Chapter 154: Heartache
Lin Qingwan had a fever and his consciousness was very blurred. Many of the wounds on his body were all cracked, and blood flowed.
Her lips were pale because of the blood loss, and her face was the same. She was huddled in the corner, and the sunlight shining in from the outside seemed to be cold, and it couldn't keep the cold away.
She felt like she was in the midst of fire and ice, sometimes cold like falling into an ice cellar, sometimes hot like falling into magma. Her voice was hoarse and she couldn't say a word, let alone ask for help.
Feeling that her body was getting cold and hard little by little, Lin Qingwan knew that she might be going to die again. Only this time she had not fear, but regret.
If she could, she really wanted to see Chu Fuyan again, even if she left in a hurry.
The line of sight is not very clear, what Lin Qingwan sees is ghosted, ethereal, and he can't tell what is true and what is false.
Gradually closing his eyes, Lin Qingwan hooked his lips bitterly, and shed two lines of tears. But it is also beautiful and pitiful.
When Chu Fuyan arrived, Lin Qingjuan's life was almost hanging by a thread. He stepped forward and picked her up steadily, only to find that she seemed to be lighter again. He didn't see the wound under her clean clothes, he just felt blood dripping from somewhere on her body.
In a daze, Lin Qingwan felt that he was being hugged, it was a very familiar and warm chest. It's a pity that she is full of wounds, and Chu Fuyan's hug will definitely touch the wounds.
She let out a pain and slurred her speech: "It hurts, it hurts......
When she was tortured, she didn't shout a word of pain. But she fell into Chu Fuyan's arms, and all the grievances came to her heart at once, and she subconsciously shouted out all the pain she hadn't shouted out in the past few days.
Chu Fuyan panicked, because his robe was already soaked with her blood, and even his hands were stained with her blood. Seeing that her eyebrows and eyes were almost screwed together, it meant that she must be in pain.
But what's worse is that Chu Fuyan didn't know where she was injured at all, so he could only grit his teeth and just carry her away. He kept bowing his head and comforting: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I won't let you have anything to do!"
Xu was in a half-consciousness when he heard Chu Fuyan's reassuring words, and Lin Qingwan opened his eyes with the last of his strength. Sure enough, she got her wish and saw Chu Fuyan's anxious appearance for her.
She smiled lightly and said to him, "Chu Fuyan, I'm afraid that if I don't finish these words, I won't have a chance...... I've always wanted to say to you, actually, I love you...... In the future...... I'm gone, you have to be well...... Otherwise...... I won't be at ease...... I love you......"
After saying this, Lin Qingwan didn't have the strength to insist, and wanted to touch his face again, but the pain didn't allow it. She fainted to death in Chu Fuyan's arms, and even her breathing was much weaker.
When Chu Fuyan said to Lin Qingwan to him, 'I love you', his heart moved, and he just wanted to respond happily, but found that Lin Qingwan was unconscious. The originally hot body also became cold, and Chu Fuyan could hardly feel that she was still alive.
At this time, he couldn't mess up, Chu Fuyan hurried back to Chu Mansion, hugged her and said: "Juan'er, you don't want to die, I don't allow you to leave me like this! If you love me, then survive and know!"
Back in the Chu Mansion, Chu Fuyan put Lin Qingwan on the bed, and then immediately found many doctors with superb medical skills to treat her. It's a pity that he can't stand by the sidelines, so he can only wait anxiously outside the room for the result.
Looking at the basins of clear water going in and the basins of blood coming out, Chu Fuyan felt that his heart was clenched together, and he couldn't breathe in pain. How many injuries did she have to have, and how much blood did she bleed?
Not only the basins of blood and water that were sent, but also the stains on Chu Fuyan's body, he was really afraid that Lin Qingwan would lose too much blood and leave him.
Chu Yan and Shen Qing rushed over when they heard the sound, and saw that Chu Fuyan was covered in blood, Shen Qing pulled Chu Fuyan and asked, "Ah Yan, how is Wan'er? Why is there so much blood, is Wan'er okay?"
"Dad, mother, I don't know...... Wan'er bled a lot, I don't know ......"
Chu Fuyan's voice was a little choked, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of tiredness, heartache, and hidden sadness. It was something he had never been before, and he thought he was not afraid of anything. Until he met Lin Qingwan, he was afraid.
He was afraid that Lin Qingwan would leave him, and he was afraid that Lin Qingwan would just leave here. In this long life, how could he want to live alone without Lin Qingwan?
Chu Ziyi, who rushed over, saw this scene and didn't say much, but persuaded Chu Yan and Shen Qing to leave first: "Dad, mother, you go back to the room to rest first." As soon as my brother and sister have any problems, I will send someone to inform you. Now you give Ah Yan a little space, he should be the saddest at this time. ”
Chu Ziyi is right, what Chu Fuyan needs more now is to calm down for a while, the more people are in him, the more worried he is. In order not to make Chu Fuyan even more worried, Chu Yan and Shen Qing had to go back to the room and wait first.
