Chapter 33: The Boat Crosses

Is this by the lake? Why is there a glimmer of water?

The orange-red light and shadow flickered, and it seemed far away, but it seemed very close. Light and dark, deep and shallow, these two things alternate from time to time, sometimes merging, sometimes separating, and conjuring up all kinds of strange patterns in front of your eyes.

It seems that there was such a memory. When he was walking in the mountains, he used to stay overnight by the lake, and when he got up in the morning, he saw the morning sun. The huge disc that had just jumped out of the heavy clouds was very warm and soft, casting orange light into the water, rippling layer by layer, a little bit of broken gold through the mist, as bright as the stars, magnificent.

But why is the fog so thick? It is so thick that it is impossible to distinguish the direction, and even the orange-red water looks vague, as if it is shrouded in a thick veil weighing thousands of weights.

It was as if someone was shouting in the fog. One after another, gentle and tactful, like a whisper, like a confession. Hu Buwei wanted to listen carefully for the cohesion, but the sound was impossible to capture, and it sounded in his ears for a while, but suddenly it drifted to the far sky.

Who is calling? The voice is so affectionate, as if it is joy and worry, is it someone pouring out his heart, or is it the fairy in heaven who is spreading blessings to the earth?

Hu Buwei was a little dazed.

He couldn't see anything in his eyes, he couldn't hear anything in his ears, and all that surrounded him was a long and short cry. After listening to it for a while, Hu Buwei gradually settled down. I can't tell why, but the voice is very kind, very beautiful, and extremely familiar, which makes people rely on it.

It seems that he has heard this voice countless times in the long years. As soon as he heard the voice. I felt relieved and happy, and I wanted to fall asleep under her care.

Oh! Is it Xuan'er? Is it Xuan'er talking?

This gentle voice, such a feeling of intimacy. It's Xuan'er, right?

Hu Buwei became excited, his heartbeat intensified, and the lake in front of him seemed to be infected by his emotions, and began to rise and fall violently, and the little golden light also jumped quickly to both sides. Is it the wife who is back? She was talking beside her...... But Hu Buwei was puzzled again for a moment, Xuan'er...... How could it be Xuan'er? Didn't Brother Fan say that she was dead? How could she be here?

But...... Who else can you have if it's not Xuan'er? This kind of safe and warm feeling, who can give it to anyone but Xuan'er?

The answer jumped out of my head almost instantly.

It was Qin Su's face with a smile pursed his lips, his eyebrows were like willows, and his temples were like scissors. Clear face wins snow. She smiled so peacefully, so comfortably, with deep tenderness in her eyes, she was looking at herself, as if she was disgusted and happy, Hu Buwei almost really heard her saying to herself: "Brother Hu, you want to marry me, I want to be your lady......"

Miss Qin......

Hu Buwei was in a trance in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was like to carve it. He stared blankly at the pretty face. For a moment hesitation, confusion, panic, panic. Shocked, rejoicing, grateful. close, and a thousand guiltes. Thousands of wisps of tenderness came to my heart together. In this instant. A heart seems to be immersed in Baiwei soup, and there are all kinds of feelings.

Qin Su looked so strange, those eyebrows, those eyes, the lightly opened red lips, and the half-covered long eyelashes, so familiar. Hu Buwei vaguely felt that Qin Su, who looked like this, seemed to have been by his side from the beginning, he had shared countless hardships with her, life and death promised each other, and he had already entrusted his body and mind to her...... However, why did he have such an idea? Didn't he and Qin Su have only known each other for a few days?

Qin Su's quiet smile, her smile had an indescribable sense of intimacy, which made Hu Buwei's heart surge, just thinking about it, he ran over happily, fell down in front of her, buried his head in her arms, and let her thin fingers be like a comb, and her eyes were like water, soothing all his wounds and depression.

This mood is really familiar. It seems that a long time ago, he cheated on the outside, was bullied, and returned home to see the feeling of his wife.

Hu Buwei was shocked by his own idea.

Don't...... In just a few days, Miss Qin has taken the place of her wife? Hu Buwei's mind was a little sober, and he tried to restrain his thoughts. looked at Qin Su again, but saw that the mist was gathering and covering her face, and after a while, they separated again. Qin Su was still smiling in the water, his eyebrows were looking forward to it, but the feeling of being close and dependent before had disappeared. Qin Su's appearance also became very strange in an instant.

