Chapter 11: Rose Hearts (12)

PS: Life is confused

Rare,

Bodhi, lotus blossom,

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Rose, Xin, Yu, During this time, I talked about you with my friends, and unconsciously, you became me, and she on her lips unconsciously found a lot of her shortcomings, and when I talked to my friends, it seemed that I had fallen out of love.

Actually, only I know, I haven't started a relationship yet, how can I talk about falling out of love? Like is not love, but I exaggerate my liking to the stage of love, because of this, I feel a kind of stupidity, a kind of drunkenness.

Of course, it caused you a lot of trouble, and eventually you got bored and ran away from the campus.

Thank you for your choice, because of this, I have come completely out of the confusion.

Actually, actually, you and I should have sat down for a long time, talked about it in detail, ate and drank, and said Hongchen, It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity, you don't want to, maybe you think it's not necessary.

Maybe, maybe, maybe, you can't deal with things calmly, and I don't deal with problems calmly.

Because, fate, let us not calm down, I have thought, I have expected, I have prepared, but you have not come, so, delay, delay, delay, the final result, you did not explain, I also explained.

In this way, we are separated from each other without a trace, and suddenly we are in the vast sea of people.

Your choice, hopefully will give you happiness.

Because, this time, after writing the Rose Heart Message, after helping you celebrate your birthday, I will decide that I will never pursue you again for the rest of my life, and you will always be a good friend and confidant in my heart.

We couldn't be any longer, because the moment I decided. All are irretrievable.

Because you never thought that what I said was sincere.

Because, you're not completely, you believe in society, you believe in people's words.

And I'm different, and I'm willing to believe what everyone I've met, even if he's lying to me, as long as he doesn't go beyond my bottom line, what's wrong with lying to me, because people who liar are always in trouble.

So I believe. Every word you say to me.

This year, I have spent a year verifying your conduct in the world, your moral accomplishment, and your future in life.

I have not seen your past, nor your present, nor your future.

Visible, visible, you have not opened your heart to me,

Although you think you think of me as a friend and confidant, I am actually not as good as your best friend. Not even more aware of your past.

Time tells me that you don't want to open the door to your heart.

I tried my best, I tried to push your heart. For a year, everything I have done is to push your door.

It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity, you think I'm just a sweet-talking person

An unrealistic person.

One will only say. People who won't do it.

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What you think, what I think. Each other, perhaps, is far from our reality.

But what if?

It's hard for us to get together anymore.

yes, yes, yes, the moment when we make a choice between each other.

I know that the world is over.

Because, I never look back.

Because, I know, when the moment I look back,

It was the moment I disappeared.

Whenever I miss someone, it means a separation from that person.

This kind of separation is not leaving, but the hearts of each other are not together.

I merge my heart with all things in heaven and earth,

I use my soul to experience life.

So, I felt you with my heart, for a year, to feel your love, your joy, your sadness, your anger,

I don't know, if you can feel it, maybe you already feel it.

But I think it's a long-lasting, maybe it's stupid.

Don't care.

I didn't tell you, how long I'll care about you,

In fact, my promise to fate is one year, if, let you choose for yourself.

And fate told me, you choose someone else.

I don't know, if fate has chosen you correctly,

But I know it's your destiny.

Fate tells me that if you choose me,

We'll go to the mountains and rivers together, We'll go to Baitou together,

We will take care of each other's families together until you and I turn white.

It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity, you finally choose, what you think is fate, what you call like, all I can do is not leave.

I don't need to be moved,

I don't need pity,

I don't need comfort,

All I need is just to like, just to love,

Just the only one,

I don't like to have a third person in my two-person world,

I don't like my own life, it's all three.

I don't like my lover, I'm a mortal,

I don't like my lover, I'm a weakling,

I don't like my wife, she's a good person,

Only like, lover, transcendent from the mundane, self-esteem, self-love, strong,

Only like, lovers, pretty and beautiful, free, free, leisurely,

Only like, wife, not afraid of good and evil, noble, supreme, ordinary.

That's why I'm going to ask you that.

You look at the marginal problem,

Say that, what you think is a ridiculous question.

What I'm doing, and what I'm thinking, is not just for the present, it's mostly one step at a time.

Some are a few years of footwork, some are a few months, some are a few days, some are decades of design, some are hundreds of years of arrangement. And what I ended up doing was a millennium, even saying that I, all I have is for myself and for the future, for heaven and earth, for wisdom, for humanity.

For the sake of life, I do a lot of things that people don't understand, so I don't want my relatives and friends to understand what I'm doing and what I'm saying.

Because, when you understand, you will naturally understand, and when you reach the realm, you will naturally know.

Life is confused,

Rare,

Bodhi, lotus blossoms.

Freely, at ease.

Conscience is stupid,

A few people are red.

-- Fly

- "Wind and Snow Moon: Love You in My Life: Rose Heart Whisper 12"

――2014怂 12怂 12 (To be continued.) )