was a little high, and she smiled from time to time, just like the days when the summer rain was still there.
"What, that's impossible, don't be whimsical all the time. "You said you want to go out for a walk? Okay, it's better to go out and breathe fresh air and bask in the sun, and then you stay at home, and people will get moldy." "I'll wash the dishes today, you've been quite tired from experiments lately, so rest early." β......
It was very bright, and in the restaurant, she was smiling at the air, smiling brightly, and the sun was shining a few meters away, but it couldn't compare to her smile. (To be continued.) )