He didn't betray Xuan'er. Hu Buwei breathed a sigh of relief.

Yes, Xuan'er, there is only Xuan'er in the world who can live in his heart. Hu Buwei wants to keep his loyalty, even if Xuan'er has gone to Jiuquan, he must not forget her and marry a new love. Miss Qin has affection for him, he knows it...... Alas, alas...... Once the sea is difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is no longer a cloud. Hu Bu can't be two for love, but he can only live up to your heart.

Qin Su's face in the mist quickly dimmed. She stopped smiling, looked down at her feet, and sadness and sadness came to her face. Hu Buwei's heart ached, and he felt a strange feeling.

"Brother Hu......" Qin Su spoke softly.

"Brother Hu......"

The cry suddenly came close to his ears, and it was still a low call, but even if Hu Buwei's consciousness was chaotic, he could feel the sadness in the cry at this moment. Qin Su burst into tears, standing in the middle of the mist, with nothing to rely on, and he was out of ground. She looked so lonely, so depressed, and her choked voice was devastating. Hu Buwei's heart tightened suddenly, and in an instant, it was like being pierced by a sharp thorn, and the feeling of pain penetrated deep into the soul and straight into the bone marrow, making him panic and sad.

I don't know why, he doesn't want to see Qin Su crying, he can't bear to see Qin Su sad, it seems that under his heart, he would rather be crippled and scarred by his own flesh and bones, and he will protect her under his arm.

Why, do you feel like this? Qin Su is so heavy?

Hu Buwei was deeply confused. He looked at Qin Su, his chest was churning, sweet and sour.

Seeing Qin Su hiding his face and crying in the mist, he couldn't make a sound, and the eager feelings in his heart became more and more intense. He wanted to run over, grab Qin Su, help her wipe away her tears, and gently persuade her...... But how can he be a wife, what about a promise, and his Xuan'er is looking at him!

The fog surged. Xuan'er's image really appeared above Qin Su. Just when Hu Buwei was dizzy. Xuan'er went down vertically and instantly merged with Qin Su.

"No, no. I haven't seen the child yet, can you bring me and take a look?" Qin Su's face. suddenly changed to his wife's, the poignant affection, the deep brows and the appearance of pear blossoms with rain, the same as Qin Su.

"Brother Hu...... Are you really not going to marry me?" This became Qin Su's again, with an expectation in his eyes like an ocean. It's a suffocating and heartbreaking anticipation. My wife must have had this expression on her deathbed.

Xuan'er ...... Miss Qin!

Hu Bu felt like he was going crazy. These two were his closest people, and he couldn't bear to hurt anyone.

But the love cannot be tolerated and accepted. Or refuse, no matter which one he chooses, he will always fail one of them, what should he do?

Hu Buwei hesitated.

He didn't realize that at this moment when he weighed the two sides, in his heart, he had unconsciously put Qin Su in the same position as his wife.

For more than a year, we have been getting along day and night, and we have stopped together, the breath of Qin Su. Qin Su's appearance had already left a mark on his twin souls and seven spirits. Xinsu's divine soul stopped his reason and memory a year ago, but how could his body forget Qin Su's diligent service and care?

"Brother Hu......" Qin Su was still calling.

Hu Buwei hesitated to respond.

"Brother Hu......"

The water began to sway. Sometimes it's clear, sometimes it's foggy. Qin Su's image slowly became illusory. She wept and wept. His face changed to a sad expression. "Brother Hu, you don't want me, I can only marry someone else. In the future, Qin Su can no longer be by your side and will not be able to take care of you. You have to take good care of yourself, the road is treacherous. You have to be careful......"

Hu Buwei felt that he was shocked, he wanted to open his mouth to defend himself, and wanted to keep Qin Su, but he suddenly realized that he had nothing, the whole body did not exist, he couldn't feel his lips and tongue, he couldn't feel his hands and feet, he could only watch Qin Su turn around step by step, reluctantly walking into the depths of the water, and gradually being covered by the thick fog.

"Miss Qin, Miss Qin!" Hu Buwei shouted in a hurry, but this cry only sounded in her heart, Qin Su couldn't hear it, she still slowly moved forward, with tears on her face, what kind of infatuation and despair were revealed in her eyes!

At this moment, Hu Buwei panicked, he really felt that he was about to lose an extremely important thing. This thing he had lost, and he had been frantically searching for it. But I don't know when I came back to him. However, with Qin Su gone, that thing was going to follow again, and if it was lost this time, it would never come back.

