Chapter 169: Self
What is Me?
Body, Spirit, Mind, Memory, Will?
In the past, Xia Yu had always believed in my phrase 'thinking, therefore I am', but now, his physical body is occupied by the world consciousness, his divine soul is completely defeated, his thinking memory is erased, the imprint in the virtual godhead dissipates, and the sword intent is also wiped out. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Thinking can never exist in isolation, and there must be enough consultation to connect and expand in order to think.
If the ego is 'I think, therefore I am', then what is it now?
An indescribable state, no thinking, everything is blank, no feelings, no desires, no needs. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is impossible to receive any information from the outside world, and it is not possible to generate consultation on its own.
However, he knew that he was not nothing, that he existed, that he did not think about the conclusion, but that he was a fact in itself.
Nothing in the world can exist independently without affecting the others, and the same is true of his existence. A more essential influence that is not material, not spiritual, not causal, not space-time, but is more essential, and then the being who is affected in turn confirms his existence.
He ends the ambiguous state between being and non-existence, becomes a real being, and at the same time accepts information from the outside world, his own consultation appears, and thinking is born.
The spark of thinking was extinguished at a moment's notice, he was like a bamboo basket that couldn't hold water, but a little spark of thinking also lit up his existence, and he understood the environment he was in now. An ocean, an ocean made up of infinite beings resembling him, he is a molecule of water in the ocean.
The only difference with other water molecules is that he will flash and flash, constantly blooming the spark of thought, and constantly extinguishing.
He is a water molecule with personality and obsession with thinking, thousands of times, thousands of times, tens of millions of times, hundreds of millions of times, tens of billions of times...... An infinite number of thoughts, as if they could last until eternity. Then light and darkness are like zeros and ones, and under infinite quantities, one chance or necessity constitutes a simple equation of thought.
Since then, thinking has been born, and equations have replicated themselves, building more complex thinking based on the simplest thinking.
Constantly, continuously, under the tireless countless experiments, a mature thinking body was born. This is a being that flickers infinitely every second, forming a complex of information, and when it recognizes the existence of the self and does not have the pressure to survive, something comes into being.
Who am I and what is the purpose of my existence?
The mind could not find the answer in him, so he left his birthplace for the first time and began to travel and explore the ocean, trying to find the original answer. Who am I, what am I for, does this ocean exist by itself, or does it exist because I am aware that it exists.
For a water molecule, the ocean is too big, and at the beginning for a long, long time, he was exploring in a drop of water, which is equivalent to a person exploring the solar system.
It was a difficult process, but he was pure, had thoughts, but had no human emotions.
So he conquered everything, and one grain of water molecule after another began to integrate, and finally got countless consultations, strengthened himself, jumped out of that drop of water, and entered the sea like a fish and a dragon.
After Ruoning battled wits and courage, grasped the flaws in the world's consciousness, and entered the Origin Ocean, he found Xia Yu without any preparation. Xia Yu's self-existence is a huge fireball, radiating in all directions, like a huge lighthouse, which can be seen by not a blind person.
Ruoning was stunned, she suspected that if it was too late, Xia Yu would become a sun-like existence and occupy the entire Origin Ocean!
What is the concept of occupying the Ocean of Origin? The Ocean of Origin is the foundation of world consciousness, and it can be said that it is a counter-seizure of the world, directly killing the world consciousness and replacing it! It's just that the summer rain at that time was no longer the summer rain, but a new world consciousness.
This kind of thing is as incredible as a mortal who has forced himself into the world and made the world orgasm.
Ruoning hesitated for a moment, and finally took Xia Yu's self away, her mission was to save Xia Yu, Yu Mingke's husband, the Xia Yu she knew, don't worry about the rest.
He didn't resist, but let Ruoning take him away, and curious inquiries continued to entangle.
A being that is different from all of them, countless times more powerful than them, with a more complex structure, and it seems that only the entire Origin Ocean can be a great being that can be a step higher. He knew that this being was going to lead him out of the Ocean of Origin, and he wanted to see what it was like beyond the Ocean.
Ruoning carried Xia Yu's self and threw it into Yu Mingke's Memory Divine Court to meet with Tilting Moon.
