Chapter 2 Heartache
After three years of hard work and study, not to mention the hardships, this day is also the happiest day for me, and I was promoted on this day.
At the beginning, the waiter with a monthly salary of 15,000 became a room manager, holding the notice in his hand and tears kept rolling in his eyes, and finally he couldn't hold back his tears, yes, I was happy.
It's night, vaguely looking at the old man in front of me is so kind, the old man looked back at me with a kind smile, grandma, grandma, no matter how I chase it, I can't catch up, watching the back of grandma gradually leaving I fell, tears can't stop staying, don't leave me, but grandma is gone.
In the early morning, the pillow was drenched with tears, looking at the portrait of my grandmother caressing that kind face, and set foot on the way home, yes, three years I want to go back to see the village that gave birth to me and raised me, although there is no home there, but there is still my grandmother.
The station is no longer the original station, the once green train has now been replaced by a high-speed train, and the four-hour drive is full of longing and suffering.
The old village is still the same as before, the familiar feeling can find home with your eyes closed, the air is still so clear, there is no turbid and oppressive atmosphere like Beijing, everything is so natural.
I came to the commissary and bought more than 100 paper money and paper chisels, knelt in front of the sallow paper and slowly patted the paper chisels, for fear of disrupting my grandmother and not receiving paper money.
Grandparents and I came back to see you, my grandson sent you money, how are you doing down there, I miss you, I miss you.
Looking at the indescribable taste of burning paper money, I have been inquiring about the news of my parents in the past few years, but they seem to have disappeared, maybe the only relative in this world is left with grandma, leaving this pile of loess, this pile of dirt.
I packed up my mood and went to the commissary to sell some drinks, and came to my former home, where the thatched houses were now built into large tiled houses, and a group of children were playing in the yard, and one of the children saw me, "Mom, someone is coming", "Who is coming" At this time, a wrinkled face, a black face, and hands covered with flour came out of the house, and people in the countryside knew that women would not make up or dress up, no matter whether men and women had to shuttle through the fields under the scorching sun all day long in order to live, even if it was winter, they would get up early and return late, and the thirty or forty years old had become uncles and aunts under the busyness of the years, although they were tired, but that kind of life was full of peace of mind.
My sister-in-law is me, "Yo! Isn't this Xiao Mo! Come into the house, you still bring something with you, you haven't been back for many years", En has been busy outside all these years, and I can't take the time to come back and take a look.
"Over the years, I can almost see that my eldest nephew is old", "Sister-in-law, how good your body is, not old", "Come and make dumplings today, wait on the kang for a while, your uncle will come back after getting off the ground", "Sister-in-law, I'll help you light the fire" My sister-in-law didn't shirk and smiled and pointed to the kitchen, what is generally said in the countryside is what is not outside those hypocrisy, to be honest, I like the rural life without the world, very simple, said that I took off my coat and went into the kitchen, skillfully lit the fire, added some firewood to the pot and added water, and watched the firewood crackle and burn and remembered when I was a child, when my grandmother made dumplings and watched me eat, saying that I was not hungry, and my grandmother and grandson did not let you enjoy the happiness.
Looking at the dumplings on the table, my heart was full of sadness and discomfort, "Hey little Mo, the past is over, eat quickly", and talked to my uncle about the short time that my parents drank a lot of wine, and borrowed wine to eliminate sorrow and sorrow.