"Miss Qin, you're back!" shouted Hu Buwei. And Qin Su still didn't hear it, and gradually walked away, not in the floating water, and was about to lose sight.

The feeling of sorrow and depression filled the heart in an instant.

"Ahh For a moment, he hated himself, why he wanted to hurt this kind girl. He chose to be loyal and betrayed, why should Qin Su bear the painful result? Qin Su was originally innocent, she just liked herself. Could it be that even falling in love with someone is unfortunate?

Why, misfortunes, are everywhere?

However, Hu Buwei didn't have a chance to think, his mind was quickly caught up in another important matter, Qin Su was leaving, she was really leaving, she was going to leave her. Hu Buwei was flustered, and he suddenly felt that his heart was empty, and it seemed that there was only a thin film left.

No! No, you must not let Miss Qin go! If she leaves, you will regret it for the rest of your life!

This thought flashed in his heart, and Hu Buwei looked into the mist again. The golden ou burst suddenly, the silver bottle suddenly dispersed, and the flying stars suddenly fell, scattered into a rain of flowers in the sky, and the floating waves swelled slightly, divided into jade-colored Yaoguang. The dense fog dissipated, and Qin Su was no longer in the center of the water.

In despair, Hu Buwei suddenly felt the existence of his body, stiff lips, tongue, cold cheeks, hands and feet, chest and abdomen, one by one.

"Miss Qin, you're back!" he shouted at a loud voice, not knowing if Qin Su could hear it.

He was going to open his legs and chase after the lake. As soon as his feet moved, the light and shadow were scattered, jumping sharply, and the orange water light couldn't help but ripple in front of him, and he didn't know if there were any tears of his own in it.

Suddenly, the light and dark merge and separate. Entangled with each other. The orange-red light suddenly turned from vague to clear, and split into two pieces in an instant. Then it gradually condenses into two bright dots.

Lamps are like beans.

On the windowsill and high table, two coarse porcelain oil bowls. The flames are jumping.

"Brother Hu......"

"Brother Hu......" It was really Qin Su calling, and with this gentle voice, a delicate figure with undried scars appeared above his head. "Brother Hu...... Are you awake?"

Qin Su is still there! She hasn't left yet! Ecstasy instantly surged through Hu Buwei's body. He tried his best to keep his eyes open and looked eagerly at Qin Su's expression. Qin Su had cried just now, and he looked very sad, both of his eyes were swollen, and his eyelashes were still full of tears. She had worry and concern on her face at this time.

I don't know what I treasure when I have it, and I don't know how precious it is when I lose it. After experiencing the real and illusory situation of Shicai, Hu Buwei was heartbroken. He remembered it clearly. At the moment when Qin Su stepped into the mist and was about to leave, how did his whole person become a shell, and that feeling of remorse and wanting to die...... The whole heart felt as if it had been hollowed out by a knife! No! No! Don't think about it anymore! Don't hurt Miss Qin anymore, don't let her be sad anymore!

"Miss Qin, don't go!" Hu Buwei shouted loudly, sweating profusely, and sat up from the bed. He grabbed Qin Su's hand. "Don't go!"

Qin Su's eyes widened in surprise. She froze instantly, motionless, staring blankly at Hu Buwei's face.

The light and shadow fly, and the floating color enters the eye. The beds, tables, and chairs all turned into smoke. became blurred, the room seemed to be empty for a while, and she only had Hu Buwei's nervous face in her eyes. Some people say that they are looking forward to one thing too much. Visions often arise in the heart. Could it be that I am dreaming again? Qin Su! Wake up! Wake up!

But Hu Buwei's lips were pursed, and those words clearly drilled into his ears: "Don't go!"

Hu Buwei had sweat on his forehead and tears in his eyes. His face was clearly eager and panicked. He watched her greedily, his hands gripping her palms tightly. As if he was afraid that she would suddenly fly away. "Don't go, I can't let you go. Hu Buwei muttered, and with the force in his hand, he pulled Qin Su over and hugged her heavily.

"Don't go!" Hu Buwei whispered in her ear, his tone unprecedentedly firm. The two were close to each other, and they both heard the sound of each other's hearts beating.