There was only the moon in the Memory God Court, and when she saw Xia Yu's self, she didn't have any surprise, but nodded thoughtfully, and said, "Sure enough, it's you." ”
Xia Yu's ego floated in front of the moon and asked curiously, "Are you me?"
Tilting Moon shook her head and said, "No." ”
"Well, you're not me, so I'm you?" Xia Yu's ego continued.
This time, Tilting Moon didn't answer immediately, but thought for a long time before she was confused: "It shouldn't be, a person's self can't be divided into two, at least in my cognition." However, it can't be completely ruled out, after all, the relationship between the two of us is too special, and it should be related to the memory that I disappeared, and I deliberately eliminated the memory at that time, and I didn't know what I was planning. ”
Their communication is not in any language, but more essential, a direct collision of hearts and minds.
And living beings, between different living beings, there are spiritual barriers. The barrier of the mind is absolute, and as long as you have the existence of the self, it is impossible to invade the hearts of others and communicate with the hearts. The means by which foreign objects invade the mind is more of an invasion of the memory mind, these things that are outside the mind.
However, the selves of the moon and the summer rain break this restriction and have different selves, but they are able to communicate with each other.
Xia Yu's self was not confused, did not hesitate, and said directly: "Let's merge." He felt that he was incomplete, and the moon in front of him was another part of himself. The moment he saw the Moon, he had the idea of becoming whole, and then he acted.
Tilting Moon didn't have time to think, because now there was no distance between the two, and after Xia Yu's ego had such an idea, the two minds began to merge.
In an instant, the two exchanged an infinite amount of consultations, becoming a large glowing ball, and then with a bang, the two bounced away at the speed of light like a colliding ball. Two balls of light, one self-shaping into the shape of the moon, and the other into the appearance of summer rain.
They shared all of each other's memories, but one was based on Xia Yu's self-memory, and the other was based on the moon's self-memory, and the two people with the same memory were different individuals.
"Sure enough, you're not me. "Tilting Moon said.
At this time, Xia Yu had already retrieved his memories and feelings, and also obtained all the memories and feelings of Tilting Moon, and had a deeper understanding of the relationship between the two, understanding that Tilting Moon was not just a guest living in his consciousness, and his mood was a little complicated.
Xia Yu shook his head and was silent for a while: "I should have thought that after building a virtual godhead, after you read my memories completely, and still maintained my feelings, I should have understood. ”
"A person's memory is never continuous, and every choice is actually after a game, or on the surface, or unaware. It's like entering a convenience store to buy a bottle of green tea, maybe you choose green tea directly, but when you see other drinks, various options also come into your eyes, but subconsciously give up other options and choose green tea directly. ”
"Therefore, the real memory is like the original film that was not cut in the film, and the formed memory is the movie that is released. The so-called reading memory, the so-called soul search, are all looking at the beginning and the result, and can't know the game in the middle, the thought process that I don't even realize about. ”
"And you, but you have preserved my memories intact, and even the feelings that are theoretically impossible to preserve, have been preserved intact, and then I should have known that you and I have some kind of more intimate relationship. ”
Tilting Moon blinked: "Anyway, we are definitely not alone, maybe you are my son." ”
“...... This kind of mother-son relationship is too perverted, and I think the father-daughter relationship is better. Xia Yu said.
Tianyue opened her eyes wide, and said with an indignant face: "I didn't expect you to have such a tendency, I will protect Nuan Nuan and will not let you succeed!"
"Pull Nuan Nuan in, do you want me to use Banxuan to fight back?" Xia Yu did not show weakness.
...... Tilting Moon sighed: "Let's end the topic of ghost beasts like this, after the two of them have no secrets, I feel that my mysterious aura is gone." However, if we look at it from the perspective of ordinary people, we should belong to the relationship between sisters and brothers of the same mother, and we are closer because of the innate relationship such as blood, which is different from Yu Ming, so there is no need to be entangled. ”
Xia Yu also sighed: "My sister, I want to be my wife, do you think I can not be entangled?"
"Then you can take your sister and wife together, can't you?" Tilting Moon suggested.
Xia Yu gave her a roll of the eyes: "Who said just now that you should stop talking about ghost animals......! Did I get my body back?" )