"Don't worry too much, my brother and sister will be fine. After comforting Chu Yan and Shen Qing, Chu Ziyi came to comfort Chu Fuyan. Don't look at the fact that he is just a little uncomfortable now, he must be in pain in his heart.
"Why don't you make me worry? She bled so much!" Chu Fuyan couldn't control his emotions and shouted angrily, "Why do you make me worry......
Lin Qingwan's life and death inside are uncertain, and he is better off life than death outside. Love is such a terrible thing, it is sweet, but it tortures people, Chu Ziyi doesn't want to taste it.
After waiting for about half a pillar of incense, the doctor inside finally pushed the door out. Relieved, it didn't look bad. When they came out, Chu Fuyan hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "How is she?"
"Fortunately, it was more timely, the bleeding stopped, but there was still some fever. Let's prescribe a few more pairs of medicine for the young lady, and besides, the injuries on the young lady's body are too serious. There is no good place at all, even between the fingernails......"
Those doctors shook their heads one by one, thinking that Lin Qingwan was also powerful, and he could still survive such a serious injury. must have some kind of belief in insisting that she survive.
Chu Ziyi knew that Chu Fuyan must be uncomfortable at this time, so he said very insightfully: "I'll follow you to prescribe medicine first, Ah Yan, I'll leave it to you here." ”
When everyone left, Chu Fuyan walked slowly into the room. At a glance, he saw Lin Qingwan with a snow-white face on the bed, she was very quiet, as if she was not breathing.
Approaching her, Chu Fuyan sat at the head of the bed and held her hand with both hands. Seeing the wound between her fingers, he felt a pain in his heart, and landed a gentle kiss on the back of her hand.
Chu Fuyan didn't say a word, he was afraid of disturbing Lin Qingwan's rest. He knew she couldn't get a good night's sleep in a place like the dungeon, so he couldn't disturb her now.
Hearing the doctor say that there was no good place on her body, Chu Fuyan's heart felt like she was dead, and then she cramped violently. If he could, he really seemed to hold her tightly in his arms and never let go.
However, when you touch her, she will hurt. As soon as he carried her out of the prison, Chu Fuyan clearly heard her cry out in pain. At that time, he couldn't hold it, and he couldn't let it go. But there was no way, in order to save her, he could only bear the pain and carry her home.
Since Lin Qingwan returned home, Chu Fuyan has never left her an inch, nor has he closed his eyes. Many people came to persuade him, but he refused one by one. He must let Lin Qingwan see himself at the first glance when he wakes up.
The blood robe that was replaced, Chu Fuyan also ordered someone to burn it, he didn't want to see this kind of thing again. When Lin Qingwan was in a coma, Chu Fuyan thought a lot. In any case, he will make the people who hurt Lin Qingwan pay.
Emperor Dongjia is one, and Lu Zhao is one. Even if it doesn't work now, in the future, Chu Fuyan will let them know what it feels like to be better off than dead. He wants to return the injuries suffered by Lin Qingwan to them a thousand times over.
"Stupid, it's been three days, shouldn't you be awake?"
Lin Qingwan was in a coma for three days, and Chu Fuyan didn't close his eyes for three days. Except for some regular washing and eating, Chu Fuyan stayed by Lin Qingwan's bedside the rest of the time, waiting for her to wake up.
It's just that Chu Fuyan has been working hard for many days, and there will be injuries that he can't hold on to. He closed his eyes, leaned on the bed with his chin in one hand and closed his eyes for a long time.
All that came to mind was the acquaintance with Lin Qingwan, and during a nap, the corners of Chu Fuyan's mouth couldn't help but rise. Sometimes he chuckled, which quickly disturbed the unconscious Lin Qingwan.
The phoenix-like slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and then the clean and transparent eyes opened quietly. When Lin Qingwan woke up, it was Chu Fuyan who was dozing. I was happy, it turned out that she was not dead......
She was about to open her mouth to call his name, but found that her throat was hoarse and she had no strength. When she tried to reach out to touch him, the sharp pain in her whole body made her unable to make any movements. In desperation, I had to sigh and see when Chu Fuyan woke up.
Who knew that her sigh had already disturbed Chu Fuyan, he quickly opened his eyes, and after seeing the sober Lin Qingwan, he was stunned in surprise. When I reacted, I was ecstatic.
"You stupid, are you finally willing to wake up?" didn't dare to hug her, Chu Fuyan just held her relatively intact hand, "It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up......"
Lin Qingwan couldn't say anything, just pulled out a far-fetched smile. The joy in her heart doesn't have to be less, it's good to be alive to see him, it seems that God treats her well.
Knowing that she didn't have the strength to respond to her now, Chu Fuyan lowered his head and pressed his forehead against her forehead, and whispered: "You have a good rest, I will take care of you by your side these days, you can sleep for a while." ”
Chu Fuyan was already relieved when he saw her wake up. Seeing that she still didn't have the strength to speak, he coaxed her to rest for a while.
This time, he will be by her side well, and he will not leave half a step again.