The dream-like feeling enveloped Qin Su again. The poor girl's mind was now blank, and she would not react any more. Hearing Hu Buwei resting his head on her shoulder to gasp, feeling the warmth of his palm in his hand, he felt like he was in the clouds for a while.

Is this true? Or is it a dream? What it's like to be loved...... She's been looking forward to it for a long time......

Brother Hu was afraid that she would leave, so he hugged her......

That's nice.

...... That's nice......

Qin Su closed his eyes slightly and sighed with satisfaction.

Real or dreamy. It doesn't matter anymore. Even if she was so heart-to-heart with Brother Hu in her dream, it was enough to make her happy. Qin Su thought to himself in his heart, love started from his heart, and thoughts came from his heart. If you are happy in your heart, why should you care if he is true or not?

She slowly rested her head on Hu Buwei's shoulder.

In a small room, the candlelight became dim.

I don't know how long it took, but a slight sound of "click!" came from not far away. The two people who were immersed in pity for each other woke up immediately, Hu Buwei and Qin Su looked at the place where they made the sound, but saw Fan Tongyou standing by the door awkwardly, holding the doorknob with his hand, and just stepping outside with one foot.

Qin Su quickly returned to reality. Only then did she remember that Fan Tongyou had been helping her treat Hu Buwei in the house just now. I thought that he saw Hu Buwei's intimate movements after waking up, and he didn't want to disturb the two, so he wanted to slip away quietly, but he didn't expect the movement of opening the door to wake up the two.

This is true! Brother Hu hugged her! The old man of the whole sect saw it!

Qin Su screamed, and the red cloud flew up her cheeks in an instant, and for a while she only felt that her neck was hot, spreading to her chest and quickly spreading all over her body. She was ashamed and ashamed in her heart, ashamed and happy, wanted to cry and laugh, thousands of emotions, and thousands of knots, how could she describe them all! She quickly pushed Hu Buwei away, lowered her eyebrows and only said: "Brother Hu, I'll go cook porridge for you." He rushed to the door as if fleeing, and didn't dare to glance at Fan Tongyou when he passed by.

The night has been three more. The inn had long since closed for a long time, and how could there still be a fire in the kitchen at this time? There was no one in the lobby except for a faint oil lamp. Qin Su didn't care about this, bit his lip and ran down the stairs, shrinking into the depths of the shadows. With his back against the wall, he squatted down.

"Brother Hu hugged me...... He hugged me...... He won't let me go......" a voice cried out in her heart.

Qin Su covered his face with both hands. The palms are hot. but his cheeks were hotter, like two coals of fire. The heart is beating. Jumped so that the whole chest resonated with it. The earth will be stirred up by the heartbeat of this confusion. The dream-like experience just now was put back in my mind again.

Hu Buwei slowly opened his eyes, with tears in his eyes. He was very panicked, and the first thing he called when he woke up was: "Miss Qin......" and grabbed her hand.

"He must have dreamed of me in his sleep, is this true? Brother Hu, did you really dream of me?"

"Then he said, 'Don't go, I can't let you go. ’”

"Don't go!"

Those four words are like thunder. It exploded violently, surging and rolling, surging from one end of the sky to the other end of the sky, resounding through the emptiness. What kind of feeling is this! His heart was shattered into thousands of pieces by the sound of the angry tide, and his body was blown into ashes by the thunder and fire! Qin Su was shaky, and he could hardly feel his presence.

"I can't let you go!" Who knows how long she's been waiting for this answer? Who knows how many times she's cried for a promise? Who would have believed that she could be so resolute a few days ago?

Love the sea is hard to cross, and before you realize that the shore is in sight.

The heart is bright and dark, dark and bright. It seems to be a wilderness in the middle of the night. Someone lights up the stars and moon from time to time, and every time the moonlight shines, the whole mood becomes cold and bright, and suddenly it is clear.

Ecstasy. Madness, happiness, shyness. Expectation, rejoicing and fear. Worry and palpitations, countless emotions. Like the tide of the sea, poured into the heart.

"It has always been the hardest to win in people's hearts, and it has been won after a thousand turns. God, you see me working so hard, is this a reward for me?"

"I gave him all my heart, did he finally see it?"

Qin Su buried his face deep in his knees and choked lowly. I felt that between my fingers, those hot currents couldn't be stopped, surging down, leaking through the gaps between my fingers, and drops of hot iron seeped into the gauze skirt and burned the skin.

The chest is hearty, in order to get this affection! and it is difficult to understand, who understands the taste?

