May
About five days or so, she got up quietly again, went downstairs to inspect the horses, and wanted to borrow a stove to dry the clothes she had washed last night. The stars of the pen and the fun and pavilion www.biquge.info are still hanging in the sky, and the news of the beginning of the day, and even the news that the Miao Mansion was washed in blood has not yet spread in this small county. After everything was taken care of, she gently returned to the room, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Qiu Guanghan, who was asleep and not awake. But it was only a moment after she sat down, and she felt that it was time to stand up again—she went out of the room, and stood quietly at the door of Tuoba Gu's room, holding the clothes that had been so hard to dry, like a soldier on guard at any time. At this time, she suddenly noticed that there was a light jumping in Tuoba Gu's room. It's seven minutes old, but it's not very bright. She thought, "Did he get up a long time ago?" she knocked cautiously on the door.
There is no answer inside. Su Zheyu knocked again, but no one answered. She gently pushed the door open. Right in the middle of the table sat Tuoba Gu. It was obviously impossible for him not to hear, but he never looked up, just seemed to be looking at some paper.
Su Zhiyu called out to his master, and seeing that he didn't have any coats, he hurriedly went over and draped clean clothes over his shoulders. Tuoba Gu glanced up at her and said, is Guanghan up?
Not yet. Su Zhiyu said.
You go to her. Tuoba lonely road. When she wakes up, you come and talk to me.
When the daylight was about nine minutes, Qiu Guanghan opened his eyes, saw Su Zhiyu sitting next to him, and said unconsciously and said, Sister Su, you got up so early?
Su Zhiyu seemed to be thinking about something else, his body shook suddenly, and he said busily, did you make a noise to Miss Qiu?
Qiu Guanghan shook his head and said, it's weird, I used to wake up early, but now I am spoiled by my brother?
Su Zheyu said with a smile, it's not too late. Lie down a little longer, girl. I'll go tell my master.
Why? Qiu Guanghan said. Am I going to get out of bed?
Probably. Su Zhiyu said. Anyway, today is going to Lin'an City.
Qiu Guanghan hummed in a low voice, turned sideways and said inward, I'll sleep for a while, you can go back later, accompany me.
But-but--Su Zhiyu gritted his teeth and said, I'd better go and tell my master. The master cherishes you, Miss Qiu, and if you want to sleep, he will definitely agree.
You know to listen to him. Qiu Guanghan said.
Su Zheyu originally turned around and wanted to leave, but stopped at this moment.
Why? Qiu Guanghan said. You have nothing to do with me, and I don't mean you want to listen to me. But I really think it's weird. You're not from the Blue Dragon Sect, so no matter what, there's no reason to worship him like a god!
I...... I just worship him like a god. Su Zhiyu said softly.
Do you know that he is just using you? Qiu Guanghan couldn't help but say. Although he is my brother, I ...... I have to tell you - he even thought about getting rid of you when he had achieved his goal!
I know. Su Zheyu didn't care about it, and lowered his head and said. I know very well what kind of person the host is.
You...... Do you ......
Su Zhiyu raised his head. Stop it. She said. If my master knew that you were talking to me about this, he would be very angry.
I'm not afraid of what he knows. Qiu Guanghan said. He called you as a human being, but for so many days, you have been taking care of me, and I have treated you as a good friend......
It was just what the master told me. Su Zhiyu said. It's him, not me, who will take care of you.
Who said that? Qiu Guanghan said. You have a good heart, you'd rather be beaten yourself than help me, I remember it. Tell me, if he told you to kill as you please, would you do it?
Su Zheyu turned around suddenly. I've killed a lot of people a long time ago, and I hope you won't say those naïve things to me from now on. I've never been nice to others, I only listen to my master.
She turned around and walked away as she spoke, but only heard Qiu Guang laugh coldly.
That being the case, then I have to wonder if you have any other purpose. Although I don't want to believe it, and I don't understand the sophistication of the people in the rivers and lakes, I have been doubted myself, so of course - I will also doubt others.
You...... What do you mean by me? Su Zhiyu turned around suddenly, but took two steps back. But she immediately sneered. Whatever you want. She said with a self-deprecation. The master once said that what you can think of, he has thought about it a long time ago, so ...... So......
As she spoke, she suddenly turned and ran out.
No matter what you think of me, whatever you think of me. She thought. I don't even care.
Qiu Guanghan sat up and looked at the empty doorway. It is true that she doesn't really want to doubt her, but not knowing Su Zhiyu's origin always makes her like to think cranky.
Mornings passed dullly and tediously. Su Zheyu drove the horse, and walked southwest with two people and a cart of luggage without hurrying.
Qiu Guanghan stared at Tuoba Gu. She then stared at his hand. Tuoba Gu seemed to know that she was uneasy today, so he silently let her gaze sweep around. Could it be that Su Zhiyu told him again what we said this morning? Qiu Guanghan thought to himself. He didn't ask me what was wrong at all.
That's fine. She thought again. Then I'll just say nothing.
She sighed, leaned against the wall, and looked at the low roof of the car without speaking.
What's there?, she thought. Like me, didn't I use to be an honest maid and never say a word? Even when others wanted to poison me, I didn't make the slightest sound, and just accepted my fate. But did she really resign herself to her fate? She listened to the wheels. Not really. There always seemed to be some wish in my heart, as if I was not born into this world to be called. I knew that one day I would run away -- what about Miss Sue? Is she like me?
She turned her face back and looked at Tuoba Gu. Tuoba Gu had closed his eyes and rested against the wall. She suddenly felt that it wasn't like that—it wasn't so bad for Tuoba to treat Su Zhiyu alone. She thought she suddenly felt terrible only because he had killed someone, but so what, she thought. He didn't kill good people in the first place. Didn't Brother Ling kill a lot of people too? What am I afraid of? When I was with Brother Ling, I was never afraid.
She subconsciously reached over and stroked the back of his hand. Tuoba opened his eyes. It seemed that the carriage had gone more than half a mile before she suddenly smiled and turned her face away. Tuoba Gu also turned his face away, closed his eyes and continued his rest. Su Zheyu was still driving the car, unaware that the two brothers and sisters in the carriage had quietly communicated with each other again.