She burst into tears.

The autumn night is too windy.

The sound of the wind whistling outside the window is like an iron horse crossing a river, without stopping for a moment.

By the time Qin Su calmed down and returned to the room, more than two quarters of an hour had passed. Hu Buwei was talking to Fan Tongyou on the bedside fence, with a new talisman on his forehead. When he saw her come in, the old liar was a little staggered, his eyes were evasive, and his speech began to be confused. He was completely awake at this moment, thinking of Meng Lang just now, he couldn't help but regret it in his heart, and at the same time his old face was ashamed.

The window paper was punctured. He hugged Qin Su just now...... Hu Buwei was flustered for a while, but in the panic, there was a trace of pride and joy, as well as a little guilt and expectation. It's like a little child, when he tries his best to avoid gifts from others, but he really likes that kind of thing in his heart, so he sneaks into someone's house when it gets dark, steals it, and plays with it with great joy...... Hu Buwei can't tell how this weird feeling came about. Peeked at Qin Su, fortunately, although the girl lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him, her face was not gloomy.

Seeing that the two were embarrassed, Fan Tongyou stood up and said with a smile: "Okay, Miss Qin is back, and I should go back to the room too." Hu Buwei and Qin Su were startled at the same time, raised their heads together, their eyes collided, and they quickly dodged to the side.

Now the situation is really delicate, if this old man leaves, the two of them will not be able to face each other. Hu Buwei said: "Brother Fan, don't be busy leaving, I still have something to ask you for." ”

"Ask for advice?"

Hu Buwei opened his mouth, thought for a while, and said: "I don't know much about the evolution of the formation you told me last time......

Fan Tongyou waved his hand and said, "What kind of formation do you say in the middle of the night, these things will be talked about tomorrow." The old man is tired from the day, and I'm going to sleep now. With that, he walked towards the door.

"You can't go!" Hu Buwei shouted in a hurry. Qin Su was also heartbroken, so he hurriedly closed the door panel first, and guarded it with his back. looked at Fan Tongyou, but didn't know what to say.

Fan Tongyou saw that the two of them cooperated so tacitly, and he secretly felt funny in his stomach, and when he looked back and saw Hu Buwei's anxious face, he was happy, and said with a smile: "Why can't even I go?" Miss Qin can't go, it's understandable, what's the good of my old man, it's worth your concern." ”

Those two people with ghosts in their hearts were immediately hot. Qin Su's face turned into a red cloth with shame, and he lowered his head in the hope that the light would not shine on his face. In the end, Hu Buwei was still thick-skinned, and after a while, he rolled his eyes upward, and said with a sigh: "I feel dizzy again, ouch, Brother Fan...... I don't think this soul is yet to live in peace, so you can show me again......"

"Don't look, my spell works, you're dizzy for some reason, hehe! It has nothing to do with the soul. ”

Fan Tongyou knew that he was cheating, but it didn't matter. But Qin Su was concerned about the chaos, hearing Hu Buwei's pain, the girl forgot to be ashamed for a while, raised her wonderful eyes to bet here, just at this time, Hu Buwei also peeked at her, the two of them looked at each other, and when they were struck by lightning, they hurriedly shifted their eyes.

Fan Tongyou saw it all in his eyes, and praised him: "I have never known that the moon is round on the fifteenth month, but I don't know that August 18 is the day of the real reunion! Hahaha! Great, the moon is too round." Today is a good day! How can a good day be without wine? No! No! I'm going to drink. ”

At this time, the doors and windows are closed, where can the moonlight be appreciated. Qin and Hu had already heard what he said, and they were both ashamed and happy. It's just that the current situation is embarrassing, Fan Tongyou wants to go out, but he can't let him go no matter what. The two of them were entangled and grinding, trying their best to stop the old drunkard, Qin Su ran to Fan Tongyou's room again, and moved all his wine bottles to the room, and now the old drunkard had no excuse to leave.

Fan Tongyou knew that the two of them were thin-skinned, and the affair was revealed at once, and it would take time to get used to it, so after several unsuccessful attempts to get out, he no longer insisted on leaving, so he stayed in the room.

That night, the three of them talked in the room, talked about the world, and had feelings. Qin Hu and the two of them were relieved of their hearts, they didn't feel sleepy at all, they talked happily, occasionally met their eyes, and felt happy and comforted when they saw the affection in each other's eyes.